What made you sad/ angry/ negative emotion today?

[Clawdeen 20,240]

Life man. Such a terrible position to put someone in. I don't know what I’d do if I was in her place. It certainly has me thinking about it though

[ExplosionMare 21,317]

I just woke up feeling kinda...down, I guess. Not sure why unless I had some sad dreams that I can't remember. I've also just thought about how someone I used to love took so much away from me (and I let them) and how I can't get that time back. My friends have been so gracious to me, almost acting like I never left, but it still saddens me that I made people feel for a time that I didn't care about them just because I was promised something "better" by someone who only wanted to isolate me.

[Longhaul 8,055]

I'm kinda frustrated, because I need to remove some equipment from a truck we're getting rid of and it's not going well.  At least it doesn't need to be done right away so I have time to figure it out.

[IronM17 5,734]

The same things that makes me angry and negative the whole time, my work. I hate it there and I do not find something new and that is really depressing. It really gets on my psyche and healthiness. 

[ExplosionMare 21,317]

19 hours ago, IronM17 said:

The same things that makes me angry and negative the whole time, my work. I hate it there and I do not find something new and that is really depressing. It really gets on my psyche and healthiness. 

I understand! I'd like to find a new job as well! I hope you're able to find a really good one!

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I got an AMBER alert today but for an adult, so it's called something else. Hopefully that person will be found safe! 

[Spark Thunderbass 1,611]

I'm afraid I've just got myself intro trouble with the forum mods again, this time over inappropriate posts despite adding the NSFW warning on them. I must be the biggest idiot of all of MLP Forums has ever seen, I want to hurt myself, much like what happens to Rigby in Regular Show whenever he's being an idiot over something, which is what's been plaguing my mental health for years now, the fact the I think that I am Rigby, and as such, whenever he gets punched for being an idiot, I reenact that sort of punishment by punching myself in the head twice, before smashing my head against something like a table which 90% of the time cuts my forehead open, leaving my head into a bloody mess afterwards. This is essentially how hyper sensitive I am whenever I've done something wrong, or when someone's acting aggressive towards me over something. I don't want to be anything like Rigby, because I feel like life's not worth living when you're like him.

This is the second time here I had to voice my concern over my mental illness, only this time a bit more detail of where I'm coming from with this. In other words, Regular Show has ruined my life.

 

[Ice Princess Silky <3 17,938]

1 hour ago, Spark Thunderbass said:

I'm afraid I've just got myself intro trouble with the forum mods again, this time over inappropriate posts despite adding the NSFW warning on them. I must be the biggest idiot of all of MLP Forums has ever seen, I want to hurt myself, much like what happens to Rigby in Regular Show whenever he's being an idiot over something, which is what's been plaguing my mental health for years now, the fact the I think that I am Rigby, and as such, whenever he gets punched for being an idiot, I reenact that sort of punishment by punching myself in the head twice, before smashing my head against something like a table which 90% of the time cuts my forehead open, leaving my head into a bloody mess afterwards. This is essentially how hyper sensitive I am whenever I've done something wrong, or when someone's acting aggressive towards me over something. I don't want to be anything like Rigby, because I feel like life's not worth living when you're like him.

This is the second time here I had to voice my concern over my mental illness, only this time a bit more detail of where I'm coming from with this. In other words, Regular Show has ruined my life.

 

Please be gentle with yourself. I know it can seem personal, but Mods simply adhere to the Guidelines and offer a re-direction - not a public callout to humiliate or slander but usually a DM to inform and sometimes a warning if the DMs are not working. Even a warning is not a bad thing, however, I know it can feel pretty unpleasant but it is more to inform than to judge.  

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As for myself, I am feeling pretty negative about the fact that I may have accidentally hurt my friend's feelings by bringing something up in passing that he did not want to remember. Even though I brought it up in passing to something relevant happening today, I think I could have done better in being more aware of his feelings and trying to be an overall better friend.

[Snoopy Fan 7,799]

Getting sunburned on my shoulders.

[ZiggWheelsManning 13,112]

This takes the awful cherry of being the worst Sunday to close June.  Not only because nothing really happened, but also how late a movie would be before nightfall and risk very sleepiness to get back home had an adventure proceeded.  There's also login stuff I may have to change for my online workplace account if I'm unable to enter the workplace building to do it.  Paychecks from June have to be printed and turned in before or after the 4th of July.  

[KPackratt 691]

Someone made fun of an old YouTube video that I made a long time ago (which I regret making) on a Discord server.

[Ice Princess Silky <3 17,938]

2 minutes ago, KPackratt said:

Someone made fun of an old YouTube video that I made a long time ago (which I regret making) on a Discord server.

Aww please don't feel bad. People make fun of videos all the time, even when they're really good. It's just part of internet culture and you regret making it because it is not something you represent anymore.
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Some stuff made me pretty salty today, like, seeing people trying to feed good things get shot down for the sake of "misery loves company." Ain't nobody got time for that! >:C I WILL FITE!!!!

[Iforgotmybrain 6,953]

Browsing dead communities and websites. Even if I wasn’t a part of them, it’s always sad to see once active communities and sites, likely all with their own history and varying personal significance to those who once used them, just slowly die out over the years. 

[ExplosionMare 21,317]

It's more of a bittersweet thing. I dreamt about my grandma who isn't here on this earth anymore. Wish she was.

[MLP Golden Breezie 777]

1 hour ago, ExplosionMare said:

It's more of a bittersweet thing. I dreamt about my grandma who isn't here on this earth anymore. Wish she was.

