mega thread How are you feeling?

[They call me Loyalty 1,948]

Like crap, actually. I've been drinking alcohol because it feels like my spine wants to tear itself apart. I am hurting all over. It happens whenever I want to connect with the truth.

She is going pay for what I've lost - my own family, my own children, everything. This is just a reminder of the reason I am doing what I am doing. And the child is pointing at her next. But since I am too heavy because of all she took from me, the only thing I can do now is to fall on her with the consequence of her own actions.

I have to disconnect a bit now. Make sure to let her know, okay? I live within a family where honesty is not a thing, and people constantly lie to me. So, I have to use alternative methods to deliver a truth that they don't want to see or hear. But they are going to see it, even if it the last thing they ever do. They are going to see the child that burns brighter than the sun.

Have a nice day.

[Verdant Shy 961]

7 hours ago, TheRockARooster said:

You're welcome, Solace. 

Awwwww :3

[Pandora 38,065]

in a sense of things i actually feel some relief that my schedule got changed to 6 am again because.. i was gonna be under a lot of pressure at my own department otherwise but now i work partial at other department >:3 yasss <3

also i should rest

[ZiggWheelsManning 10,874]

Gotta head downstairs soon.  

[Sparklefan1234 172,275]

20 hours ago, Savy said:

Feeling like i haven't talked to my forum friends in a while.

 

I feel like I haven't talked to my Bestie @Savy in a while either. Her "guard griffon" keeps growling at me. 

[Phosphor 11,531]

Feeling pretty decent this evening. Hot shower got rid of most of the soreness from working out hard this week.

[Tropical Melody 6,413]

Had a filling done this afternoon, front tooth, so am relieved that that is done and crossed off the to-do list, not serious but has been deteriorating like a couple of years and wasn't going to fix itself, so.....

 

[Pandora 38,065]

Worried about my oldest guineapig, this morning she appeared not okay.
I love this furbaby so much, she's been my support for so long and it hurts to see her unwell. <3

[ZiggWheelsManning 10,874]

Hungry, gotta fill on lunch  

[Savy 5,086]

Super tired, about to go to bed.

[TheRockARockster 52,066]

I'm feeling so happy. 

[Dreambiscuit 10,035]

Feeling insanely tired but good. No complaints. 

[They call me Loyalty 1,948]

Hey, I don't know how much time I have left, but it doesn't feel like much. And I didn't want to see it, because it hurt me. But I wanted to say thank you. Thank you for this dream. To everyone involved. I was very happy in a weird and almost creepy way. I saw everyone with my big eye, I saw almost too much sometimes.
Also, I didn't want to cause more harm, since I was kinda broken.
So, be strong, but also know when to be vulnerable. And this may not be fair coming from such a terrible person like myself, but life is not always fair. So, tough luck. Also, it gets better, it always does.
Have hope and believe. I am taking the cookies with me, by the way. You should have listened to the prophecies, just like a thief in the night.
Eh, I am posting this right now, because I am hurting and it feels like I am losing my mind and I am afraid. So, yeah. Be strong and have hope in friendship. You can do it, I know you can.

[Gone Airbourne 21,977]

I've loved, turned to hate, trapped far beyond my fate.

Those lyrics really hit on how I've been feeling...

[ZiggWheelsManning 10,874]

Very hungry for lunch.  

[Verdant Shy 961]

On 2023-05-03 at 6:48 PM, They call me Loyalty said:

Like crap, actually. I've been drinking alcohol because it feels like my spine wants to tear itself apart. I am hurting all over. It happens whenever I want to connect with the truth.

She is going pay for what I've lost - my own family, my own children, everything. This is just a reminder of the reason I am doing what I am doing. And the child is pointing at her next. But since I am too heavy because of all she took from me, the only thing I can do now is to fall on her with the consequence of her own actions.

I have to disconnect a bit now. Make sure to let her know, okay? I live within a family where honesty is not a thing, and people constantly lie to me. So, I have to use alternative methods to deliver a truth that they don't want to see or hear. But they are going to see it, even if it the last thing they ever do. They are going to see the child that burns brighter than the sun.

Have a nice day.

Here is the chat GPT response:

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I'm sorry to hear that you're going through a difficult time. It sounds like you're dealing with a lot of pain and anger related to losing your family and children. However, turning to alcohol and thoughts of revenge will not ultimately bring you the peace and resolution that you're seeking.

 

As a Brony, you may find inspiration in the show's themes of friendship, forgiveness, and empathy. It's important to remember that even when we face difficult situations, we should strive to treat others with kindness and compassion. Holding onto grudges and seeking revenge can only lead to more pain and suffering.

Instead, I encourage you to seek support from trusted friends, family members, or a professional counselor. There are resources available to help you process your emotions and find a path forward that is healthy and productive. Remember, you are not alone, and there are people who care about you and want to help you through this difficult time.

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Also, just remember that we love you and care about you and we are there for you if you need us. /)

[ZiggWheelsManning 10,874]

A little to a very huge worry, was I supposed to participate in the World Cup?  

@Princess Silky

Do you know anything about Tom Brady and Aaron Rodgers?  

The team I selected for some reason has different characters in it.  

I'm worried about the World Cup.  

[Guest]

Feeling better now that I finally finished my final exam and turned in my final paper. I can finally do whatever I want this weekend. I just want to rest without thinking about much. I need to figure out some future plans out too. 

[Pandora 38,065]

Sleepy but i'm over my sleep y - y lol <3

So instead we listen pretty songs and enjoy the night

 

[Goofyg27 6,162]

I'm doing fine just on my 15 minute break now at work (Sent with gentle tone)😁

[Luna the Great of all the Russias 2,987]

2 hours ago, Starlightnyars said:

Feeling better now that I finally finished my final exam and turned in my final paper. I can finally do whatever I want this weekend. I just want to rest without thinking about much. I need to figure out some future plans out too. 

Finally, you are not needing to do ten things simultaneously.

[Savy 5,086]

Feeling pretty good right now!

[ZiggWheelsManning 10,874]

Feeling good after drinking soda  

[Ice Princess Silky <3 14,428]

I'm feeling quite content. Happy. 
I needed this recharge. I hope my energy will come back to getting more stuff done <3 I've missed having it.

[ZiggWheelsManning 10,874]

Hungry and gotta head downstairs.