Interesting...
Part of it is definitely that I don't live with him so our time together is few and far between so in that regard, he is not there as much but that really can't be helped. He has done plenty of things for me before, it's not like he's just completely ignored me my whole life.
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I don't remember everything but I had a brief nightmare where my mom and stepdad were arguing and yelling and I took a break from hearing it by swimming in a giant pool we apparently had. The pool was nice but obviously the fighting, not so much.