mega thread What are you thinking?

[ExplosionMare 18,062]

Wish I could disappear for a while and that I wasn’t so difficult to deal with. 

[Reality Check 631]

Welp, time to redraw all my vectors

[Savy 5,077]

I can't wait to see the Sonic movie next week.

[They call me Loyalty 1,948]

About the great disappointment of my deception. You know, I was actually discussing certain matters regarding personal development and responsibility with some members of my family. Sometimes people like to pretend, to disguise what is really underneath themselves. So, I was letting them understand that the false personality they are wearing in front of others is nothing but a farse. It is false light. It is like the face of an eccentric clown distorted by the fear that controls their lives into all manner of compulsive behaviours. And that the "darkness" they fear the most within themselves, is what truly contains the true light of wisdom.
So, I was pushing them to face the force centering around their umbilicus, and walk into the dark corridor within themselves, to face their greatest fears without letting them distort their expression into a clown of life. Nor a sufferer or saint of false light, that can only repress what is within until it eventually distorts beyond the boundaries of this pretence.
Because, otherwise you have failed the trial of this life once again, and for the last time. Repeater.

And true wisdom is something very rare in this world. I see people playing "saints" or being distorted to various degrees by this "darkness" within that they never understood, and ignorantly called "power".
While thinking they are serving the ONE in exchange for HIS grace. The very ONE who will throw them into the abyss as a reward for their ignorance. Because they have failed to understand HIM, and the purpose of the "darkness" that HE put within all things of this earth.
Because they lacked the will to walk that dark corridor within themselves, and find the true light of wisdom.

Saints with animal faces and animal with saintly visages. Both the same in my tired eye. Both failures in my tired eye.
This is looking up to be a pretty disappointing harvest. Yet another failure like those in the obscured records from cultures of the forgotten past. Obscured by the seas because of the myriad degeneration that took place during the endtimes of these civilizations.
And the great disappointment that they meant. So, when we have so many people around pretending to be something they are not, wearing false light, by denying or being consumed by that part of ME that exists within all things.
People that would rather mask what they fear the most, than to face themselves. People in complacency. Always with excuses to change everything in the exterior, instead of facing the conflictive source of all within themselves. Using false pretexts or excuses and shortcuts of materialism and other addictive behaviours. It is then that things have to get more "difficult" across the plane of this world. I have to let more darkness in. Until humanity recognize it and integrate it within themselves without becoming distored by it, or are collapsed and destroyed by it.

The only thing I know is that this harvest has been a failure for the great majority, as most of the previous ones. Once this is over, that "darkness" that has been given to humanity, so they could create like HIM, but that they have misused instead, would be retired from them. And "humanity" will be taken back into the original dimension they came from, where they shall be returned to their original or cherubic form, and shall remain so. Because they have proven that they cannot have the true light of the creator within themselves. Ever since the tower fell.
It distorts them, it corrupts them. Because they never learned to understand true light. They never learned to understand the "darkness" that twists inside their bellies.

The access to higher dimensions will be closed to them, and they will remain children forever. As it was before the dweller shared his "darkness" with "humanity" when they were but little angels.
Because that power that creates planes and dimensions has proven to be beyond the capabilities of the great majority of children within the earth.
Most of them compusive towards the mistery of babylon, without understanding the nature of this illusion for fools. And they all fell for it already. More than once.

There are some with wisdom, still. The few that shall remain nameless. People of no renown, or illusive power. These few will be the ones to keep the gift that is HIM, and then they will be allowed to continue the learning process of higher dimensional creation. To become more like HIM. More like the devil that most of humanity never understood. Lucifer; the brightest being in all of creation. Demonized by little demons that were too afraid of themselves.
It is always like that with humanity, you know. One shows them a dark room, and they fill it with their worst fears, then one turn the lights on, and it results the room was empty all along. So, where do these demons really come from?

The catastrophic size of their failure meant that HE had to take a sacrificial form to redeem humanity from their own foolishness, as you know already. And they failed still.
To save them from themselves. Because the gift of wisdom that is the true light of unal, has proved to be too much for our little fallen angels to handle. But not worry. Once most of humanity is returned to their original form, and remain like little children. No creational responsabilities shall be given to them anymore. No torment or fear of power will be put on their shoulders ever again. No temptation. Just little angels, innocent. Just like little children, forever in eterneal rest.

[ExplosionMare 18,062]

Songs are great for when you can’t express certain things. Sometimes they do it for you.

[Kyoshi Frost Wolf 41,368]

Today has been one of those days that reminds me just how sad and pathetic my life truly is. 

[DubWolf 17,254]

This iffy space bar is making me annoyed  . Won't always register

[Astralshy 26,453]

That for once I would really like to have snow at Christmas time and not at the beginning of April xD

[Reality Check 631]

Just finished making vectors for someone. Man do I feel proud of myself

[Pandora 38,015]

thinking about if someone would be happy with what i'm making them [art wise]

TwT <3 aah

+ thinking why the hay do i love someone xD

[Kyoshi Frost Wolf 41,368]

I find it fascinating that when we were babies/toddlers, the point in life where we are at our most useless by far, that is the time when we are the most loved and adored by everyone, simply for existing. Then we get older and we have to climb an endless mountain in the hopes of earning the tiniest ounce of respect and adoration, only for our actions to be quickly forgotten about anyways. 

[Tropical Melody 6,078]

7 hours ago, Astral Soul said:

That for once I would really like to have snow at Christmas time and not at the beginning of April xD

+1 !

 

[ExplosionMare 18,062]

I get to relax on a Saturday, finally!

[TheRockARooster 50,854]

WHERE’S THE FOOD?!!!!!!!!!

 

[twilightlicious69 629]

@TheRockARooster SAME HERE!

[Savy 5,077]

So glad that I got to relax today!

[Splashee 28,563]

When is next Helluva Boss coming out? I have waited forever

[ExplosionMare 18,062]

1 hour ago, Splashee said:

When is next Helluva Boss coming out? I have waited forever

It’ll come out once the FNAF movie trailer does 

[DubWolf 17,254]

Am behind as always.

I seriously hope things are drastically better by the end of the year, and MUCH MUCH sooner hopefully. Things are always severely delayed for me. I just wish I could make up for the losses in time I've already spent.

Edited April 4, 2022 by WWolf

[Savy 5,077]

I want my Blitzo and Stolas plushies already. ;-;

I wonder if they shipped yet, haven't checked.

[Tao 7,599]

Thinking of the move and packing I need to do while trying to find a place to live...

[Scilla Bell 103]

Oh god why did my friends and I agree to watch this boring two hour movie--WAIT that actor. Yes. Of course. I forgot he existed I guess we can make it through!

[ZiggWheelsManning 10,035]

Heartbreaker of remembrance in the rock world  Though his body would not be found by police in his apartment condo until April 19^th, 2002  Today is the 20^th anniversary that on this day, we lost the most phenomenal music legend in Seattle’s history, original vocalist and co-founder Layne Staley of Alice in Chains  Rock loud to the band’s memorable tracks of “We Die Young”, “Man in the Box”, “Sea of Sorrow”, “Sunshine”, “Brother”, “Got Me Wrong”, “Would?”, “Them Bones”, “Angry Chair”, “Rooster”, “Down in a Hole”, “Nutshell”, “I Stay Away”, “No Excuses”, “Don’t Follow”, “Grind”, “Heaven Beside You”, “Over Now” and “Get Born Again” to honor Layne  

[DubWolf 17,254]

Even the little things in life can piss you off when they make you reflect on everything else and you can't escape reality.

[ExplosionMare 18,062]

I love organizing, even when it’s just on my phone