Treeglow Flicker

I'm always talking to myself when I'm alone. Usually while I'm pacing back and forth thinking about something.

Welcome to the forums!

Arnold J Rimmer and Mr Flibble!

The Dangerous Brothers!

787!

Alicorn! Seriously though. I'm guessing girl.

The Chuckle Brothers.

Nope. TPAM has stayed up for more than 48 hours before.

The return of 787!

Roar

*Counter-snowball attacks @shyabetes3939

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788!

I've actually had a pretty rough couple of months if I'm being honest. My mum died of pancreatic cancer during the middle of October. And then a couple of weeks after that, my cat who I've had for 18 years died of old age. Since then, I've been handling all the official stuff in regards to my mum's estate, such as transfering all the utilities into my name and tying up loose ends here and there. The whole grant of probate is still being handled by the solicitors and I'm hoping everything is finished by the end of the year without any problems. I've had to make so many different phone calls and I'm ashamed to admit that I feel really socially awkward when talking on telephones. It takes me a while just to build up the nerve just to make a call. You know. Pace back and forth, reciting what I'm going to say and desperately hoping I don't sound like an idiot. So it's kind of been a mix of sadness, fear and anguish for me lately. Whole thing has been a pretty big eye opener of how lonely I am if I'm being honest. I just want to get this year out of the way and for the cold weather to go so that I can clear my head a little more. The cold and the end of the year always makes me feel sleepy and it always feels like everything requires extra effort on my part. But regardless of how down I have been feeling, I know everything will work out for the awesome in the end. Fall down. Pick myrself back up and fight on! It's gotten me this far and when I reach 2019, I'm going to make that year a darn good one. Spirit all the way and all that stuff!

Pine

When words fail, pony pictures talk volumes.

Who's there? Joke

787!

787! Coming to a theatre near you!

Death by Yamaha keyboard!

787!

And back to 787!

787... again.