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Status Updates posted by Kyoshi Frost Wolf
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Good afternoon friendly friends. ^.^ Hope your day is going finely finey. Making up words on the spotley.
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Just woke up and it doesn't matter. My mood has not gotten any better since last night, it has actually gotten worse, I have given up hope now. There is no hope left to have.
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I am going to lock this just incase I eventually say something that gets me banned or something, I wouldn't be surprised if I do. Make no mistake, I have tired to improve. Not really for myself, but just so I can give my otherwise worthless life purpose, that is something worth fighting for right? Despite that, is till get no better. It's like how everyone says to 'have confidence' and that definitely has not gotten me far lately.
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Good morning/day/today of all days is a day! That is what today is. Hope you all are having a nice day. ^.^ That is the best kind of day really, the nice ones. You all have any particular plans for the day? Mine are...Simple stuff as per usual. That works though. Also, #UhOh, a little something from last night's stream.
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Just another day...
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Not to be rude, but I find humor in the fact that some people think telling a depressed kid there are people who have it worse will make em feel better. Personally, it only made me feel worse. It is best to be there for them, and help them through it instead of comparing them to someone else. Oh and also, right after they feel recovered is their most vulnerable hour. Seeing everyone slowly leaving, due to him/her "not needing them anymore" can sink them back down into depression. You...
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Thinking of leaving this place for good.
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It's hard living with depression and feeling trapped with no way out, but the only advice I could really give to help you through it is to try to be more optimistic. It's probably nothing you haven't heard before, and certainly easier said than done, but a simple change of attitude goes a long way. It's hard to find the motivation to go through life when you don't see any light at the end of the tunnel, but at the very least you could make a conscious effort to reminder yourself that the light is there and you should still work towards it.
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Yeah, I suppose. It is rough. My main strategy with that is trying to embrace my simple joys like gaming or whatever. I get disability and cannot drive, but I feel if I am not hurting anyone or getting in the way I should be fine, that is what I try to think, it is just rough getting through the mental blocks to get to that point of acceptance.
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Good morning/afternoon everyone. Yesterday went pretty well I think. :3 You all having a good day so far?
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*wakes up* Woah. Hi everyone. I just slept for like...12 hours. Anxiety drains you, mix that with a lack of decent sleep the night before and you get, Kyoshi super sleep. That is why I did not stream tonight but that will happen tomorrow hopefully. Anywho, how's everyone doing tonight? I hope you all are doing super fine. ^.^
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I will start trying to actually stream on Twitch again at some point, if anyone is interested. Just been really depressed lately. Probably because I was out of my medication for a few days, finally got that refilled a couple of days ago so hopefully that helps.
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Smarties, best candy ever!
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The axe, the bottle and the rope The feeling there really is no more hope The thought of the great unknown And facing it alone The dark, the silent and the cold The feeling I have come to the end of my road Yes, these are the things I spend My remaining moments with And the wind blows through my heart Shivers me one last time As I now reach out in the dark No one there...
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Updated my 'About me'. Finally, it is something that is somewhat accurate at least.
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Now you are just being delusional. It is mental disorder, as in an abnormality in my mind, most likely caused by Hydrocephalus. The only way I could possibly 'reduce its effects' is if I was heavily drugged. I honestly would welcome that at this point. I don't really give a fuck anymore. Maybe an overdose or something will happen.
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*rolls aorund* Good day to all of you. It be the start of ze weekend! Woo. You know what that means? Exactly!
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It is amazing how completely....bland some members are here with their posts. Some people are literally 100% predictable. Do whatever you want though.
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This thread seems really....arrogant, in my opinion. Even the title is kinda pompous. The stipulations for making a request are strange. Maybe that is just me though. http://mlpforums.com/topic/66137-azuras-vip-signatureavatar-shop/?view=getnewpost
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Who would of thought a stupid, rich, homophobic redneck on a stupid reality show would get so much support for being a homophobic moron. Oooooooh wait, this is America. Duh.
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Oh Trump, what a moron you are.
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But Kyoshi, the great threat right now comes not from trump, although he has some bad sides, but from the coalition of google, facebook, twitter, and microsoft. After the election they made a commitment to crack down on "fake news", which is to say, anyone reporting a different narrative. They want to be able to choose the president with media narrative, and x out anyone who says different. it is scary
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Staying at my friend's place again for a few days. I think I need to do that more often, it is a much better atmosphere here. Just made some beef stew and I feel pretty decent right now.
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In the end, the world only cares about the winners, and all I am is a loser. With that, I guess I am going to sleep. I was kinda looking forward to something, but not now. I really don't have anything to look forward to anymore. I doubt anything is actually going to get better.
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...you think you are worthless when clearly you are not. You think loseing is bad when it isent and you think that the people hwo are here for you right now would abandon you in reality.
50,000+ profile views, 2,800 bro hoofs, 2,000 posts and 35 pages of friends...which by the way is 100 a page and you have 100×35=3,500 friends.
In my book you are not a winner or a loser just some one who has lost or forgotten the meaning of self wealth. You are loved and you have given...
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Hiiiiiiii everyone! ^.^ I am in a prtty decnt mood indeedly. :3 Well, some thoughts arre getting to me so I am not completely good but better than yesterday att least right now. How are you all? Hope your weekend has been awesome
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Well, I'm dead. Funeral scheduled for next week. This sucks. This really puts a damper on my day.
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Today is turning out like almost every other day, not good at all. What a surprise.
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An anxiety attack...on stream. Worst possible scenario. It was a bad mixture of personal things mixed with tiredness. Tomorrow will be better, definitely. Anxiety is so potent at times you know? Despite that, thank you to everyone that was there, you guys are wonderful beyond compare. ^.^ I will make sure to do better for all of you. I am still rambling in my brain, but I am looking forward to tomorrow now. Should be fun.
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Goooood morning. Is it a good morning? Should be. It is very rainy here, I like that. :3
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Coldest night of the year so far. Sound likes good walking weather to me.