Potato Sprout

Hello everypony! So I was just sitting in front of my computer today and suddenly I realised that I was talking to myself. I've always "talked" to myself in my head if that makes any sense to you. But never actually talked to myself. I don't really know why but it kinda scares me. Could it have something to do that I've pretty much isolated myself for around 2-3 months? Is it just something I started to do in sheer loneliness? If anyone knows anything about these things, please tell me. Getting a bit desperate for answeres here Cya all...

Stepping into spilled water. Can't think of anything that annoys me more, that I've been exposed to at least. It's just so annoying... Makes me wanna punch a wall.

1. Height, don't know why. 2. Crowds of people, once again, don't really know why. 3. Dying, because my thoughts on what happens after you die aren't very... well, nice. I have some more like deep water, but I count that one in as heights aswell.

First of all, thanks for taking it! I think he would look cooler with his cape tbh But if you rather do him without then it's ok, it's still bass... Hes just awsome...

I really love Megaman games, it would just be so awsome to see bass as a pony. I just love the way this guy looks. ^^

Yeah, it does... I'm kind and nice all the time, noone is nice all the time. But this unkindness has pretty much forced me to stay home from school. There is tons of times I just wanna punch some people in the face but I don't really do it since I'm way to scared to do it.

Hello everypony, time for my daily bloggy wloggy. So today haven't been as bad as the latest two days... Probably 'cause I haven't left my room more then I needed to. So the last two days brought me down quite a bit. So I felt like I couldn't take much more so I went ahead and stayed in my room with this glorious forum. Only problem with that is that I tend to get alot of bad thoughts. But things have gone alot better for me today. So after I've spent around 3 hours just lying in my bed, I decided to make a pony out of paper. So I did that. Not much more to it. But hey, atleast I did something! http://mlpforums.com/topic/58403-some-random-ponies-i-made/ this is where I post all of my things. But once again I shall write depressive things. So under these 3 hours I spended by lying in my bed and hugging my pillow, my old "friend" popped up in my head. This guy isn't very nice, but he doesn't seem to understand that calling someone out as ugly or straight out annoying can hurt people. I've pretty much already told all of my past "friends" to simply go to ****. Pretty much been bullied all my life, don't know if it's partially my fault. The way I've been staying strong and not letting these things bring me down is by pretty much laughing all the time. It does sound like I'm completly insane when I'm writing it like this. But I really needed to do something to be able to stand on two legs, so I laughed. Just because someone laughs doesn't mean that the person is happy, but alot of people doesn't seem to understand that. Whoa... Didn't plan this to be a story time but well well... Once again, Cya i guess...

It would suprise me if anyone knows me... I'm new and not to active... so maybe 2/10 if I'm lucky i guess I don't really want the spotlight to shine straight in my face though...

So, added one more pony, I guess I'll just keep updating the page whenever I do more ^^ Already got one more on the way but it might take awhile before I finish it.

Hello everypony! Friday was horrible, today was even worse. Yay..... The day started of ok, then I fell down the stairs, I was still kinda tired but I ended up alright. Just a bit of a headache. But I did get a bit grumpy after that, so I went out for a walk, as I do every time I get angry. It was pretty hot outside so I decided to go out without a jacket. So I was walking around in my t-shirt for the first time in about 6 years or so. I always go around in some kind of jacket to keep my arms covered. But today, I didn't do that, that was a misstake. So I was going to the store to grab some candy since I needed something to cheer me up a bit. Then I met this guy who seems to know everything about everyone. He saw some scars and wounds on my arm and instantly he went ahead and called me out as an "Emo faggot". Well &@?!, I can say that I never got to the store and instead I went back home and locked myself in my room. So I went to the forums to cheer myself up a bit. Then I got this random message on Facebook. Note that I never get any messages. But the message turned out to be from a girl from my school. I roughly translated it here for you. "You know that theres people out there who got it way worse then you right? Just pull yourself together and learn to be a man!" Made me "really" happy... Now, I'm sitting here and blogging about it... Good job if you made it through all of this whining. Cya later i guess!

Well, since the last 3 days or so have been horrible. I'm going to go back to last sunday if that's alright. So I was just out for a regular walk and there was this guy that really didn't know how to speak swedish, or english for that matter. (I live in Sweden). But he needed help with something so he tried to get help from someone. That didn't go to well since everyone pretty much ran away when he called them over. So I went over there to try to help him atleast. He knew very little swedish but I could still understand a little of what he said. Apperantly he just wanted to know where the train station was. So I got him to follow me since the station was really close. I don't know, but that smile he got when we arrived was just so awsome for some reason. So that made my Sunday.

