SilyGeny 369 December 26, 2015 Share December 26, 2015 I was okay all day long but after talking to someone I just feel like my meh feeling got torn apart and a sadness feeling popped up to replace it. I just don't know why I keep picking up on myself that much, I literally feel like crap, It just gets to the point where I wonder what others peoples lives would be If I wasn't here and I feel like nobody would even notice that I'm gone. My loneliness kept piling up but now I feel like I should really do something about it, I would really like to meet new persons but I have that feeling that the people that would get to know me wouldn't like me at all. I feel empty on a knowledge level, on a conversation level and even on my personality. I just consider myself as an empty shell. And now I realize that more and more people I used to love are kinda forgetting me. I know that sounds overdramatic but they keep on talking about other people they met and when I wanna talk to em they always say "oh sorry I was busy doing that". It sounds egocentric but It's just incredible how much people said that to me recently. So right now I'm feeling super lonely and depressed. 6 graphic design is meh pession Twilight Sparkle Pinkie Pie Applejack Rainbow Dash Rarity Fluttershy Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SilentOne 80 December 26, 2015 Share December 26, 2015 (edited) I was okay all day long but after talking to someone I just feel like my meh feeling got torn apart and a sadness feeling popped up to replace it. I just don't know why I keep picking up on myself that much, I literally feel like crap, It just gets to the point where I wonder what others peoples lives would be If I wasn't here and I feel like nobody would even notice that I'm gone. My loneliness kept piling up but now I feel like I should really do something about it, I would really like to meet new persons but I have that feeling that the people that would get to know me wouldn't like me at all. I feel empty on a knowledge level, on a conversation level and even on my personality. I just consider myself as an empty shell. And now I realize that more and more people I used to love are kinda forgetting me. I know that sounds overdramatic but they keep on talking about other people they met and when I wanna talk to em they always say "oh sorry I was busy doing that". It sounds egocentric but It's just incredible how much people said that to me recently. So right now I'm feeling super lonely and depressed. Dude...Why would you think something like that, let me tell ya something, I kinda faced that road before and it wasn't good at all. If these friends forgot you easily than that mean different things. Maybe you are not getting in touch with them often, or maybe they are not true friends (No offense but it happens), people are people, there are millions of them out there. Some will be nice and some will be mean to ya, what ya gotta do is to find the people who prove themselves to be true friends to ya and not judge you the way you are sir. Always be yourself man. Hell... "something to "it""?! Eat** I'm really sorry, I was watching a movie while typing /)_< I know you didn't point that out but I saw the quote. Anyways. Indeed! I was supposed to work today (I didn't have to but I wanted to) and... I did absolutely nothing. You too dear! I really hope you had fun during the holiday! Best wishes for you! That must be one interesting movie you are watching right now, and why you did nothing? Must be the laziness kicking in already Edited December 26, 2015 by SilentOne 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Skye 463 December 26, 2015 Share December 26, 2015 (edited) Not good at all. Isn't depression the greatest? And on Christmas. C'mon, Skye, get it together. Edited December 26, 2015 by Skye 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SilentOne 80 December 26, 2015 Share December 26, 2015 Not good at all. Isn't depression the greatest? And on Christmas. C'mon, Skye, get it together. Why are you depressed? I hope you feel better soon, nopony wants to get sad on a Chirstmas...Sigh even I have depression, it's hard to control it. Maybe distracting yourself or doing things that you like could make you feel better. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Skye 463 December 26, 2015 Share December 26, 2015 Why are you depressed? I hope you feel better soon, nopony wants to get sad on a Chirstmas...Sigh even I have depression, it's hard to control it. Maybe distracting yourself or doing things that you like could make you feel better. Eh, y'know, just a night of self-loathing. It doesn't matter. Thanks for your concern. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SilentOne 80 December 26, 2015 Share December 26, 2015 (edited) Eh, y'know, just a night of self-loathing. It doesn't matter. Thanks for your concern. Well I don't see feelings as something does not matter Everyone's got these moments but I will drop the matter though. Edited December 26, 2015 by SilentOne 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stormlight 1,371 December 26, 2015 Share December 26, 2015 Pretty hungry and tired right now, it's almost the end of the day and still don't know a place to eat at for Christmas 3 Credit for signature goes to Eazyfries Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SilentOne 80 December 26, 2015 Share December 26, 2015 The Nightmare Before Christmas ^^ classic Christmas movie imo! And yep, the monster of laziness took control over my body and I did nothing. Ah, how nice. My goodness, good thing I was never got infected by this monster, more and more people are victims of this horrid monster that stalks us everyday even when we sleep. lol 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Vocal Analyst 665 December 26, 2015 Share December 26, 2015 Feeling anxious and can't sleep as a result... got no idea why. