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I hate myself. So very very much. I believe suicide is the best solution to my problems, but i'll save that for a rainy day. So until then, i think i'll just throw away all my convictions and what little self respect i have left. So, without further adieu, I present to you, my dying convictions all wrapped up with a nice shiny bow on top.

 

 

77 and Nightmare

 

 

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Acheron

 

 

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Applejack and her apple

 

 

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Ambiance

 

 

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Arial Flame

 

 

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Ariel

 

 

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AwesTube

 

 

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Babs Seed

 

 

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Banana Peel

 

 

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Berry Punch

 

 

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Blue Parasprite

 

 

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Blue Thorn

 

 

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Candy Pastel

 

 

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Cobweb

 

 

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Coco Pommel

 

 

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Code Junkie

 

 

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Crimson Grinn

 

 

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Derpy

 

 

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Discord

 

 

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Dj Starlight

 

 

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Dj-F3z

 

 

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Doc. Volt

 

 

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Eerie

 

 

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Endless Oblivion

 

 

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Erika Itsumi (~HI~)

 

 

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Evening Glory

 

 

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Evil Nightmares

 

 

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Flash Fire

 

 

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Fluffle Puff

 

 

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Fluttershy

 

 

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Freeze Flash

 

 

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Frost

 

 

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Gemini V2

 

 

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Icarus

 

 

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Inkie Pie

 

 

I love Inkie Pie

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Kay

 

 

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Kreinbahthur

 

 

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Krylock

 

 

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Lace

 

 

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Lightning Flash

 

 

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Love Puzzle

 

 

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Luna

 

 

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Maud Pie

 

 

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Mellow Melody

 

 

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Minuette

 

 

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Mirror Image

 

 

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Moonlight

 

 

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Necropony

 

 

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NormalWild

 

 

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notaphillyated

 

 

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Nuclear Neurotic

 

 

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Octavia

 

 

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Pinkamena

 

 

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Paper Cut

 

 

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Pelate

 

 

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Pinkie Pie

 

 

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Prince Midnight

 

 

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Radiance Blast

 

 

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Rainbow Dash

 

 

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RainCloud

 

 

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Rainshine

 

 

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Rarity

 

 

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Renatus

 

 

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Rocky Doo

 

 

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Rosane

 

 

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Rut Light

 

 

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Sapphire

 

 

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Scumcandy

 

 

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Shallow Heart

 

 

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Shimmer Song

 

 

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Skipper

 

 

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Skuldaf

 

 

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Sky Cutter

 

 

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Solar Sentinel

 

 

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SolarPrism

 

 

I miss SolarPrism

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Sole

 

 

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SorenNightwing

 

 

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Spitfire

 

 

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StarLight Lunamoon

 

 

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Sweet Pen

 

 

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Sweetie Belle

 

 

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Swift Star

 

 

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Sypreth

 

 

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Terra

 

 

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TeslaCoil

 

 

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Thunderwing

 

 

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Toxic Hoof

 

 

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Twilight Sparkle

 

 

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Vincent StormWalker

 

 

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Voluptatem

 

 

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Wind Chaser

 

 

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Now, if you'll excuse me. I think i'll go and enjoy the feeling of multiple bullets ripping the brain from out the back of my skull. Good night and sorry for the mess.

P.S. Don't Bro-Hoof this.

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Awesome! I love gory art like this (when it's in good taste, wait, I guess it doesn't ALWAYS have to be in good taste) and it's a shame that people don't make it that often. I like how you made each one unique and individualized, which is quite the task considering how you made a ton of them. They are all creatively made, especially the one near the top called Blue Thorn.

 

Please don't think too much about suicide. I recently had a friend who decided to take his own life after his mother died and a few awful things happened to him. You have so much more great art to make! I really will look forward to seeing what you will draw next. :3 Please PM me if you decide to put any other artwork up dearie.

 

http://aisu-isme.deviantart.com/gallery/32732854

 

Here's an artist that makes awesome creepy ponies. You should totally check out her drawings.

 

Take care.

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Awesome! I love gory art like this (when it's in good taste, wait, I guess it doesn't ALWAYS have to be in good taste) and it's a shame that people don't make it that often. I like how you made each one unique and individualized, which is quite the task considering how you made a ton of them. They are all creatively made, especially the one near the top called Blue Thorn.

