Treeglow Flicker

Misfits, oddballs, outcasts, eccentrics... You know. Awesome people.

I feel that they don't really matter.

I used to identify as bisexual. But these days, it's more accurate to say that I'm pansexual.

It can sometimes leave me between two extremes. One is a feeling of utter disappointment and pity. The other extreme is the need to smack the world over the head repeatedly with two cafeteria trays.

Pretty much this.

"Shower repair means playing with something that combines both water Lego and electricity."

Seeing as it's now December and to get myself into the Christmas spirit, I'm currently listening to a Halloween mix of Touhou song remixes from the year 2013.

"After spending years having to pretend to be a guy, I'm also now finding it hard to keep up pretending to be a human as well."

My axe.

I always go out of my way to be friendly. But I'm a complete sadist towards evil people.

Bourbon cream biscuits. Because I haven't been bothered to make breakfast yet.

In terms of acting, because they can be fun roles to play. In the terms of the more real. It can be a case of one person's hero being another person's villain. But if we're going with villain in the sense of a morally bankrupt, corrupted, principles free individual, then I have no idea why anyone would choose that as a conscious decision. The only people that seem to go down that road are people who have no conscience and way too much ambition.

Colder than a penguin's backside.

For me, it always comes down to context. Regular vocabulary can be just as offensive and aggressive as cursing or swearing. It all comes down to how words as a whole are generally used. It's possible to be polite and to swear at the same time as it is to be rude and not use swear words. The perception of it all also comes down to psychology and sensitivity. There's no denying that angry and aggressive people tend to use more than their fair share of curse/swear words. So if someone has been in a constant environment with someone like that, then it can leave an impact that has them associating those words with someone who isn't very nice. On the other hoof, you can have those who use them in a jovial and friendly manner where they come up to you, and give you a hard pat on the back and ask you "How the fuck are ya, my friend? Standing strong against the world's shit? " in a joyful, almost sing-song sort of voice full of affection. I never used to swear, due to school and strict surroundings, because I was taught that it was "vewy vewy baaaaad" by, quite frankly a bunch of hypocritical, condescending cretins who have the usefulness and self awareness of a fork in a bowl of soup. Ironically, I started swearing because of said useless cretins. Because there is only so much a girl can take in terms of patience. And I think 15-16 years of my life holding that patience is pretty good. Considering that I was sharing my company with people that had the charm and sophistication of a wounded moose strapped to a Ferris wheel.

A friend has pushed for me to get one, if I ever become rich and end up with a property that warrants it. But I would want one that would be to me, in the same way as to what Sakuya Izayoi is to Remilia Scarlet in Touhou.

Ever since I got a Cirno fumo, I've had the yearly tradition of sticking her on top of my tree.

Xellos from Slayers.

Yesterday when I suddenly thought back to an anime named "Anohana - The Flower We Saw That Day". Never has there been an anime that has made me ugly cry so hard more than that one has. Just thinking about it sets me off. Edit: Okay. Now about 4 minutes ago. I just HAD to think about it.

Right now, it would be a maid costume that I used for a Black Lagoon cosplay of Roberta.

Only when it comes with leaves in it.

Whatever version that doesn't randomly destroy itself in the background.

Fish, hard boiled egg, a bowl of rice. All with soy sauce.

I was working on some artwork, but now taking a break before I do some story drafting work.

Hot chocolate flavoured popcorn.

I made some amazing progress on a new piece of artwork that I'm hoping to get done tomorrow.