Street Light

honestlyyy??? equestria doesn't seem like it'd rlly have too many orphanages, if any. canonically the show kinda depicts ponies as being a peaceful and stable species, far removed from the rigors of real life. i mean look at the only ponies who presumably had a rough childhood; cozy glow and starlight glimmer. just the fact she got abandoned by her friend led starlight down a spiral, and cozy glow has no indication of even having a family. sunset shimmer is another who ran away from her home, abandoning her apprenticeship with princess celestia, and became estranged. These are kinda the only examples of dysfunctional homes in the show, unless you count applejack and her parents. but there were many support structures in place for her and her family to counteract the negative feedback loop. the only examples of villains who aren't thousands(s) of years old were ponies who grew up with a rough childhood, unless you count flim and flam whose cardinal sin was that they were CAPITALIST (lol) or trixie who is, by the way, homeless :3. which is another point, trixie is the only example of homelessness we have in the show and she's a VILLAIN. real life struggle is just something that a pony struggles to deal with. a point could be made for caballeron but he's like, so far removed from mainstream society that everypony thinks he's a myth to the point of doubting his existence when face to face with him :3 the point is, i think that cozy glow had a rough home, a rough childhood, and that's just something that literally never happens to families in the universe, at least not ponies. they've had a thousand years of more-or-less uninterrupted peace, and disrupting that can be something that really changes a pony.

i am laughably incompetent when it comes to rhythm games like this :333 osu and the like are basically "try once and never again" games for me ^^' HOWEVER i did my best uwu THIS song. lemme tell you. as someone who has yet to even play this game, it threw curveballs left and right. "oooh im meant to HOLD the button for those ones~" As for the next song, I went into it thinking, "yeah i can do this, no problem, i did the rarity one @w@" this is what we call the folly of hubris. my bravado. my kingdom come. my siren song. my WHITE WHALE. i didn't do that bad :3 but still. woah nelly <3 as far as rhythm games go (haven't tried many but the ones i did play were meh) i actually enjoyed it ^~^ maybe it was the affection i have for pony-related things that gave it a rose tint, but even so, if it's an exploited weakness of mine then i do not mind that it was exploited. fun time! sneak peek of me trying to do a normal mode map. good! apparently! i digress :3c

you know :3 if it can be anything, I'd like it to be this light silver blue uwu. it might sound sad, but I associate it with isolation and being alone. Being alone isn't always bad.. I find i do a lot of my best thinking by myself, and I'm rather comfy in my own presence ^~^ I ponder things, I suppose u could call me a ponderous pony >:3c. i often feel like I have a lot of ideas and so little time to bring them to reality, and that's most prevalent in my writing, which gives me a lot of joy. it's an outlet for me, and a way to express myself to others That said, I do like to have friends to share ideas with, since I really enjoy hearing what other ponies think and what their experience has taught them. Being alone can, obviously, get lonely at times, and i always appreciate having ponies in my life to spend time with!!!!

she's probably just someone who was neglected or abandoned by their family.. idk what sort of institutions equestria would have for that, although there hasn't been any depiction of like. an orphanage. anywhere. idk she might've just grown up on the street or smth. when u have to look out for urself like that, developing misguided ideals to survive in that situation tend to stick with you. like perhaps she saw friendship as a means to get by, a way to get what she needed to live or survive. maybe she figured the only way to make do was to outwit others emotionally. anyone who grows up on the streets or on their own is generally a lot more aware (comparatively), but it's also a forced maturity, in a way; yes she is aware that she can manipulate others due to her age, cuteness, etc.. but no she does not understand the consequences of it, or much of anything. but yeah she's probably just a street urchin or something :3c def a real kid, though