Clawdeen

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Even more tired now that the caffeine has worn off lol

Posting on here some before I do some more work stuff

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Always? I mean sure but they should no not every spider and snake should be held lol. Would you date someone who never says they're sorry.

I find myself wondering about a certain individual I met on a support website around this time a year last year. I have never in my life opened up to somebody as much I have to this person. Those were some in-depth conversations I had with someone who actually matched the effort I put in and at a time I needed someone the most. I felt stupid at times having a conversation with this person due to how intelligent he was lol. One day he just disappeared. Never to be heard from again. I found myself relogging into this site a year later this week and sent a message saying hey it's been awhile how have you been. Nothing. I expected as much. Since the last time he made a post was over a year ago. This individual was struggling with a lot. From some rare medical issues, one of which was potentially deadly and the passing of his mother. I hope wherever this dude is he's still alive and doing well.

Yeah that's where I am at too. I just started chapter 4

I dare you to tell me to walk through fire Wear my soul and call me a liar

I don’t know why I’m now getting my paycheck deposited a day early but they need to stawp because this is dangerous lol I just bought 3 copies of Shinedowns The Sound of Madness Splattered Vinyl off of eBay. Ones for me, one is for a relatives birthday and the other is for a different relative of Christmas. I am also buying 3 copies of Shinedowns Leave a Whisper vinyl. Again same as before. One is for me, one is for my one relatives birthday and the last one is for the other relative for Christmas. Which now excitingly I have two relatives fully bought for for the holidays and the one for their birthday. Which is great. Because I know in the next month or two is when I’m going to be getting slammed with hospital bills so this is very good. The more I do now the less I have to worry about not being able to afford to buy anybody anything lol. But the biggest thing I’m excited about is I got a brand new sealed record that’s very hard to find. I have been searching for a brand new copy of Lucifer’s Anubis/Morningstar single vinyl for the past year. I’ve only see one used copy in Switzerland. My prayers were answered as I found somebody selling a brand new sealed copy. I ran to buy that. Lastly I bought prescription sunglasses which I’ve been needing for ages. That’s kind of it for me for this pay as far as extras go.

Welp I had way too much caffeine lol

And I got this one boy, and he won't stop callin' When they act this way, I know I got 'em

How did I get here, and what went wrong? Couldn't handle forgiveness, now I'm far beyond gone And I can hardly remember the look of my own eyes How could I love this? A life so dishonest, it made me compromise

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One says yes, one says no Decide Which voice in your head should you keep alive Even in madness, I know you still believe

Welcome to the forums!

Same! I wish there was a better way too. I also hate how far out the preorders are for the current Deltarune plushies. I still need to get Lancer and Jevil

I wish they'd give dates for their planned restocks. Majority of the vinyls I want have been sold out for ages but still say Restock Planned.

Sure Would you date someone who is vegan?

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I'm feeling tired and not the greatest due to acid reflux issues

Welcome!

I'm posting on here and working. While continuously reminding myself for the past two hours that I really need to eat something but also forgetting almost instantly that I need to eat.

Me googling what good things have come from my state and not finding anything I think is that interesting lol

Eek the way this thread reminded me I've still not ate breakfast.

What haven't they? I only take things my parents and even certain extended family members say with a grain of salt.