 

Please don't think too much about suicide. I recently had a friend who decided to take his own life after his mother died and a few awful things happened to him. You have so much more great art to make! I really will look forward to seeing what you will draw next. :3 Please PM me if you decide to put any other artwork up dearie.

 

http://aisu-isme.deviantart.com/gallery/32732854

 

Here's an artist that makes awesome creepy ponies. You should totally check out her drawings.

 

Take care.

These drawings are old. My love of art is gone and alone with it, the very little happiness i had left. I don't see suicide as a bad thing or a last resort. I see it as the only friend that has ever stuck with me. Death is the only friend i have because i'm to afraid to make any new ones. Death.... Death is the last thing left that i have control over. And i intend to take advantage of it before i lost control of it as well.

But, ya know, don't worry about. No one else does.

Also, thanks for the deviantart link. That artist is very very good.

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Yeah, her art is really neat, I wish she would make new ones more often.

 

And honestly I was in your same boat after literally everything bad happened did happen. I know it sounds cliche to say things will get better, so I won't really harp on it too much. But it's one of the decisions you have to make, to help yourself or not to. I'll tell you one thing though, life really is a bitch, but you sometimes have to show life who is in control.

 

But yeah. Thanks for sharing your art, it really is nice. I'm not just saying that. I love all things dark. X3

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That brohoof button is tempting. Not only are the individual pieces good, the quantity is staggering. I love the darker style, especially with the little bits of red sticking out from the black and white, and you capture the essence of it nicely while keeping it within forum friendly and share-able. As a fan of both gore and more subtle dark surrealism, the monster-esque look is quite good, and there is visible improvement as they become more recent.

 

I must say that I admire you, for your art and distinctive style, but also your dedication and willingness to do these many drawings for others. Ultimately it isn't my place to tell you how to live (or not live) your life, but you seem like the type of dude who helps keep this place a place worth living. Wherever life takes you or whatever it throws at you, I wish you all the best.

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Thanks everyone, for the kind words. I really appreciate it. I do feel that i should make a note as to why i said "No Bro-Hoofs". It's because all of these drawings have already been posted before and i don't want people to think that i re-posted them for more Bro-Hoofs or anything like that. To be honest, Bro-Hoofs don't me jack to me. Oh, and these are in alphabetical order, not the order in which they where drawn. These are OC's of people here on the forums, not mine (except for Evil Nightmares, he's mine).

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Gonna add these here because it seemed appropriate. Main stuff was updated as well.

 

Twilight Sparkle

 

 

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Rarity

 

 

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Pinkie Pie

 

 

Soon

 

 

 

Rainbow Dash

 

 

Nope

 

 

 

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I care. I care a lot. Your thoughts of suicide worry me.

 

I won't presume to say I know exactly how you feel--there's no way I could know because I'm not you. I will say that I've considered suicide as well. I've prayed for death.

 

I'm not going recommend you talk to a therapist, or friends, or family. I know what it's like to feel like nobody understands what you're going through. BUT... if you ever need someone to listen, send me a personal message. I might not be able to help, but it's worth a try.

 

Please, don't harm yourself. It isn't the answer, no matter how much it may feel that way.

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The Brony Code:

Humans are a lie, there are only ponies. Through ponies, I gain friendship.

Through friendship, I gain power. Through power, I gain victory.

Through victory, my chains are broken. Ponies shall set me free.

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I care. I care a lot. Your thoughts of suicide worry me.

 

I won't presume to say I know exactly how you feel--there's no way I could know because I'm not you. I will say that I've considered suicide as well. I've prayed for death.

 

I'm not going recommend you talk to a therapist, or friends, or family. I know what it's like to feel like nobody understands what you're going through. BUT... if you ever need someone to listen, send me a personal message. I might not be able to help, but it's worth a try.

 

Please, don't harm yourself. It isn't the answer, no matter how much it may feel that way.

