mega thread How are you feeling?

[NotoriousSMALL 1,984]

Uhhhh.. right now my balls are kind of blown off. I'm watching some O.G. mlp vids on youtube and seeing '5 years ago' is just nuts. Half a decade. MLP is going on SEVEN YEARS.

 

SEVEN

YEARS!

I'm young, 19, so SEVEN years is a looong time for me still. 

Like, this gen of MLP still feels 'new'. But at the same time... it doesn't? What I kind of mean is I can vividly remember joining this fandom and watching this videos, and it doesn't feel like it's been that long until I really THINK about those times. I was finishing middle school when I became a brony, and now I'm a freshman in college. It doesn't feel like that much time has passed until you think about it. Crazy stuff man.

 

For some reason I'm addicted to nostalgia, but I haaaaate it at the same time.

[The_Gobo 36,257]

Notorious just made me feel old.
Thanks a lot

[roguesoul 85]

I feel pretty tired and at the same time happy, a bit lost, and nostalgic cause I haven't been on the site in a very long time.

[Dark Horse 12,961]

Hope everyone is having a good weekend so far? I'm feeling pretty meh right now. It's been an average day on all accounts, though the crappy storm-like weather hasn't improved my mood much.

[Kyoshi Frost Wolf 41,558]

Woke up a bit ago and already feeling fairly mediocre. Today is most likely going to be very uninteresting. I just hope my mood doesn't worsen as a result.

[Lunafur 17,898]

My life is in a constant loop and I can't get out of it.

Edited February 25, 2017 by Dusk Claw

[The_Gobo 36,257]

I had to work today, which oddly lifted my spirits.
That or it was just enough distracting to keep me from being depressed.
Either way, cheers

[Thuja 3,659]

Feeling pretty good, the hype for Mass Effect: Andromeda is pretty big for me right now...

[Vocal Analyst 665]

Bored... I've got stuff I could be doing... I just don't feel like it...

[Kyoshi Frost Wolf 41,558]

I don't usually respond again so quickly to this thread but I did want to say I am feeling a bit better than before. Got to go food shopping and I will chillax tonight. My anxiety is of course still an issue as per the usual, but today definitely has gone better than I though.

[Guest]

Feeling very good! Spending the night with the boyfriend playing Wind Waker HD.

[RavenholmZombie 1,330]

I'm feeling pretty relaxed despite the back pain I'm having because of this wet weather we've had here lately.

[Kyoshi Frost Wolf 41,558]

Feeling pretty terrible right now. Feeling useless and unimportant mainly.

[Midnight Gaze 131]

Feeling sad that my winter break is almost over! It was amazing.

[Kiri 7,289]

I'm feeling like I have a lot of things on my mind.

[The_Gobo 36,257]

I'm feeling tired and sick, but happy that I don't have to work today.

[Guest]

Disappointed

 

It's surprising how fast you can make friends with someone yet even faster they leave and forget about you.

[The_Gobo 36,257]

Disappointed

 

It's surprising how fast you can make friends with someone yet even faster they leave and forget about you.

The concept of friendships developing quickly is completely foreign to me

O_o

[Guest]

The concept of friendships developing quickly is completely foreign to me

O_o

Great point honestly though

[The_Gobo 36,257]

Great point honestly though

Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying it can't happen,

but from my experience it tends to take time before one can honestly call another their friend.

At least in a meaningful way.

But I can affirm your point in how easy it is to also destroy that.

Don't so myself far too many times than I want to count ^^;

Edited February 27, 2017 by The_Gobo

[Widdershins 9,959]

  Oh... never you mind me... just.... just getting crushed under self-doubt again. Don't worry, I'm quite used to the sensation.

 

      Think it was Socrates, I think said, that only the truly wise know that, indeed, they know nothing.

           But... if you know that nothing means anything, how do you base your feelings on anything or learn to care?

 

 I doubt my actions.

 I doubt if I know how to be happy, if I have been, or can know well enough to find it again. Or if I want to.

 I doubt where I am supposed to be going in life.

 I doubt if i'm tying my shoelaces right.

 I doubt if I'm eating right.

 I doubt my own existence enough to wonder if one of these days I'm just gonna phase through the floorboards beneath me & crack my skull on the floor below.

   What am I supposed to be doing? Should I be doing something? Should I know if I should be doing something? How do I act on stimuli? What is love? What is friendship? What is caring? What is life? What is hope? What does it mean to have the energy to actually pursue the things I care about? Does that make me less of a person for not doing the things I should be caring about? What does being less of a person mean? Why do I perpetually feel like everything I do is somehow disobeying rules or not living up to some prewritten definition? Why can't I calm down sometimes from these little mood swings of question barrages? Why does my head hurt? ... how come I never feel any better?...

[The_Gobo 36,257]

  Oh... never you mind me... just.... just getting crushed under self-doubt again. Don't worry, I'm quite used to the sensation.

 

      Think it was Socrates, I think said, that only the truly wise know that, indeed, they know nothing.

           But... if you know that nothing means anything, how do you base your feelings on anything or learn to care?

 

 I doubt my actions.

 I doubt if I know how to be happy, if I have been, or can know well enough to find it again. Or if I want to.

 I doubt where I am supposed to be going in life.

 I doubt if i'm tying my shoelaces right.

 I doubt if I'm eating right.

 I doubt my own existence enough to wonder if one of these days I'm just gonna phase through the floorboards beneath me & crack my skull on the floor below.

   What am I supposed to be doing? Should I be doing something? Should I know if I should be doing something? How do I act on stimuli? What is love? What is friendship? What is caring? What is life? What is hope? What does it mean to have the energy to actually pursue the things I care about? Does that make me less of a person for not doing the things I should be caring about? What does being less of a person mean? Why do I perpetually feel like everything I do is somehow disobeying rules or not living up to some prewritten definition? Why can't I calm down sometimes from these little mood swings of question barrages? Why does my head hurt? ... how come I never feel any better?...

Because you're worrying o3o

The trick to worry is to not.

There's a reason why people love the line 'let it go' so much lol

[BlueStreak98 828]

Worn out and dreading Monday.

[Widdershins 9,959]

@@The_Gobo,

  Aye, but the way I hear/interpret that song... Was basically constant self-reaffirmation. "I'm going to be alright, I'm not scared, I don't need them anymore, I'll just live up on this frozen mountain with all my ice in my ice castle and I'll be JUUUST FIIIIINE!"

  That was a song about having a mental breakdown. Which is also why I love it, Lol!

 

One does not simply stop worrying. And yes, I just did the pose for that meme. But I digress.

 It goes into a vicious circle, since its hard to back out of a mood so self-perpetuating.

 

  But I feel a bit better now. Watching comedy helps remind me that its okay to be silly or not have a point. That not everything has to be defined down so that you know your doing it right. It's why I love cartoons so much.

 

  Buttons is always tasked with looking after that little meandering brat, Mindy. Every single time after their adventure, once they get back, Buttons the dog gets blamed for some lesser thing to where it feels that all his hard work is being reduced to moot. Sure, he just got blown up, pounded to dust only to be denied a treat or be told he's a bad dog when he can't speak up to defend himself, but at the end of it Mindy still says she loves him. And clearly, so does the family, or they wouldn't keep him around to go through this whole shtick again!

 

  Like Rita the cat says, if two doesn't work out; Try for three!

[TheRockARooster 51,465]

I'm feeling OK, still sad after losing my lovely dog named Perry.