I broke a glass, I tripped and fell, I told secrets I shouldn't tell
I stumbled over all my words, I made it weird, I made it worse
Each time I step outside, it's social suicide
Social suicide, wanna curl up and die, it's social suicide
The way I didn't figure out how to get by this until I was a grown adult. Despite even knowing what to do now I just have such hatred now for this section due to how stuck I was lol.
I feel terrible but it’s a good terrible. That’s the longest I’ve slept straight through the night in a long time. However I’m now extremely tired and have a headache 💀 I’d sleep in more but I can’t lol.
I’m happy with the way I spent my birthday. I got to spend it chilling with a friend. I’ll take hanging out at home watching movies with someone who actually cares about me vs going out with family just for everyone to fight.
The heat aside. My birthday may be in the month of August but I also had something bad happen during this same month. It’s like a 50/50 for me with August. March I hate. As that’s the month my step sister passed away in.
“Oh look” *Viola says as her eye twitches in irritation at his comment* “A depressed looking server. Were you going for the dead inside look today? Because it fits you well.” *She snaps back at him*
*She turns to Spike and nods in agreement* Yes we both could use some rest