writing Rose's poetry thread.

[Finesthour 7,287]

Depression, take me away.

 

This life is full of pain.

I escaped that pain a month ago.

I finally became happy for once.

But like everything else in my life,

It gets stripped away from me.

I'm back to seeing things as they really are.

Bleak and depressing, hope a small light in the darkness.

I am now blind to this light.

I can feel the darkness embrace me, the bad feelings becoming my own.

I don't want to go back to this pit...

But I got thrown inside of it.

Depression, take me back to places I never knew existed.

Bring me my sadness that my body deserves.

I fooled myself into believing I could be happy for once in my life.

And I was right.

I can never be happy.

 

[Devyp2theizo 170]

You can be happy. But you have to Choose to be. in spite of what ever may happen , you must choose how to react, how to feel to the situation.

[Legit101 300]

Keep on trucking.

[Finesthour 7,287]

You can be happy. But you have to Choose to be. in spite of what ever may happen , you must choose how to react, how to feel to the situation.

 

No offense, but unless you have hit rock bottom, I don't want to hear that "I don't have to feel this way"

 

We are humans, and we may be able to block emotions.

 

But try getting heartbroken beyond repair.

 

When that happens, then you can try to talk down to me.

[Twister The Twisted 92]

Listen Rose if its what i think is wrong you will get over it you will be happy again just dont give up giving up is the worst thing to do

[Finesthour 7,287]

Listen Rose if its what i think is wrong you will get over it you will be happy again just dont give up giving up is the worst thing to do

 

I've tried to get better many times.

 

I am done.

[Twister The Twisted 92]

What so your just giving up on everything now?

[Finesthour 7,287]

I just walked into the kitchen to get a drink.

 

My body started to move on it's own, and I opened the knife drawer.

 

I put the blade against the skin on the blunt side, and felt the coolness of the metal.

 

My senses came back and I threw the knife on the ground and walked back into my room.

[Legit101 300]

But try getting heartbroken beyond repair.

 

Is it true that only love can break your heart?

[Finesthour 7,287]

Is it true that only love can break your heart?

 

No, it is not.

 

Many things can deteriorate your heart,

[Skullbuster 1,906]

what happened to that girlfriend that you were so in love with?

[Twister The Twisted 92]

what happened to that girlfriend that you were so in love with?

 

I think thats what its about skull

[Skullbuster 1,906]

sigh, i figured...

[Finesthour 7,287]

what happened to that girlfriend that you were so in love with?

 

...

[Skullbuster 1,906]

why dont you get counciling or something, talk to a theripst

[Legit101 300]

No, it is not.

 

Many things can deteriorate your heart,

 

I'm talking about breaking, not deteriorating.

[Skullbuster 1,906]

dont you remember all those people who came here thinking they were at the bottom of the barrel? and reme,ber how we were able to stop them from doing that and making them realize that life is worth living?

[HomuraBL 851]

Finest...Please...Don't think like this...If you need to talk please, just talk to me...I hate seeing you this way...Please...What happen?

[Flow 1,629]

You seriously need help, hope you can get it soon

[HanPolo 151]

I just walked into the kitchen to get a drink.

 

My body started to move on it's own, and I opened the knife drawer.

 

I put the blade against the skin on the blunt side, and felt the coolness of the metal.

 

My senses came back and I threw the knife on the ground and walked back into my room.

 

Please, for us, get some help. I really dont want to see any of you guys like this... I breaks me a little.

[XXVYNIKK 145]

I've been depressed ever since the 3rd grade, always so lonely.

Never had any friends, they all abandoned me.

I was and I am an outcast.

Plus to make matters worse.....

-Dad has cancer

-Lack of money

-trapped

More reasons I don't usually have friends because I'm shy and quiet.

But still, ever since the 3rd grade, I've learned, and matured.

I had suicidal thought, had one attempt.

Middle School is the thing I hated most about my life.

Then last summer, I came across ponies.

They made most pain stop.

The show always made me smile.

People say, why do you watch My Little Pony?

I just turn away, and think to myself deeper reasons.

Most people don't understand.

When ever I'm sad, I listen to sad music.

Or I might watch ponies.

Depression sucks ASS.

Edited March 2, 2012 by Vinyl

[Boofyhooves 78]

I can totally see where you are coming from but you can't let it get you down. I've found over time, perspective and how we CHOOSE to deal with our problems makes the situation or breaks it.

 

Before you assume I've not been at the bottom of the barrel on heartache let me assure you, I've had my heart completely ripped out before by my ex-fiance and my ex-best friend. They have been together almost 4 years now, and are married. For awhile, I was totally inconsolable but over time I picked myself up and didn't let it bother me anymore. It's all about perspective (for me), maybe it's best that they got together, granted it wasn't the best way to do it to me, but if he didn't really love me then in the long haul I'm better off.

 

I'm seriously worried that you would actually pick up the knife and hold it against your body in a thought to harm yourself. I work with troubled young men, offering treatment and counseling. This type of behavior sadly can escalate into dangerous situations. You need to seek another outlet for this frustration and sadness. Turning it onto yourself isn't healthy and if left untreated has the potential to only become worse. If you need help finding a treatment program or are interested please contact me via PM and I'll do my best to set you up with something, anything that will help you out better than depressing thoughts.

 

My best wishes go to you brony in your time of need, and please remember, things can and do get better if you allow them to.

[Fizz. 1,078]

You can be happy. But you have to Choose to be. in spite of what ever may happen , you must choose how to react, how to feel to the situation.

 

Everyone says that. I'm gonna go to them right as a family member dies and say "You choose to be happy, be happy." Or you don't, do you?

 

 

Anywho, finest, nothing happened yet, you're assuming things.

[Devyp2theizo 170]

No offense, but unless you have hit rock bottom, I don't want to hear that "I don't have to feel this way"

 

We are humans, and we may be able to block emotions.

 

But try getting heartbroken beyond repair.

 

When that happens, then you can try to talk down to me.

 

Don't look at it as talking down to you , but as advice, and yes i know what i feels like to be heartbroken... its been 3 years and i'm still not over it completely... she was part of my family... everyone loved her.... i loved her... i had already asked her to be mine forever... and she left me .. over nothing... , i cried, cried out to anyone who would listen...strangers family, friends... it didn't help much... then i decided that im not going to cry anymore, that its not going to get me anywhere... i say choose to be happy because it will help you. find that light at the end of the tunnel, do something to get you out fo your rut, what ever it may be, just try with all your being to be done with being sad. your efforts will improve your situation, no matter how small, Its an improvement

 

Everyone says that. I'm gonna go to them right as a family member dies and say "You choose to be happy, be happy." Or you don't, do you?

as harsh as it may sound, its the truth... At my grand fathers funeral, Everyone was in tears... i sat there and smiled... i reminisced on all the good times that we shared and knew that his suffering was over, i chose to be happy and dealing with the situation from that state of mind was a whole lot more...Do-able

[Smokin'HotRarity 182]

I don't think anyone should force him to be happy. If it is natural for him to grieve, let him grieve. That is the way of things. Simply telling someone "you choose to be happy" As if it is his fault or something and "shame on him for not choosing to be happy." It's his birthday let him cry if he wants to. Sadness is a natural part of life and you shouldn't try to take that away from him.

Edited March 2, 2012 by glitterlicious