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Dawnshine Wonder

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  1. Going over the do's and don'ts while thinking about the future Going on LSD certainly won't help matters, what is not supposed to be in our bodies we should not put in and it makes matters worse. No! I'd much rather dream during R.E.M sleep instead, it's natural and does not pose a risk to health. Holding onto my sanity is not easy and I still have not finished therapy for depression yet, I'll find a way to deal with it in time I suppose however it is unfair to make other people fear for my safety so if I refused therapy how selfish does that make me look? it's time's like this where I wonder if dementia would be a curse for me, if I lose all memory that is tied to this issue, I lose the pain, but forgetting people's names and who they are is not good either. People would not want to forget names of friends willingly, with sanity comes emotional attachment, and unfortunately that has a dark side, like remembering things that hurt.
  2. "Never place a bet on something you cannot afford to gamble."
  3. Wondering if people remember this gem, Little Dracula. How does a corridor have infinite rooms?
  4. Never forget pal, no matter what happens, I will always think of you as a friend. 

  5. I hope you don't have cancer, it's not something I wish on people. The bigger issue is how common cancer is, 1/2 people are statistically likely to end up with some form of cancer at a given point in our lives. Granted not all of it is terminal, but it is concerning enough to warrant things like blood-work and feeling for lumps on or underneath our skin etc. I remember having a checkup for a lump on my chest and thankfully it was not cancer, it was simply the formation of my rib-cage a Doctor said. But it does not take much to trigger a malignant tumor growth, with regard to skin cancer, a sunburn can set it off, usually a sunburn is a mild inconvenience but it can be severe or life threatening in some cases.
  6. I am not entirely sure, I have not seen any statistics on this one so it's difficult for me to know how many Christians there are who happen to also like MLP, while I am not Christian myself, I think I can see some parallels with that and the storytelling of MLP FIM although the religion itself has nothing to do with MLP. Even an agnostic like myself would struggle with publicly letting everyone know I like MLP by real name, because it comes with a stigma that is not deserved, sure, you get some hateful people in the Brony and Pegasister community still, but it is not as widespread as some would have you believe, in fact I have found more caring and considerate people in this community than anywhere else I've looked, when we're feeling down about something, there's other's to lift our spirits, no pun intended, basically what I'm saying is, this community finds strength in numbers and providing a support network, not putting other's down, the behavior I would come to expect from individuals who wish to share the ideals in the fictional world Equestria, and I also regret some negative things I have said about MLP fans in the past. I'm not joking when I say this, this community may have just saved my life when I was going through some mental health problems, and still am though I find coping mechanisms like anyone else.
  7. Even as a filly Rainbow Dash defended Fluttershy from bullying. I like her, I know she has done some appalling things in Tanks for the Memories episode, and I am not downplaying them, I just think she has some redeeming traits about her that make her worthy of being a member of Mane 6 in MLP FIM.

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  8. Something occurred to me, Rainbow Dash's nightmare in My Little Pony Friendship is Magic was amusing, though I doubt I'd have the same point of view if I had been in that fictional world, think about it, laughing at other's misfortunes that caused them anguish is not cool. The humour comes from the absurdity of it in the cartoon, it is only amusing because it is fictional. Flip reality on its head and the situation changes, my thoughts would be "I'm so sorry that happened to you".
  9. It would be nice to have a good dream tonight, away from doom and gloom of reality. I'd be lying if I said I was happy today, however good to know other people found happiness.
  10. I need help to avoid negative thoughts. :(

