FeatherNight

I miss not having such extreme existential dread, and not having to be a slave to society yet.

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I want a reason to not work today.

I'd be less afraid of taking risks and doing the things that would make me happy.

Invisibility or a super duper third eye to see things outside of this realm.

I live on the tippy top of Ky, near Cincinnati, so we don't have much of an accent. Its fairly normal or neutral. Unless you came from about an hour or two south from here, some families accent will be a teeeeeny tiny tiny tiny bit southern.

The amount of greed for oil and egoism that most are blind to. Disregard for nature and terrible pollution. The ridiculously unhealthy food we mass advertise and eat daily. People not worried about unhealthy food or pollution. Undisciplined teenagers that keep getting worse. Undisciplined education systems. We butt into other countries way too often, kinda egoism. College costs waaaaay too much. Christian and government brainwash, people believe what they're told. Lies in the media. Government lies, scandals, secrets. Gay marriage isn't legal everywhere based on a christian belief even though were supposed to have freedom of religion. We think were best at everything though were usually not even close to number one. I still do like america, but these are things that bother me from time to time.

I love all animals but my favoritess are elephants and dogs. I've been collecting elephants for a while, and feel connected to them, I dunno. And as for dogs, I love the more than most people, including some I'm related to, they're so easy to get along with and very loyal. Plus their vitalit, they're always ready to either play or love on you.

Wenches and Mead has been stuck in my head since my sister mentioned my gin in the freezer this morning.

For a fat white girl, I'm surprisingly very graceful. I do have my moments though.

Two houses ago, we lived in a house where my mom and a roommate claim had a ghost or spirit from a war and another angry husband. I had no experiences here myself, though my mom did. The house after that had an old woman in it, a couple people claimed to see her in the kitchen window when we would sot outside. But one night I did see a kind of orb or ball with a white aura coming up the stairs to the open bedrooms. Where I live now has no ghosts or spirits that really wanna play, but there's a lot of spirits in the woods across the street. Some nights I get the eeriest feeling and won't even take my dog out. The winds will howl over there in particular, I just know its something bad. ): I don't know what it is just yet, but it really scares me sometimes. I'm a witch and learning of shamanism, these are just stories that are most believable and won't make me sound like a loon, lol.

Crochet, i have some projects for other people I keep forgetting to make. I like making all kinds of stuff like dreamcatchers and amigurimi, and learning how to whittle and weave. Other than crafty things, I like Pokémon and trying to learn about old pantheons and myths. I'm lame, lol.

When i was about 12, I rode a four wheeler for the first time and without a helmet. I ran straight into a tree and gashed my head open. Had to get 13 staples, they said it was about a piece of paper's thickness from hitting my skull and that my scalp was kinda dangling enough to where you could see under it. It hurrrrt. I have a badass scar now though, but it sucks when I wanna part my hair on that side.

I couldn't understand the video, I wasn't sure what pitch to start at lol. If someone can tell me how to do it I'll try again. I have good range though, and can do different styles. In school I could do mid tenor to high alto.

I had a bear from when I was five named Brownie. I know it's lame, but he was probably my bff for the longest time. I loved him sosososo much. About four years ago something happened while I wasn't living here, and things had to be cleaned- somebody threw away the bag I had him in. I'm 21 and still cry over that bear, lol. I didn't feel better until my friends from Lotro offered to buy me a bear like him on my birthday. Which was really sweet. My brother still likes to rub hair when he's tired, and my sister has a stuffed cat, I think. What about you guys?

Crash Bandicoot. That was one of my favorites, long before I even started Pokemon, lol. I don't play too many video games.

We have some nice national parks in america, I wish more places here were preserved.

One of the only guys I've ever dated was upset because I friend zoned him, and still is today. I'm no good with relationships and he should know that, lol. I'm just better and more comfortable with friends. I assume that the individuals who take it seriously might be insecure and prone to being butthurt. Maybe uncomfortable with the friend, feeling like they're having to wait, or maybe upset that there aren't returned feelings. It really depends on the persons' intent.

Me, most definitely. And all of you?

Find a flipping job. Buy a pair of super cute degus. Then a pair of ferrets. And 10x more cacti. Find a girl or boy to trick into falling in love with me. Go to college and become an environmental scientist. Go to Ireland, Glacier national park, and Chicago. Get a bunch of doggies. If all else fails, do hair and divination for moneys.

If that ever happened, I think we would find out more about what we've been potentially lied to about.

It's definitely not something that you should start añ argument about, lol. It's not much of a deal, and not worth potentially losing a friend over. He is probably just embarrassed, or really doesn't know that he likes it yet.

I have a phobia of ticks. Ticks, mosquitoes, bed bugs, things like that. Literally the only bugs I dislike, I don't even mind spiders- I actually like them. I'm going to throw up now. On a less life threatening note, I'm a little afraid of tripping cos I've hurt my feet so much.