I understand you, unfortunately it is very bad and painful to lose grandparents especially when we are very fond of them. A couple of years ago my grandmother died and it was very hard to overcome this mourning but I managed to overcome it and now I'm better!

[Clawdeen 20,240]

I went back and forth with a friend today. The center of this was said friend thought it was it’s ok to refer to this other person as some pretty terrible things without knowing full details, truth or anything about the situation. That’s what this discussion is. I’ve got details on the situation, she’s relaying out there stuff on a person she never liked to begin with. I’ve never read such wrong stuff in my life and have someone double down on it despite me providing in depth information. This ended with her saying that it’s fine for herself and these other people to say these things about this person without knowing anything about the situation. Which I told her if you and these people wanna spread that narrative and not bother to look into the situation than that’s the hill you can die on but don’t expect me to not side eye you or take you seriously. I told her if you and these other people want to go get informed on the situation and you still feel that way then come back and talk to me. This is just her being ill informed and spreading stuff on somebody she never liked. The response to that was to completely change subject. Like none of this happened. 

[ZiggWheelsManning 13,112]

This evening, not spending enough time with @StaryStory  

[StaryStory 4,179]

21 minutes ago, ZiggWheelsManning said:

This evening, not spending enough time with @StaryStory  

I'm sorry Zigg, I'm right here, I just want to tell you aren't alone, even when I'm not here, you still have other friends to spend your time with. Not available for every time and yourself also has limited time and problems to deal with. Please take your time and enjoy everything you have, good night, my friend ~☆

[ZiggWheelsManning 13,112]

5 minutes ago, StaryStory said:

I'm sorry Zigg, I'm right here, I just want to tell you aren't alone, even when I'm not here, you still have other friends to spend your time with. Not available for every time and yourself also has limited time and problems to deal with. Please take your time and enjoy everything you have, good night, my friend ~☆

Happiness is slowly coming.  I've got @Ice Princess Silky <3 with me and F1:  The Movie  

[ExplosionMare 21,317]

I'm not looking forward to going to work today or dealing with allergies while I'm there.

[Clawdeen 20,240]

It's been a mix of things. Not sleeping well due to storms throughout the whole night. My mother's behavior. I'm also pretty sure I injured my arm yesterday doing exercises since it's been hurting since last night. Which sucks as I was pretty happy about how much longer I exercised for.

[Do svidaniya 2,042]

Today I learned my hatred of lasagne also has multiple layers, much like a lasagne itself.  Not only does it taste mediocre but it is also the BIGGEST pain in the ass to make.

Never again.

There are better tasting things out there for the tiniest fraction of the effort it takes to make. 

[Ice Princess Silky <3 17,938]

1 hour ago, Acinonyx said:

Today I learned my hatred of lasagne also has multiple layers, much like a lasagne itself.  Not only does it taste mediocre but it is also the BIGGEST pain in the ass to make.

Never again.

There are better tasting things out there for the tiniest fraction of the effort it takes to make. 

YESS!!! Yes yes yes @Luna the Great of all the Russias Bwahahah take that!

“It is objectively as perfect as Garfield makes it sound!” Yeah right. He, Garfield, lied to childhood me!! This is personal! 

It is NOT that amazing and now the layers of dislike added like the stack of disappointment that lasagne has proven to be in my life. 

(jk with the passion of anyone is wondering lol but it’s good that I am not alone xD ) But yes, Aki! Yes! XD

[Luna the Great of all the Russias 3,115]

1 hour ago, Ice Princess Silky &lt;3 said:

YESS!!! Yes yes yes @Luna the Great of all the Russias Bwahahah take that!

“It is objectively as perfect as Garfield makes it sound!” Yeah right. He, Garfield, lied to childhood me!! This is personal! 

It is NOT that amazing and now the layers of dislike added like the stack of disappointment that lasagne has proven to be in my life. 

(jk with the passion of anyone is wondering lol but it’s good that I am not alone xD ) But yes, Aki! Yes! XD

You have simply not ascended enough. After all, you consumed sugar and cream with a drop of coffee.

[Iforgotmybrain 6,953]

4 hours ago, Luna the Great of all the Russias said:

You have simply not ascended enough. After all, you consumed sugar and cream with a drop of coffee.

Finding out that there's people who don't like lasagna made me sad. Is nothing sacred anymore? Garfield is looking down upon us all.

[Do svidaniya 2,042]

5 hours ago, Ice Princess Silky <3 said:

YESS!!! Yes yes yes @Luna the Great of all the Russias Bwahahah take that!

“It is objectively as perfect as Garfield makes it sound!” Yeah right. He, Garfield, lied to childhood me!! This is personal! 

It is NOT that amazing and now the layers of dislike added like the stack of disappointment that lasagne has proven to be in my life. 

(jk with the passion of anyone is wondering lol but it’s good that I am not alone xD ) But yes, Aki! Yes! XD

You get it!

Que @Raskolnikov and I taking shifts whisking the dammed béchamel sauce trying to thicken it up for over 45 minutes in a kitchen rapidly reaching well over 30°C to the point we said "Fuck this, we're ordering a burger. " (Funnily enough abandoning the task made the sauce thicken up but by that point we were already stuffing our faces with something actually tasty, we assembled the disaster anyways and shoved it in the oven and the results... aren't pretty.)

My mum historically always made the worst lasagnas, nauseatingly gross béchamel sauce sandwiched between slimy sheets of pasta with a weird tasting tomato sauce, why would anyone torture themselves with this. 

This has only solidified my conviction that this is an irredeemable dish.