Uh, yeah. So um, don't worry about the whole suicide thing, most people don't and for good reason. I always bitch about blowing my head off or stabbing a blade through my throat but i never do it. Thanks for the concern and all but uh, ya know, don't worry about it. Because i live by myself with about 800 assorted knives, blades, swords, and machetes, respectively, there's absolutely nothing holding me back and no one who would get me in time. I've lived this way for a while now, so if i really wanted to kill myself than i would have done it along time ago. But again, thanks for the concern.

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Uh, yeah. So um, don't worry about the whole suicide thing, most people don't and for good reason. I always bitch about blowing my head off or stabbing a blade through my throat but i never do it. Thanks for the concern and all but uh, ya know, don't worry about it. Because i live by myself with about 800 assorted knives, blades, swords, and machetes, respectively, there's absolutely nothing holding me back and no one who would get me in time. I've lived this way for a while now, so if i really wanted to kill myself than i would have done it along time ago. But again, thanks for the concern.

hey evil nightmare well this is a bit nostalgic 

but i may not know what is happening to your life but your just like gaara from naruto

your alone you have no one to be with you...

thats very bad no  its very terrible 

Im just concern of the people that I know especially someone like you

BUt I hope you did this I may not read this to the end but please I learn a lot from this book through my friends...

so please read A Bible you may Understand something from this

I hope this helps Please read IT  :okiedokielokie:  

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hey evil nightmare well this is a bit nostalgic 

but i may not know what is happening to your life but your just like gaara from naruto

your alone you have no one to be with you...

thats very bad no  its very terrible 

Im just concern of the people that I know especially someone like you

BUt I hope you did this I may not read this to the end but please I learn a lot from this book through my friends...

so please read A Bible you may Understand something from this

I hope this helps Please read IT  :okiedokielokie:  

I appreciate that but, i've already read the Bible; most of it anyways. And there was a time in my life where i was a religions man, and it was the darkest point of my life. And when i was at my lowest point, i gave up on religion and became atheist. Then i started to feel better, i started living life how i wanted to rather then how i was told to. I started to question things that i never did before, and i didn't need an answer to all of my questions because not all questions have an answer. And i was happy with who i was. Becoming an Atheist saved my life, and it's one of the few things in my life that i don't regret.

I really do appreciate you kind words and concern, but when it comes to God and Religion, i'm perfectly happy with the choice i made.

~Thanks for taking the time

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Atheist?? What's that??? Sorry for questioning you

Someone who doesn't believe in religion

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"Aren’t we the same? You know, aren’t you carrying the same mindset as I am? Just because you couldn’t bear to lose, you lost your precious partner! You really call yourself a true duelist? You’re the complete opposite of that!" -Weevil Underwood

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@@Evil Nightmares,

 

i'd like to brohoof those because they are awesome drawing period

 

but i do belive that if i do you will take that as an offence

 

 

let me ask something: donìt stop doing art please.. this is really fucking awesome (yes i do love grimdark)

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Oh your drawings are just like the ones i did last year at school, mines were more off to the gory side that yours but still great job.

It's difficult to not care about you, really don't suicide. Sorry for saying that, but your art is awesome!! You can't throw all that drawing experience to the void by killing you, the world needs more persons like you.

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Oh your drawings are just like the ones i did last year at school, mines were more off to the gory side that yours but still great job.

It's difficult to not care about you, really don't suicide. Sorry for saying that, but your art is awesome!! You can't throw all that drawing experience to the void by killing you, the world needs more persons like you.

I've draw over 2,000 pictures since the beginning of this year, and i have only posted about 150 of them because the rest aren't Forum appropriate. 1,500 of those pictures not posted are intensely gory. Enough to make Cupcakes look like a children's book. I'm a savant when it comes to gory, violence, and mutilation; but i'm smart enough to know that there is a time and a place for everything, and this is neither the time nor the place for extremely gory pictures. So i toned these pictures down, out of respect to the MLP Forums and for those who might not want to see the gore.

You can draw gory pictures all you want, but there's a limit here. So please, try and understand that.

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Is there a possibility of seeing those pictures somewhere else?

I haven't uploaded my gory photos anywhere yet. I have NSFW images posted on different sites but that's a whole different can of worms.

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I haven't uploaded my gory photos anywhere yet. I have NSFW images posted on different sites but that's a whole different can of worms.

Well, that can of worms also sounds interesting...

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