I hate myself by never being able to fit in with everyone else, I could have obtained happiness by acting like someone else to impress others.
I hate myself by always having the pain of being alone, never sharing good feelings with a real friend.
I hate myself because I feel hated by others, calling me names and just overall making me feel terrible, especially when I'm out doing things alone, people love to hate on loners.
Just being honest, another thing I hate about myself is speaking how I feel and getting hurt by feedback.