LostButterflyUtau

No, I don't have one. I have enough debt on my shoulders (for a brat who lives at home, anyway) between the Car Payment, the student loan, my bills and my teacher training class I signed up for. Like I need another bill to pay...Plus, I don't really spend a lot of money anyway. I'm trying to go minamalist, so not having money is good. Means I won't buy stupid things.

Scary Godmother. I can't help it, I think the films are cute and I LOVE watching them when I can...My parents hate them, so I have to wait until I'm home alone. XD

A lot of things, where do you wanna start? -Undiagnosed low-spectrum Autism (I've never been tested, but the KNOW I have it) -Some form of social anxiety (hate people, hate groups) -Still not married yet (Though, I kinda need a boyfriend first, don't I?) -Crazy Cat lady -I'm my own worst critic Among other non-important things.

Because people in the western first-world have nothing better to do than create things that aren't there and find something to be offended about. Never mind all the freezing, starving refugees or starving children, we must make things up to be offended at because reasons. Also, I read Lord of the Flies. It was awesome. And most certainly not about homosexuality. If I remember correctly, it was about the human ability to survive.

I hated middle school. I had been going to school with the same kids from primary school onwards (small town) and when I was in primary school, they had already decided they didn't like me. Why? I was the angry, weird red-headed kid. I had temper issues and they knew it and they preyed on it. Plus, I was always the shortest kid in class. Then, when I got to middle school, it only got worse. Looking back, I really don't know WTF I ever did to those people. I minded my own business, read my books, watched my anime and drew my pictures, and that was somehow a problem. Granted, maybe I was asking for it. I WAS a weeaboo for three years, and they're some of the most annoying people on the planet. I didn't wear clothes from the mall, had no interest in makeup or boys. I just wanted to do my own thing and get through school. But, apparently, that wasn't good enough. Anyway, it got to the point where the entirety of the student body hated me for no reason and I didn't find a whole lot of solace. The friends I'd had in primary school were gone. They were either in a different middle school or rolled with different crows.Yet, I never became depressed. And unlike a lot of kids these days, suicide never crossed my mind. I guess I just went with it. And, it got to the point where I simply stopped talking. Why? Because every time I defended myself, I got laughed at and mocked even further. And once I stopped talking, they got worse and then, eventually...they stopped. They realised they couldn't bother me any more and when I got to high school, we went our separate ways and they changed to pretending I didn't exist. Which was fine with me. Middle school in general is just an unpleasant experience. Everyone is in a weird stage where they are transitioning from being a child and really trying to find themselves while their bodies are going crazy because, puberty. All while trying to keep up in school because, OMG college. But, in the end. I made it. And the one great thing that came from it all? My Best Friend. I still can't remember how the hell we met (and neither can she), all I know is it was in seventh grade and that we've been together ever since! And to anyone currently struggling with similar issues in school, I promise. I DOES get better. It may seem like a BIG deal now, like the whole world is working against you, but it's not the end of the world. Just do you and push on through it. Because once you graduate, no one gives a crap anymore. Once I got out of school, it didn't matter what clothes I bought or the fandoms I was in. Because after school, people have better things to worry about. Like college, and money and kids. You know, important stuff.

ALL. THE. TIME. I'm twenty-two and small. The youngest I get is twelve the oldest is eighteen. Maybe.

Spirit online and Amazon bother carry a really NICE Anna costume. It's the "prestige" version. A bit pricey but more than worth it. I ordered one, but had to send it back because it was SOOOOO small. Yeah, it runs REALLY small. But, the quality was nice. Can't speak for Elsa dresses. I had to custom order mine. As for MLP costumes, you may have to do closet cosplay for them. They only make those costumes for little kids. It is VERY difficult to find ones for adult that aren't custom made and aren't Twilight, Dashie or Pinkie. (Unless one of them is your favourite, of course. Mine happens to be Rarity, who marketers hate.)

I will second this! A few years ago, when my dad found out he was diabetic, my mum and I resolved to change things with him, including switching to sugar-free juices and buying better food. It got to the point where I had been sugar-free for SO long, I couldn't eat large amounts of sugar in one sitting. It started to make me sick. Regular-size Cinnamon buns, ice cream sundaes, etc...Just couldn't eat them. So, when I went on a major diet for the first time, I followed the same regimen we had been on before and the same thing happened, a long with the addition that sometimes, I would just look at sweets and walk away. I didn't want them. I did that today, actually, when I was grocery shopping. I was like, "I don't need this junk." On the main topic at hand: I don't drink soda. (Sweet tea is my vice of choice) It tastes like carbonation and corn syrup and gives me heartburn. I actually stopped drinking it when I was like, nine and developed an intolerance to it. The first time I had a soda in years it was disgusting. The only soda I can and will drink on occasion is Ginger Ale. It's the only one I can tolerate. And it's awesome when you mix it with cranberry juice.

UPDATE: Got my Anna dress today and had to send it back. It was WAAAAAAY too small. It's hard for me to buy costumes/clothing online. I'm a small person, but I have broad shoulders and a large bust, so I need custom things or HAVE to buy in store. Anyway, decided I'm just going to go in my Ouran Hostess outfit instead. Yes, I said Hostess. (I'm the one with the long hair)

I have more crap than I thought I did. XD Anyway, beware of pic spam. First is my bed, when it's made and what it looks like when I'm going to sleep at night. I always sleep with my pony blanket because I like my room FREEZING. Like below 40 freezing. I work in a cooler. This is my natural habitat. At the foot of the bed is my backpack I carry around to work and such. It has all my stuff in it. Then there's this lovely shoe rack on the door. Which is weird, because I HATE wearing shoes. I never wear any of these really. I live the retail life, so it's always sneakers... My desk is a cluster*&%$. I am not sorry. As you can see in the previous pictures, I have a bookshelf. Most of it is manga. Including this. Because Fruits Basket is life. If you haven't READ it...what is wrong with you?! (I have more somewhere) Between the desk and door? Key holder used mainly for necklaces. I collect dolls. So I have them. EVERYWHERE. I love Monster High, Ever After High (though I only have one) princesses, etc...) Elsa is standing on the box of a Rapunzel toddler doll, BTW. Then there's the closet...With ponies in front of it. I take them off the bed when I sleep. Yes, these are RARITY'S clothes hanging up. And here's what you see from the door.

I LOVE EAH!!!! Maddie is my fave! Too bad the series seems to be getting the short end of the stick lately as far as marketing goes. :/ Anyway, I'm going to be Anna from Frozen! I already have Elsa cosplay, but I've been wanting to try Anna SOOOO badly, because I want to experiment with doing a more bubbly, upbeat character since Elsa is so regal and reserved.