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      EtchASketch

      Big hugs :<

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  11. Managing those negative thoughts is not easy, but worth doing. I need to get better at it because I don't want to bring friends down with me. I suppose if we like to think of it this way, since this is a forum about MLP, is positivity would be the reason why Equestria is a peaceful fictional world. Imagining ourselves being in their world would carry the implication of, letting go of negativity. I don't know if I can do that on my own though, I'd like to, but emotional pain is not something easily ignored or forgotten and it takes time to move on from something like that. I wish for everyone to have a good life though, you, and everyone else here. I cannot fix what went wrong in the past, finding coping mechanisms however like this is helpful.
  12. Probably a bath, if not in 10 minutes then definitely within the next hour. What else is there to do? I'm not going to do prayer, as I have no religion and with very few things to do to occupy my time being sat here at home I guess I'll just watch a TV show or movie, perhaps a comedy show like Only Fools and Horses, or not, perhaps a superhero film like Superman 1978.
  13. Fatigued, I hope I get better sleep than I did last night, not all bad though, got something done in Minecraft with a friend online.
  14. No, the thought of that is disturbing, and I don't eat meat.
  15. I never seen Dungeons and Dragons however I have watched other fantasy genres of fiction that involved mysticism, I cannot help but be amazed by them, a world where there are nearly no limits. My Little Pony Friendship is Magic is more than just about that though, it is about responsible use of that power, not domineering for the sake of flashy feats and competition. Sonic the Hedgehog is another fiction that does this, where characters learn the importance of teamwork and a sense of moral duty to defeat their enemies. I genuinely think a crossover of those two fictions could work if Hasbro and Sega tried hard enough, it would actually be funny to see Discord casually troll Knuckles by deactivating the chaos emeralds as well, turning them into inert black gems.
  16. I don't know how to explain that one myself, however the metaphysical implies something beyond known physics. Perhaps Nightmare Moon draws energy from the stars of the night sky somehow, who knows. I've seen a lot of fictions that seem to imply that mystic energy can be drawn from an external source, living beings being a conduit of sorts.
  17. Acid reflux can be dangerous as well, definitely something Clawdeen should get treated for as she as already mentioned something about damage to her esophagus already. There is a real risk of internal bleeding or the development of cancer because of that so this is not good at all. Would the PPIs help? they should help, however if the condition is still causing her discomfort, this looks like it is a long term issue with her GI, I don't know what else Doctors would recommend but what I can say even though I'm not a healthcare professional myself, is I wish Clawdeen all the best.
  18. I was briefly on medication that is stronger than the ones I was currently taking and it actually helped treat my sleeping disorder, I mean, some people have mentioned that diazepam has a side effect that makes people feel like a zombie, but I'd much rather that happen to myself than do something which could hurt friends and family, I may feel drowsy and be more likely to sleep in the daytime, but at least I will be alive, if that's what it takes to avoid problems like that and action against my account here I'm all for it. I'm desperate not to make things any worse than I already have.
  19. Pinkie Pie did provide a distraction in the final battle for Equestria however, so there are times when that loud and get noticed behavior becomes the wild card that needs to be played to get out of a sticky situation. Being too predictable hurts more than helps, and if Queen Chrysalis knows their next move before they do, that is putting Equestria in danger. In a not so serious situation, Pinkie Pie's behavior can lift other's spirits when they are feeling down on their luck. Do you want a friend that is always talking about morbid topics all of the time without acknowledging the good in others? Pinkie Pie has that charm I can relate to, even though my behavior is not like hers, I do yearn for the very thing that she does, happiness and peace, and regrettably to say, have not been very successful at it, but I do try. Pinkie Pie's persona is that light I do not wish to see snuffed out of anyone, because who she is in MLP FIM, our world could benefit from having more of, humor and happiness.
  20. I cannot make my problems other's people problems here, that is unfair, understandable, so what I will try to focus on instead is arranging another therapy session for my depression, and then discussing topics here that bring positivity to people's lives. On another website I've emailed a friend recently, and let's just say I'm in a state of mind that does require further therapy sessions.
  21. I need therapy again, being alone to deal with my dark thoughts is not helping.
  22. My favourite? if I had to pick one I'd say Fluttershy, if I had to pick a least favourite, though this is difficult, since it is fictional characters we are talking about here, I'd say Rainbow Dash, not to say she is inherently malicious or anything like that, however Rainbow Dash can be inconsiderate at times even toward her own friends, but stealing a book from a hospital is not the worst thing she has done, vandalism of the weather factory would be something worth that title. However Rainbow Dash has done some good for Equestria and stopping villains who would have done far worse even risking her own life to do so, makes her courageous. Hurricane Fluttershy does show that Rainbow Dash does care about her friends in her own way, she gives them encouragement to be persistent and not give up when dealing with difficult obstacles in life, whether it be increasing fitness or something else, she does live by ideals of teamwork, and this is why loyalty does matter. We need to humble ourselves and recognize as individuals including ourselves have our imperfections, that does not mean friendship is invalid, friendship is nuanced and takes working through those problems together, otherwise all we end up is unforgiving toxicity.
  23. I wished we could all get along, sometimes life is not like that and there are very few people I can really trust with my own personal problems.
  24. They are, but when they will get released I have no idea. https://bishoujostatues.com/kotobukiyas-latest-reveals-vampirella-draculaura-princess-cadance-queen-chrysalis-hsien-ko-and-m3gan-statues/ https://www.youloveit.com/figures/4002-kotobukiya-my-little-pony-bishoujo-series-princess-cadance-and-queen-chrysalis-figures.html
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