mega thread How are you feeling?

[Pandora 38,015]

I am fine, the most comforting feeling is knowing that there's always someone happy to talk to you and it always feels so warm.

[Woohoo 34,072]

Feeling very lazy right now.

3 hours ago, Splashee said:

I am currently feeling 13,700

How do you feel a number? Is that your elevation? 

[TheRockARooster 51,021]

I’m happy, it’s nice to feel this way more often.

[They call me Loyalty 1,948]

Remembrance. I was talking with a friend, a year ago. And he looked me straight into the eyes, all of the sudden, and said "someone took away my chance to fight".
And it didn't strike until now, that if there were "nephilim", altered human forms, in the past. That may explain my current lessened genetic condition, as well as my inherent primitivism and violent behaviour.
So many things start to make sense. I was the one who took his chance to fight. I probably destroyed his life, and now I am destroyed. Sounds fair to me. But that explains this internal separation. It is not only my physical and mental condition, but an overwhelming measure of shame, guilt and regret.

And the brutality I experienced since childhood may be a result of this alteration. This violence is ingrained within my genes, which is the reason I regress to the child psyche to protect myself, by compartimentalizing my psyche. Because of the unnatural reactivity and instinctual drive, which now repressed turns into a form of psychopathic behaviour.

Anyway. Not much time left. The increased stress I experience as a result of this impulsive condition is causing me cancer, I think.
But I couldn't have figured it out without that hint. The reason for this abnormal animalism and erratic mental state, may be the result of the nephilim experiment. Like, "why am I hurting people without a reason?".

The question is how this was introduced into the creation. Was I knowledgeable, once upon a time, and then started altering the human dna?
I have to question the technologic advancement of babylonian times. It might have been a much more sophisticated time period than what one would imagine, considering the nuclear blasts marks in the sinai peninsula. And the anti-elctromagnetic vehicles fueled by red mercury in vedic texts.

Which explains my obsession with dissecting and understanding things. I still retain a semblance of my former scientific mind. But I've become much more primitive and unstable. Like Mr jekyll and Mr hyde. I am divided between what could have been a brilliant mind and an idiotic brute that constantly disrupts my thought pattern.

Edited November 7, 2022 by They call me Loyalty

[J.J 923]

Like people think I might be crazy, but they don't even know the half of it, I'm not just superstitious, some would call it being delusional but I call it being validated from experience and personal wisdom, I'm an alien to this world figuratively speaking and people wouldn't believe the truth if I told them why I feel the way I do about things or "believe" the things I do, rather inherently know them from the circumstances of my very being

[Pandora 38,015]

Today.. not so good; I barely got sleep and my heart is feeling heavy

[Tropical Melody 6,125]

1 hour ago, Pandora said:

Today.. not so good; I barely got sleep and my heart is feeling heavy

 

[Winter Storm 237]

Feeling lonely and down. I just don't know what to do.

[Splashee 28,563]

The new Bleach is so different, more violent, more sad, more powerful. It makes me feel happy to watch it!

[Savy 5,077]

Feeling pretty good now that I got food.

[Old Accnt. 3,149]

I feel Terrible I messed up big time

[Splashee 28,563]

Feels like I want to hug all of you, but the hug reaction is gone

[J.J 923]

8 minutes ago, Diane Velvet said:

I feel Terrible I messed up big time

You can always vent to me if you need to, honestly anyone can if they want, I'm honestly pretty good at other individuals social circumstances because my psychology and deduction are pretty on point, I only try to give constructive advice, it's me that can't let his guard down, I'm a lot harder to assess psychologically and alot harder to get along with, but from an outsiders perspective I had been giving friends relationship and friendship and  other types of life advice since I've been in middle school, my problems are just the ones I can't fix like most people, because we are inherently biased to protect our own perspectives, meanwhile being cynical of others is very easy for humans, part of the condition of their existence, and the side effects of our experiences cause us to sympathize with ourselves more than others, I don't blame anyone for doing this as it is inherent, I just tell them how it probably looks from the differing person's perspective...

[Clawdeen 12,191]

Very tired. The time change has messed up my sleep. 

[Sparklefan1234 170,327]

2 hours ago, Savygriffs said:

Feeling pretty good now that I got food.

 

@Savygriffs I feel like your current Izzy Moonbow Winter Wishday avatar might be the creepiest canon pony screencap I've EVER seen! 

[Nightmare Saturn 815]

Great!  I actually made friends with Mackenzie, Matt and I apologized to her, and we're all good... I take back the statement about wanting to throw her into the sun... I feel bad for her because she lost her friend   But Devon is still a little s**t! That boy literally decided to fight with Me, Matt, Mackenzie, Jackson, Harley and the bus assistant at the same time. We all tossed some insults at him, and told him to shut up and stop whining but he continued, and he was told to sit down multiple times, but just wouldn't! It's even worse that Matt lives in the same apartments as that little runt  

[twilightlicious69 629]

Feeling awesome!

I'm finally 14!

[Verdant Shy 950]

2 hours ago, Rainboomer Zap said:

Feeling awesome!

I'm finally 14!

Nice. Just 4 more years and you will become an ADULT!

[Clawdeen 12,191]

Tired but I feel like I slept way more than usual.

[J.J 923]

Hopeful it's all that any of us can be, the truest friends you will ever make in life aren't friends that need/seek you for validation or that nod when you speak your mind, true friends challenge our perspective and often cut each other down to size, and help us come to grips with reality, it's why having a political adversary is a very healthy thing, we are supposed to compliment each others strengths and weaknesses, it's not healthy to keep yourself in an ideological safe space and to shield yourself in denial as it is often BOTH parties have a lot of growing up to do and personal concessions to make.... First impressions mean nothing about who is meant to be in your life and who it is not, we know very very little of each other's personal experiences or how these experiences have influenced us as the individual we've become, don't surround yourself with yesmen or toxic positivity in the same way you don't surround yourself with needless negativity bc the results can be the same, true friendship can come from the places you last or least expect it and I know this in full heart... You decide who or what's best for you from your own experiences and these perspectives that challenge our own, it's what makes us come to grips with what is MOST important 

Edit: if you don't think you can love someone that disagrees with you, you will never know what love is.

Edited November 8, 2022 by Cryoshi

[Clawdeen 12,191]

Yeah I'm still tired. 

[Savy 5,077]

I'm feeling pretty tired right now. 

[ZiggWheelsManning 10,205]

About ready to take the garbage can to the end of the driveway.  

[Splashee 28,563]

Feeling quite full from food

[ZiggWheelsManning 10,205]

Charged up after drinking soda