Carl Poppa

I'm so tired of feeling so sad and hurt. Does it truly get easier in time, or simply easier to conceal? I don't know... I hope the former.

I'm feeling sick and rather sleepy, but so darn anxious and distracted that I can't sleep.

I should turn my computer off, eat right quick, and get myself to bed within the next hour. I'm sick and tired and don't need to miss school tomorrow.

@@Gloomfury, @@Overlord0909 "Excellent!" Spring Love beamed, "So it's decided then, we'll have a picnic and continue to chat." She was so glad now that she had decided to get out of that bed today. What an interesting turn of events! She might have two new friends after this, and none of it would have happened had she simply had the sense to pay attention to where she'd been trotting; sometimes poor decisions can lead to good things, it would seem, or at least so she could hope. The unicorn mare adjusted her rust colored bandana and motioned for Shamrock to lead the way with a hoof. "You know this city best; why don't you lead the way to some good eats?"

I wear men's size 7, women's size 9. But women's shoes are usually too narrow for my feet, so I prefer to go with men's.

I feel so very tired, but also very distracted. It's a problem. :\

I'm thinking about how, despite being plumb exhausted, I can't sleep because it still doesn't make sense and my brain can't stop trying to work it out. Except that I know I can't figure it out and am never going to and that I just need to move on. I'm now thinking about how the previous sentence seems to be both a fragment and a run-on, and about how little I care right now.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=03Z3fNL8XUU This song totally isn't where I got the name for my OC from at all... nope uh uh. xD It really gets stuck in my head when I think about her, that's for sure.

@@Gloomfury @@Overlord0909 @@BronyDoesBronyThings "Ah that sounds very interesting. I'd love to talk more over food," Spring answered with a warm smile. An athletic sort and a boxer... this was certainly not the kind of pony she normally befriended, but what should that matter? It could be quite nice to experience something new and exciting, after all. "Although," she continued, "I was on my way to the park to enjoy the weather. Would anypony mind if we sort of make a picnic of it?" She turned towards Shamrock, prepared to leave, but she turned back to Bright Shine after a moment, "Bright Shine, are you coming along too, or are you busy? I'd be interested to hear about whatever brought you to the big city." He was very excited about the place, it was clear, although it could just be that he was excited about everything, based on the way he carried on, but she couldn't be sure at all only having just met him. To be honest, though it had only been a moment or so, the pegasus stallion who had come to check on them had been so quiet in such stark contrast to Bright Shine that she had almost entirely forgotten that he was involved in all of the hullabaloo that had been going on here, particularly considering the still steady stream of busy ponies thundering past them along the crowded street.

I hate all bad grammar and punctuation and spelling. Not only am I studying English at uni, but I also read things as they're written and my brain absorbs it literally. The minute someone messes up grammar I have to take time to stop and figure out what they meant, which sometimes only takes a second or two, but more often takes longer because most people mess it up so bad. I know I'm not perfect at this stuff myself, but some things are really easy to do and people won't do it. I really hate when people don't capitalize or appropriately identify the names of songs, books, movies, etc., when they're talking about it. I don't mind if you don't know which ones require quotation marks and which ones should be italicized but at least differentiate the title from the rest of the sentence. For example, sometimes movies or books or shows have a name that doesn't imply it's a title immediately, for my example, let's say there's a new movie out called "The Game." People like to make posts like this, "hey guys lol im at the game so awesome" When you read something like that, it could imply a lot of things, it could imply a ball game, or a video game tournament, or any number of other things, and all you had to do was capitalize the words to make it more obvious, and it doesn't take that long to push the "Shift" key while pushing a letter down. Mistakes like those are especially frustrating because if you comment on it these idiots will act like you're an idiot, and do it with their bad grammar. I don't expect everyone to be perfect but can't people at least try? I also hate many of the ones mentioned here already and I absolutely destest people who say "are" instead of "our." :okiedokielokie:

I'm feeling sorta okay, but also kinda not. I'm really sleepy suddenly too. I wonder if I should take a nap.

I'm feeling sort of okay, actually.

I feel tired... so very tired...

The way things are looking, my dad's father will be my final boss. Perhaps in tandem with my sister.

Life is a pain in the flank. -_-

Well, personally I'm pretty androgynous... I go back and forth between feeling male and feeling female but I don't change my pronouns or my clothing... I just buy clothes I like and that's what I wear. Most of my pants come from the women's section, but women's tops aren't typically comfortable for me, so most of my shirts and jackets come from the men's section. Most of my shoes are from the men's section too. It's just more comfortable clothing for me than most women's is, and it has cooler designs/logos. Honestly it's like the people making clothes don't get that women also like Star Wars and superheroes and not just cute things.

It's going to be a long night. Time to make sure it's a good one!

^ I have been feeling pretty similarly lately. I hope you'll feel better soon! I am feeling... somewhat bloated, and pretty sure that tonight is going to be one of those nights where my mind's going to wander too much to sleep properly. I wonder if I can keep myself entertained all night and survive the school day tomorrow?

Well I didn't find it specifically to be an avatar on this site, but I like to make graphics using vectors and suchlike, and so I have a folder full of random pony stuff. When I joined the forum, I knew I'd need an avatar, so I rolled through and chose the image I felt like using at that moment, and here we are.

A true friend is someone who understands you and stays by your side even when you're at your worst. They're a person who won't leave you when you've been unkind to them, but instead will forgive you, and for whom you are willing to do the same. A true friend is someone you would do anything for, and who would do anything for you. A true friend will accept you for who you are, no matter what happens, through thick and thin, and someone who you will accept for who they are in the same way. A true friend respects you and listens and tries to see things from your perspective even when it isn't so easy for them to do so. A true friend knows that sometimes you are going to be very broken and confused and lost, and they are willing to be there to help you find your way. A true friend wants you to be happy and will do what they can to help you achieve that goal. They will be there for you even when things aren't at their best for them because they know you'd do the same for them. A true friend is a shoulder you can always cry on, even after big fights and misunderstandings. I have a few of these; I have never been able to meet them in person, but that doesn't reduce the quality of our friendship and doesn't make them any less important to me or vice versa. :grin2:

I'm feeling a bit discouraged. I try to help people and it just blows up on me. Her taking her anger out on me so much is what caused me to be so stressed that it created problems between me and other people, her and that other person, that is... I need to stop letting these haters bother me. They mess me up for everyone else.