Do svidaniya

To Die For - The Birthday Massacre

The words don't make it good, The pills never made me see. If there would be a better way for me to be. The towers of my nightmares, The city of my dreams. I'm drawn to you with love and loathing. This is my home and here I'll stay. Now and forever.

As in - in some cases I actually knew what I was doing.

It has been many-a-year but I did used to play some online FPS games. I even used to be somewhat competent at some of them.

I'm not sure if they'd be classed as 'phobias' for me as opposed to just vastly unsettling but Thalassophobia & Submechanophobia come to mind.

Rural Polish villages have taught me you really don't want to live in the country. Eyes everywhere, who are these two strangers that turned up they must be Orthodox spies- Kinda vibe.

Usually? Make music, or think about making music whilst also not doing it.

Short, I have quality "manifesting the void" and "spacing out" to get back to.

A day mostly like any other, just without the family drama last time. I also don't get Christmas free.

Not much, went to the store and narrowly avoided getting hit by a speeding sports car that sped between me and Raskolnikov, went home and listened to music and talked for a while and that about sums up the afternoon/evening, now I'm at work.

Weird and hated for it.

Difficult to make friends what ever are you talking about? I'm clearly a very well adjusted and normal individual. ...nah It's very difficult, to be sure. I have a natural minus to my charisma skill or something.

Work uniform but as it's alone at night I don't have to adhere to it particularly strictly.

Well I somehow forgot to bring each of the 3 things that I potentially planned to do tonight tonight so now I have to make new choices. So, Sunless Sea or load up the WebSDR? The questions of our time.

This has been my phone background for a good few years.

Most of my shirts are band related these days. Though I have some old MLP shirts and this one WoW related shirt that I bought on a whim late one night in 2018 that pokes fun at a very specific type of druid roleplayer.

No One Is Illegal - Russkaja.

Glad I found out how to get those REAPER projects to save consolidated, now I can properly back them up externally as well as open them on the laptop.

It's always people.

I like them when they stay on their webs up on the ceiling, they keep the bug levels down. What I don't appreciate it when they start crawling all over the place.

I miss having a cat so much. Give that cat a pet from me. -- I'm okay, I guess.

Hmm, there has been a few. Stavanger Airport "Sola", Norway Bergen Airport, Norway Oslo Airport, Norway Stockholm Arlanda Airport, Sweden Copenhagen Airport, Denmark Munich Airport, Germany Warsaw Chopin Airport, Poland Kraków Airport, Poland Heathrow Airport, UK Gatwick Airport, UK Stansted Airport, UK Lisbon Airport, Portugal Athens International Airport "Eleftherios Venizelos", Greece Rome Fiumicino "Leonardo da Vinci" Airport, Italy An airport in Sardinia but I don't remember which. Fraport TAV Antalya Airport, Turkey Doha International Airport, Qatar Phnom Penh International Airport, Cambodia Singapore Changi Airport, Singapore O. R. Tambo International Airport, South Africa Chief Dawid Stuurman International Airport, South Africa Brisbane Airport, Australia Melbourne Airport, Australia Hobart Airport, Australia That about sums it up, but I know I'm missing a few.

Boo. Raskolnikov.

Popcorn reaction- The 'Thanks' reaction has the perfect image and can be used in many amusing ways.

At least better than yesterday.