Wow. This is exactly what I'm going through right now. Like SPOT on. :/ and I wasn't sure how to talk to anyone about it. No one has to answer me, but maybe PM me if you know what I should do.
-not necessary info, read at your own risk-
I've had a crush on this guy for YEARS now. We used to go to highschool together, and he would sit by me everyday at lunch to talk to me, since I was a mute and didn't really have any friends. He was always so kind and understanding of the fact that I didn't talk. He'd always say goofy things to try to make me smile, which of course he succeeded, and that's when I got the first hint of a crush on him. He had a girlfriend though at the time, and he was a year older so I thought he'd never like me. So his senior year he and his girlfriend broke up, just right before prom sign ups started. So he didn't have anyone to go to prom with. We were texting for a while and he asked me out to be his prom date. We went and had a decent time. It happens that he asked one of my closer guy friends (whom had a crush on me at the time) to ask me out. The guy friend told him that I said no, even though he never mentioned anything to me. So the year ended and he moved away to college.
Years pass, he says I'm still cute. Finds out he has a girlfriend. Dies.
-rambling over. TL;DR version-
Guy I have liked for a super long time has a girlfriend and I have a feeling he still likes me. It sucks. I can't get over it. We are still friends so I can't just ignore him. And really, I don't think I want to. Plus, I know he'd never leave his current girlfriend for me. :/
Also, for fun. I painted him a rainbow dash painting and it's hanging over his bed. XD