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Spanish In Physician 295 December 26, 2015 Share December 26, 2015 I am feeling a tad awkward at the moment. I can't quite convey it with words though. 3 Sig by Kyoshi Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Spark Thunderbass 1,439 December 26, 2015 Share December 26, 2015 I can't help to feel that I did something wrong recently Please let this not be true! 3 Signature Done By Me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ChikaChan 7,323 December 26, 2015 Share December 26, 2015 I'm just feeling weird right now @_@ 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shimmer Sparkle 4,101 December 26, 2015 Share December 26, 2015 I'm tired but I feel sleepless. 2 Made by: @Pucksterv Twilight Sparkle, Pinkie Pie, Fluttershy, and Sunset Shimmer are best ponies. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PROJECT: Simon 3,954 December 26, 2015 Share December 26, 2015 A bit disappointed :C Going back to China again T^T I'll miss my sisters~ :C:C 4 Equestria Girl Artist / Infernus's adorable brother / PROJECT: Echo, My Little Kohai Having a bad day? Come relax in my profile, I'll try my best to make you at least smile a bit.. http://project-simon.deviantart.com/ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JonasDarkmane 19,785 December 26, 2015 Share December 26, 2015 Pretty ticked off. Someone broke into my house last night and stole my sister's laptop 2 Signature by @Kyoshi Ask Me Matsunaga Hisahide's death https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BKT5Khp3-0U Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hfiosdhvsdovsdio 86 December 26, 2015 Share December 26, 2015 Kinda tired after pulling an all nighter on my phone, I need to stop doing this. 3 Least serious person you'll ever find! ____________________________________ Steam - Add me if you want! Youtube - I don't upload here.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pucksterv 4,508 December 26, 2015 Share December 26, 2015 (edited) Feeling happy. I had a great time celebrating Christmas with friends and family yesterday ^w^ I got some cool stuff too and lots of liquorice Edited December 26, 2015 by Pucksterv 8 DeviantArt I Twitter I Livestream I Ponysona I Commissions Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Spanish In Physician 295 December 26, 2015 Share December 26, 2015 I feel like its time to go to bed. I'm gonna get some sleep and chill out. Then when I wake up Im going to the store and from that..... I have no clue. XD 2 Sig by Kyoshi Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Adamgreen 1,129 December 26, 2015 Share December 26, 2015 I've been awesome today. Been watching some funny YouTube videos and go shopping with my family. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lightwing 12,967 December 26, 2015 Share December 26, 2015 I am feeling surprisingly happy. Don't let my avatar fool you. Certains actions have happened in the recent hours, and that actually managed to crack a smile on me, and bring some happiness to my soul 6 ~~ Forum Rules - Forum FAQ - What do you think of me? ~~ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Comic Sans 401 December 26, 2015 Share December 26, 2015 Full of aches and pains. Ugh. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shimmer Sparkle 4,101 December 26, 2015 Share December 26, 2015 I feel a bit tired. Didn't sleep well last night. Sad because Christmas is over but, to be honest, it could have been better, so also a little relieved it's over. Excited for the New Year. Hopefully next Christmas will be better. Despite that, I'm doing good. 3 Made by: @Pucksterv Twilight Sparkle, Pinkie Pie, Fluttershy, and Sunset Shimmer are best ponies. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MEOWKB48 1,864 December 26, 2015 Share December 26, 2015 I'm kind of tired but otherwise I'm ok. 2 Rarity Fan | Kpop & Jpop Fan | Trixie Fan | Sunset Shimmer Fan | Applejack Fan Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lightbulb 170 December 26, 2015 Share December 26, 2015 I'm Feeling; An Agonizing Wanton Longing To Know Exactly what the grass in Equestria Feels Like under my feet, I'm feeling a need to feel one of our favourite pony's coat's under my fingers, to hear their laughter, to know their warmth in an embrace of friendship. I'm feeling, incomplete, to say the least. I'm also feeling tired, though rested. How is that even possible? 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Silver Lining 39 December 26, 2015 Share December 26, 2015 Every year, i've been able to thoroughly enjoy christmas. But for some reason, this year, it was all so hectic and different. I found it hard to enjoy a christmas so different from the usual traditions my family does. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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