mega thread How are you feeling?

[Carl Poppa 464]

Pretty lost.  I try my hardest to make sure everyone is okay and everything is running smoothly even when it's detrimental to me, I keep trying to make things right with everyone else.  Yet I constantly get people I thought were friends being super petty and resentful towards me or just plain attacking me.  I only really have two good friends right now, but a lot of people who respect me who I have to look out for and set a good example for.  There's so much wrong right now and I've just been doing my best to put on my tough guy face for them and show them that I can deal with anything this life throws at me all the while I'm still a very broken man.  And today, the best friend I currently have, maybe the best friend I've ever had, her boyfriend publicly antagonized me over something wrong I did over a week ago to someone else that I admitted was wrong at the time and went to lengths to make sure the person I'd wronged was okay.  Said person is my other friend and forgave me for it a while ago already, not to mention I felt horrible about what I did and the fact it happened at all has been bothering me ever since.  This guy dug it up just to throw it at me in front of people.  He's been so passive-aggressive towards me for months, but I'd thought I was imagining it.  Now he's tried to ruin me publicly and I can't help feeling like he's trying to get rid of me all together even though that place is my home.  I've tried so hard to be friends with him, for my friend's sake, but he's just not having it.  I'm afraid it's going to eventually drive a wedge between myself and said friend, and I just can't get over how cruel and petty this was.  For the first time in months I've been crying, and I can't seem to stop.  I don't know what to do. And I feel kinda pathetic and whiny for posting this, but I don't have anywhere else to go.

[Spanish In Physician 295]

I'm feeling exhausted. Just miserable, sadly.

[Jest (Inactive) 875]

Not bad just had a 11 hour sleep so I a little more recharged now  

[Chaton 3,765]

I'M SO TIRED HELP

 

 

Like I want someone to dance with me But really, I am listening to some legit and upbeat tunes that are making my shake my fins! So I am quite well!

 

But, I'm too tired ;-;

 

*dances anyway*

[Lunatic Cake 1,618]

Burning up inside Q_Q

 

Might have a fever x.x

[Chaton 3,765]

Burning up inside Q_Q

 

Might have a fever x.x

 

>.>

 

*cough*

 

<.<

 

*cough cough*

 

>.<

 

*cough cough cough cough cough*

 

WAKE ME UP INSIDE

Ah'm sorry xD

 

Feeling less tired now. Which is nice.

Edited March 28, 2016 by Ethan Sawyer

[Lunatic Cake 1,618]

 

WAKE ME UP INSIDE

 

Meanwhile Evanescence starts playing...

[Chaton 3,765]

Meanwhile Evanescence starts playing...

You get it <3

 

About to leave for holiday.

 

Seeeeeee ya!

[Shimmer Sparkle 4,101]

Had a good night's sleep so feeling pretty good at the moment. 

[AtomicStone 724]

Feeling okay, kinda neutral at the moment

[Shimmer Sparkle 4,101]

All of a sudden feeling a bit dizzy.   Maybe it could be hunger, perhaps lack of sleep. I think I'll eat something then lie down for a while.

[CT-1138 3,182]

Much better compared to a few minutes ago. This was definitely a morning I needed to eat breakfast. 

[Countess Coloratura 204]

Actually not to well honestly. Been in a pretty bad rut. 
Trying to keep myself busy which is not going all to well. 
Depressed and in worry of me and my friend. 

Plus with that, I been realizing a lot that I'm pretty much a shut in, not to many friends. I only have one RL friend. And only a few close friends online. And only one I talk to the most. 
And I feel that, I should try to make some more friends and stuff. 
My emotions are all in a crazy circle right now. Since being diognosed with Bi Polar Manic Depression. My emotions and thoughts go haywire. :/

But I know not to give into any really bad thoughts. But the depression is just really hard. 
I'm going to try to find something fun today or something to help me out of this rut. 
Just so much stuff going on in life right now is driving me crazy... @.@

[Shimmer Sparkle 4,101]

I'm feeling a lot better than before. Seems like all I needed was more sleep. 

[Claire Alsguard 229]

Doing Great! Having Fun On A Freak Fortress 2 Server.. having a good time... then comes people with Ping Range.. Valve really needs to fix this.. still doing great and powerful!    

[Lunar Bun 153]

Awful, stressed, self hatred. Angry... Sad... Anxious.

[Envy 6,168]

Quite a bit annoyed. I'm setting up my fancy little microphone for the first time, thinking I'm going to actually see how recording goes, and it decides to have issues running on my laptop. I definitely assume it has something to do with Windows 8 (I saw other people reporting major issues with it and Windows 8). So I'll probably have to dig out my old Windows 7 laptop! Gah. Blasted technology.

[Kyoshi Frost Wolf 41,533]

Not feeling too shabby today, which is gooooooood. Its been a simple day, but most days are like that for me. Despite being a tad bit indecisive, I have felt mostly okay. Just gaming and chatting about. Had a nice meal too. :3

[The Gear Spinner555 126]

I'm feelin the way I usually do, in other words, a combination of nervousness, boredom, yet strangely tranquil.

[Wayzer 1,418]

Doing awesome mostly. Just trying to keep apositive attitude as much as I can and doing pretty well now

[Shimmer Sparkle 4,101]

Well, today hasn't being well.  I think I be starting to get sick after all. 

[Pucksterv 4,508]

I think im gonna go yell at my plant or cat or whatever for a while, try to calm down. Rage quiting life for now though. 

[Kiri 7,289]

I'm sleepy because I had to get up really early for some things. The morning is not something I like that much. Night is where it's at. :comeatus:

[Meson Bolt 2,648]

Tired of being sick. I've been sick for more than a week now, and I'm not showing any signs of getting better any time soon. It SUUUUCKS...

[pinkiepartypie 779]

I wish I could say I was ok.....but im not..