mega thread How are you feeling?

[Celestial Sloth 369]

Super good! Just got back from a night out with friends and I'm now winding down. One of those times to appreciate the things you might otherwise take for granted. I'm a lucky person. 

 

oh god shots

[Meson Bolt 2,648]

Pretty good. Just got home from playing MW3 with my friends. I absolutely suck at the game, but that doesn't mean I can't have fun with it.

 

Funny(ish) story:

 

 

 

I'd been derping for about seven minutes and had died several times in a row, getting me the "Martyrdom" death streak. I respawned, headed into this cramped room, and set up my TI. Just as I finished, the whole team stormed me. I knifed the first guy but died soon after, and my Martyrdom killed four players! Then when I respawned I knifed a guy who was trying to take out my TI. And that was the game-winning kill. XD

 

...But that was totally not skill, I just got lucky. I still suck.

 

 

Edited April 5, 2016 by Meson Bolt

[Koukatsu 5,899]

Tired. Took a nap. Didn't help. D:

[Shimmer Sparkle 4,101]

Starting to feel sleepy but not going to sleep yet. 

[Celtore 2,770]

Really relaxed. I'm watching the Joy of Painting on twitch. Even though I'm not much of a painter myself, it's really relaxing and a bit inspirational too from time to time.

[Shimmer Sparkle 4,101]

Always pay your full balance; never pay interest. You know the drill if you've read my credit card sermons. 

That's funny. My dad said the same thing.  Anyways, my parents will be paying it off meanwhile I find a job. 

[Foal Horse 4]

I feel fantastic. Hey, hey, hey.

Edited April 5, 2016 by Foal Horse

[bronywhocodes 218]

tired. got food poisining from McDonalds. i was spewing.

[Shimmer Sparkle 4,101]

Well, now I feel so tired that I might as well go to sleep. I was gonna go to sleep anyway. 

[Carl Poppa 464]

I'm feeling very much out of place, very alienated and disoriented.

 

My one friend seems to think I'm happy (I don't really have it in me to tell him that's really far from true), and I also think he might be interested in me, based on the way he was talking yesterday, but he's not into dudes last I checked so I wonder if he thinks of me as a girl.  Thinking about it all makes me feel very weird though, because despite how lonely I am, I have a huge fear of letting people close to me and an even bigger fear of romantic relationships; ever since he and I talked yesterday I've been thinking about my ex a lot and it doesn't make me feel good.

 

Then my other friend seems to either not want to be friends anymore or she thinks I don't want to be friends ever since that incident with her boyfriend just over a week ago.  I've only heard from her once since then (which was in a group chat with my other friend, and she didn't really ever speak to me specifically) and my gut is telling me that friendship has come to a close. She was the best friend I had during the worst part of my life yet and this distance between us is really unsettling to me, but since her boyfriend hates me, there's not much I can do.  She and my other friend are often playing Civ V with him and another mutual acquaintance, and the one friend acted like he wanted me to play with them, but I really feel like I need to avoid the guy who hates me so as not to cause any drama for my friends.

 

In short, I feel very left out and super displaced; this was my friend group until just over a week ago, and they're all having fun while I sit around completely alone, and only one of them seems to care at all to talk to me anymore.  I don't know why this kind of thing happens to me. Maybe I'm just not the kind of person who gets to have friends.  The worst part is, I really feel like I need friends right now, with what I'm going through, but I'm so distrustful of people and so introverted that I just avoid people, even online, and I don't seem to have anyone to turn to.  I didn't used to need friends.  Now I feel so weird and unpleasant without them, but if I tried to talk to the few I've had, I'm only going to make things worse for them and for me by extension.

 

Why can't I just be happy on my own?  It's when I most enjoy things, generally speaking, so why am I like this?

[Kiri 7,288]

I'm feeling pretty neutral and content right now. 

[Ocean Aura 17,781]

I feel sad and depressed cause of what happened yesterday.

[AtomicStone 724]

Not bad. Woke up in a bad mood early this morning but lightened up since then a bit XD

[Willow 1,008]

Worried to shit about too many things to list. I need someone to talk to, but I don't know if I can.

[Solid Snake 282]

Lonely. I wish I could switch lives. I dream of moving away from where I am (out of country), which I'm pretty close to that goal. Hopefully there's a place similar to Equestria, no blind hatred in sight.

[PiratePony 8,475]

That's funny. My dad said the same thing.  Anyways, my parents will be paying it off meanwhile I find a job. 

 

It's what my dad said to me, and it's really worked out. Also was to save as much as you can when you start working, so you have a little nestegg in case of emergencies. This really helped me when I experienced something awful about five years ago.

 

My wife had taken a sabbatical from work and was planning to be a stay-at-home mom when my daughter was born. When my daughter was born, I took federal paternity leave...this pissed off the principal of my school and fired me while I was on paternity leave (illegally), so there was my newborn baby with two unemployed parents. My wife was a real hero and as soon as she could, got a job, which turned me into a five year stay-at-home dad while I looked for work and fought the school in court (PS I won).

 

But those first couple of months was scary, and if we didn't have that savings built up, it would have been impossible. So save much, save young, even start investing in a Roth IRA.

 

NOW to stay on topic: I feel inspired to take on Tuesday!

[Sir Cal Stonehoof 596]

Feeling ran down.. I got a good nights rest, have plenty of time before work, and I should be feeling content, but its not really happening..

[Shimmer Sparkle 4,101]

I feel great even though I'm a bit tired after using almost all the energy I had. 

[Jaxsie (Inactive) 1,343]

To be honest...not so good. I'm being attacked with a case of college blues. I'm getting ready to go to class right now, but I just want to ball up in my bed and cry. Two more months until graduation never felt so long :T

Edited April 5, 2016 by Jaxsie-chan

[Envy 6,144]

I want to go to bed so bad, but I have orchestra in an hour. Well, at least I'm on vacation and don't have to work tonight! So I get to go to bed when I get home.

[Double Clutch 435]

Slowly, but surely, Double Clutch taught himself to draw.  No magic = hard.

[Guest]

Sleepy and neutral

 

Lately I've been craving to have someone with me or company around. I am not sure why that's been bothering me. One part of me just be alone and enjoy the solitude then another part of me tells me otherwise.

[Ziggy + Angel + Rain 11,302]

Tired.  Tired and more-than-ready to pass out once Babe gets home.  Also, I can't stop tonguing what's probably going to develop into a mouth sore; I know you're glad I shared that.

[Shimmer Sparkle 4,101]

Tired, annoyed and happy. Tired because for last 3 hours I've been at a relative's house a and they're so annoyingly loud. It's filled with loud people and I can't stand it! But I'm happy because I'm happy to almost be home. Yay! 

[4HFan 476]

Excited. I joined a FOE (FallOut Equestria) RP recently and it's tons of fun! Even if in almost every post someone has a gun pointed at my head.