Reading Heart

I generally direct my hate towards evil, but I have a strong dislike for deceit and dishonesty, generally because I see them as foundation to what is truly evil. And before you say that they are the same thing, not in my head they aren't.. deceit is deliberate, it is actively attempting to hurt by withholding truth.. dishonesty is different, it's attempting to prevent hurt by withholding or refusing to acknowledge truth. I'm sure I don't even need to cover deceit, but the problem with dishonesty is that it's a trade, less pain now, in exchange for more pain later.. and it requires more dishonesty to keep it going, like building a house out of cards, or on a foundation of sand... eventually it's going to come out and the longer it's been going, the worse it will get in the end.

While you have my prayers, controlling anxiety involves bringing every thought into captivity, consider the good things in your life and turn your thoughts from fear to gratitude. Fear is of the enemy, we fear the reactions of others, we fear the future, we fear how we are going to do something.. You might consider asking the Beloved what His will is for you, a desire to be a doctor is a good hint of some direction, since often our heart desire has some hint of what our purpose in life is, but generally He has something better in mind for us then we can ever see, because we can only see here and now. Trusting in the will of the Divine is hard, and learning to listen to the Spirit is as well, but it's the only path to joy, peace and fulfillment in our lives, anything else is dust in the wind.

Burden's are often given to us by the Spirit, an attitude of listening and willingness to learn, or humility is needed. And it never hurts to share the burdens, we are called to be the Body of Christ, collectively. That means to work together, and support our brothers and sisters in their walk with the Beloved, helping each other with loving kindness, faithful honesty, and compassionate generosity.. at least this is the ideal we are called to walk in.

Prayer is always worth while, but I suggest directing your prayers to the families of those who have died rather then the dead, they have passed on into their eternity, prayer will not change anything for them. Their still living friends and relatives, however, are dealing with great pain now, my heart goes out to them, and their tears, they are the ones most in need of prayer now, and where my prayers are directed in this matter.

Love.. Water Falls, Fire Burns, Wind Blows, Earth Crumbles, Life Loves.. Not the simple view of Love, as just affection, which is emotion, not Eros, or romantic love, nor Storge, that of love for friends and family, and not the deep, warm affectionate love that is Philos, that of a dearest friend, but the kind of Love this is Agape. Love that is choice, love that gives without expecting anything in return This kind of love was demonstrated in Crusaders of the Lost Mark, and it turned their greatest enemy into a friend (it's not usually that fast, but continual demonstration of this kind of love can have this effect in real life, I've experienced it) To quote the world's oldest and most enduring book.. Love endures with patience and serenity, love is kind and thoughtful, and is not jealous or envious; love does not brag and is not proud or arrogant. It is not rude; it is not self-seeking, it is not provoked [nor overly sensitive and easily angered]; it does not take into account a wrong endured. It does not rejoice at injustice, but rejoices with the truth [when right and truth prevail]. Love bears all things [regardless of what comes], believes all things [looking for the best in each one], hopes all things [remaining steadfast during difficult times], endures all things [without weakening]. Love never fails [it never fades nor ends]. This is the kind of love that is found in the Divine, in God.. which, despite what some folks who responded have said, is real, this I know of personal experience (message me privately if you want more on that, I'm not really here to preach, but to offer my answer to your question) Your life is meant to be a gift to those around you, to make this world better, you are a gift and a treasure in and of yourself, you have things to offer that no other human being can offer. And it is true even if you don't agree with the rest of what I have to say, every human being is unique, a product of genetics and experiences that no one else can match, and has something to offer that no one else can. With Love, I hope this Blesses you and anyone else who reads it..

First, I'd like to say greet to my fellow believers in the teachings, life, death and resurrection of the Beloved, who walk in the Spirit and as children our Father above, my brothers and sisters. Second, I'd like to address the at least part discussion on this page.. regarding the people opposing others who oppose the gospel.. this is going to happen in life, and not just in collage.. and I have only the following to say in response to it.. the heart of what I have to say, it's already been said in the scriptures... but what I mean by it requires a touch more explanation.. Beloved, let us [unselfishly] love and seek the best for one another, for love is from God; and everyone who loves [others] is born of God and knows God [through personal experience]. The one who does not love has not become acquainted with God [does not and never did know Him], for God is love. [He is the originator of love, and it is an enduring attribute of His nature.] [1 John 4: 7-8 AMP] Why do I mention this though? If you can not look upon these people that are in opposition to you with love, even though you disagree with everything they say at that moment, then you are not right person to speak to their opposition. Why? Because until you are speaking out of love (And by love, I mean the kind of love that is considered Agape), your words may as well be static... they will mean nothing and be ignored... and you will make no difference. I have to add to this, whenever I hear any of those who claim to follow the teachings of Jesus respond with words of hate for others, I also hear the Spirit grieve, and when I consider that, it brings me close to tears. This is perhaps more then I intended to say, but it seems to me that is what I needed to say here.. and I'll end it on another note.. I hope and pray for the best for every one of you.. regardless of where you are in life.. God bless.