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Pinkie Pie Pie Pie 3.14..... How fast does a meatball roll on flat land?

No, way to much drama Would you date a book nerd?

Cured to always have a inchy left foot in the worst of times!

No Um.......@Silky Again?

Banned for using the wrong stamps

So, to be frank: - I have depression. -I have PTSD. -I have anxiety and panic attacks. - I also dealt with suicidal thoughts and nearly gave in as a teen. Yes, I did cut myself. Now, did I ever get TheoryPy for any of this? No. Have I sought it? Yes. Did it work? No. Why? Given the mental breakdown, and because I tend to be labeled as lower class" or, well, a typical American, we tend to get sidelined unless you have money. The sad thing is, a lot of lower class Americans are seen as more than just a number in the system that can be replaced by the next walk-in-the-door hire a lot of the time. Now, thankfully for me, and I'm lucky I've got these once-in-a-lifetime type of friends who are my family. Also, the example my grandmother set for me in her life and what she taught me. I also have a partner who, even in his darkest hour, will go out of his way to be there for me, listen, and, well, be there for me. I try to do the same, given how much we are both going through right now. Yet it's also my own will, strength, and just not letting this "dark" cloud over me take over my life and finding the will to fight! You don't ever get rid of the "cloud," and yes, it's hard as heck, but I'm also taking steps to change and take hold of life. I think living with this takes a type of strength a lot of people have but think they lack, and sometimes it takes someone to point it out or you to say enough.

/coughs/ b.s......./winks/ PPl who can't listen and hold a good back and forth with real facts....

Sometimes depending on my mindset for the day

Lets say when someone does a smelly in the bathroom and it has its own life force.....

Hmmm a few times: -I was not breathing when I was born so they had to bring me back -I drowned once at 7 years -I had a real gun pointed at my head by a guy who was a full on heard voices....

Bill for my former roommate

Tree: Birch or Oak Flower: Daisy, given that it was my dog's name, but also Dandelions.

Hang in there @Clawdeen Good, things are falling into place so I can move!

I can walk the walk, yet can't unlock the lock?

Thinkin of my move and changes in my life coming up:

Well, to use the bathroom....

Trust me, I'm counting down the days till I leave that blackhole... Waking up a bit more and feeling the same as @Clawdeen about work.....

I got my cat a tent for traveling for the move.

Feed my overlord and mistress of the furball known as Coy....

Popcorn if I do, but I tend to eat before I go to the movies so I don't waste my money on over priced food....

Thats how I felt yesterday.... Waking up before I leave the apt for a few hours to do a few adult things.

I feel like I woke up in the freaking doomsday this morning! The sun is a deep red, and it's as hazy as back. We're getting a lot of smoke from the fires to the north. Other than that? Okay, I have a big event coming up this week, which will help destress my life a whole lot. So, I got used to sleeping or taking a short nap when it would get super hot out west. I mean, it makes sense for the body to want to slow down and not move in high heat. Even when it gets hot here where I live now, my body wants to nap...

I tend just for thanksgivening for cooking and the food

My cat is a freaking plant killer...

Given the pros and cons of each style: Earth I think earth is when it comes to just having the less weakness is earth.