PS2 is always awesome and legend console. To bad bad i don't have it anymore. But if you are interested playing online. Use this website and get DNS.
http://www.ps2onlinegaming.com/index.php
There are a lot of things to explore in life. I have the same thing too....like acting like a kid or imaginations. Pretty much your holding yourself back. If you open doors in your box, you can do a lot of things and know what's going on in life.