I know I said that I was going to bed. But there's no way I will be able to sleep right now. Well first of all, I do show quite alot of signs for autism, explains the problems with conversational treatment. Second, I'm already really sceptical towards medication. So I don't think it's a good idea to look for more info about it. Yes, MLP makes me smile.

So I went to my psychologist this friday, again... (writing this 00:15) Don't really keep track on how many times I've been there now. But there's one thing I know, it doesn't help me at all. I do understand why it's not helping me in any way, since I'm the one that just can't talk. I really don't know why but everytime i get into something a bit more personal I just mute myself for some reason. I can still answere simple yes/no questions, but that can't really get me that far. But me and my psychologist has pretty much given up all hope on some kind of conversational therapy so she's is going to send me to some kind of doctor soon. Well, I just hope that it will help in some way atleast. But I should probably get some sleep now. Night!

I don't really know why, but I really feel the need to share a dream i had yesterday, this may not be the correct place to post that but whatever. This one is just a bit to embarrassing for me to keep for myself, I know that doesn't make sense. But I was out taking a walk with my mom, then we split up for some reason. I really needed to go to the toilet, so I did what i had to do in the forest. But the whole thing is just that I didn't just do it in the forest... Now I remember how bad it feels to wake up in a wet bed and I'm probably going to remember that dream for a very long time.

This sounds like fun! I know i don't have a cutie mark, I don't know what i would be But I still got a whole life to find it

Well, I'm really bad at drawing stuff. So i tried to find a way around that, So I took a walk around the house for things I could use to make a pony. Sorry for the bad pictures, I took them with my phone + I'm not good at taking photos. So, here's my first one. I don't know the name of the things i used, but I'm pretty sure you have seen these things before. Here's my Lego one, a bit of a pain to do but still fun ^^ If anyone have any ideas on how I could make more just tell me... Still have some ideas but it can't hurt to have more.

I have no idea! I don't really feel the need to find out either. I wouldn't consider myself a "dumb" person, but I would never call myself a genius either. All that I really know is that I don't got any troubles with school, that's enough for me I can't say that I think you can judge someones intelligence with a number.

It isn't my intention to make people sad I'm sorry but I just can't enjoy any holidays, trust me I've tried. I do have some rather personal reasons to why I don't like holidays. But I rather not write them out on a open thread like this, I'm sure you understand that though.

Well, I've been bullied my whole life so far. That's one of the reasons why I haven't been in school for 3 months. I've always been a bit different, people doesn't seem to like "different". I didn't really take it very well, I used to laugh all the time to not fall down on the floor and cry like a little baby. Some are able to take it and some just can't I guess.

It wouldn't surprise me if you find this question rather stupid. Now, I'm not really religious, but still I have to celebrate these holidays that has to do with Christianity. I just don't enjoy celebrating a day that for me really doesn't matter at all. Most people I know gets really hyped up for Christmas. I just don't see any joy with the whole gift thing, neither do I care for spending time with my family. If you haven't guessed it already, I'm not very social. It really feels like you're just trading items with each other with all those presents. Why not just keep the cash for yourself and use it how you like. A gift, according to me, is something you give to someone because you care about the person. Not something you give away to get something back. Then we got new year. (Or what you call it, don't know if there's a special name for it). I really don't find anything worth celebrating, once again, according to me. The next day is just like the one before, but with a different number. When we get to birthdays, I wouldn't call them holidays, but I do find them worth celebrating. I also think that it gets the whole gift thing right. I would gladly go and get something for a person that I care about for his/her birthday. It's probably just me being a bit grumpy, but I really feel like I can't be the only one who thinks this.

Ok, still I can't see that gravestone your talking about. May just be me, I dunno. Thanks for more pictures, always liked to see things instead of just reading it. I would just say that the dark messed with the camera on the one with the red oval though.

Well first i wanna ask you WHY YOU SNEAK INTO A GRAVEYARD AT NIGHT!? (no offense) The first picture looks like something atleast... That one i can understand what you mean with. Still not enough to get me to believe in ghosts and spirits. But I do understand why this made you change your mind. The second one, it could very well be that I'm simply stupid, but I don't see any "blob", sorry....

Once again, depends on what your definition of a zombie is. Reanimating dead things, I don't think that's possible unless they died quite recently and there's possibilities that you could renew the well "dead things"... I'm not a doctor and neither do i intend to become one. But when we're talking about viruses or parasites, it could BE possible. But I don't really think that's going to happend unless we alot of cash and work got put into it. I can see the advertisements "Help us raise the dead so we can bring death to everything. Donate at our website: Zombiehorde.idoit" (I'm not very good at jokes) So yeah, I think we could create one, but I don't really think we will. Because that would be very stupid...