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very tired did not sleep at all last night thank god i go to work in the evening and not in the morning today


                                                                          

  

                                                                               

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I’m feeling ok, a little sluggish as well as tired.

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6 hours ago, Starset Twinkle said:

Fairly awake, could I finally be flipping my sleep schedule to something close to normal??? Time will tell!

I need to do that lol 

I guess i'm feeling alright for now

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Mixed feelings...trying to shake off this ache of mine so I could just finish this day and start my Monday fresh...

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Freedom. I am afraid that I've been here before. That there is no solution of my own. Afraid that I have to struggle against myself to keep away the decadence that this fire brought to our creation. Afraid that the protection I desire will only make me weaker in the end. That there is no true rest or love. A place so peaceful that brings you unrest. A stillness that stagnates. I am afraid of being free.

For this freedom can only bring further degenaration from nature, as I can see with society, politics, techonology, transhumanism, as well as the collapse of the natural family structure in the egregore of libertine countries. Which is not any better than some of the barbarism in the opposite corner of the world. There has to be a way other than right or left.

Why can't I be a normal person? Why do I have to be "complex"? It feels like God mistakenly poured something else when he was conceiving my soul. I can feel it inside my chest like a maleable light. It is so beautiful in nature. For her name is Wisdom. And she has left this lawless world. Yet, my heart seeks her when this place is tearing me apart. Or maybe, in my pursuit of peace, I have become too weak to face reality anymore, after having abandoned the ways of God. Making my selflessness into an inherently selfish act or unwarranted suffering.

I feel a measure of peace in this realization. As my problems are being put under a new light. I've been wandering the deep casm of my own subconscious where the air is thin and the shadows grow darker until the limited silhouette of the self becomes unrealized, and the way out of purgatory is revealed.

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I’m ok, feeling hurt and sore which sucks.


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I am feeling good. Sometimes I worry about the suffering of people. But as long as everyone is doing relatively well. I will be well, too. I just imagine the creator running this creation, with so many cultures, and peoples, and lives, and beliefs, and stories going on simultaneously. And they are all different and valuable despite the conflict that may arise between one another because of their differences. And yet manage to keep it all in balance, allowing them to co-exist within reason. I love God.

For it is not a bad creator, if it can allow for such diversity of experience and self-discovery. I am with you, God.

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