mega thread What are you thinking?

[Steve Piranha 29,419]

Many people claim Disney is failing at making good entertainment these days. I strongly disagree. The difference is that you need to get out of your way to seek entertainment from Disney, and is free 

[ZiggWheelsManning 10,023]

That I hope to return to my friends here shortly  

[They call me Loyalty 1,948]

I was asking my mother if she didn't mind I was going to consume the rest of her life and dispose of the remains, like she discarded her father when he became a useless carcass of a man. Which I may have had something to do with. Since I had to hit the brake, and watch the train crash, because we were going in the wrong direction, and this was going to compromise my own future. And it did. Because I was always simple, a very simple man. But she didn't mind. In part because she bought the lie over the truth. She is now guilty in the eyes of the child.

So, my conscience is lighter? Because this morning I had that feeling, and it was tearing me apart. Also, it is the emptiness of had been unable to have a family of my own. But I'm filling that child shaped void with the bits and pieces of this family's remains. And my own mother is due to become part of that missing child, too. It is kinda tragic. But she did the same with her own family. So, it is what it is.

Still, I don't know how she does it. That immunity to guilt. It is amazing. So, perhaps she has a missing child of her own. And that part is devouring all the guilt for her. Because she was also deprived from a part of herself. And this is what killed the family. And it happened so... softly. The child has a way to create this silence. And people start blowing up from their inside. Since that is what they did with me and my mother to begin with. Which is the reason we went insane, since we were animals like them. But our nature was comprimised because of them. And the suffering that resulted from it caused us to become the strain that ended up breaking their backs in the end.

I don't know. But it is interesting how hunger finds a way. And it was that hunger they created within us that ended up consuming the family. Poetic.

(1818. Two sixes make twelve, and that is a full circle for you.)

Edited June 17, 2023 by They call me Loyalty

[Last Line of Defense 98]

Never realized how much I hated Pinkie Pie. I guess she has her moments onscreen, there's a few good episodes... Her voice and personality are just sooo annoying though, I just wish they could have got a better VA for her character, guess they had to stay bottom of the barrel for reasons unbeknown to me

[Sparklefan1234 169,871]

(I think) Della Duck is SO SPECIAL to me! 
 

[Espy Vibe 4,254]

Aggressively recurring thoughts of "YOU SHOULD BINGE EVERY EPISODE OF SESAME STREET" 

[Pandora 38,015]

too many thoughts, a lot of doubts but most of all.. is this still worth it?
{don't worry, I mean the thought in a sense of relationship;; cause it's tearing me apart}

[TheRockARooster 50,801]

I’m so lucky to have all of you.

[Sparklefan1234 169,871]

10 hours ago, Trot Shuffle said:

Aggressively recurring thoughts of "YOU SHOULD BINGE EVERY EPISODE OF SESAME STREET" 

 

I think that would take a while. A few years depending on how many episodes you watched in a day. 

 

6 hours ago, Pandora said:

too many thoughts, a lot of doubts but most of all.. is this still worth it?
{don't worry, I mean the thought in a sense of relationship;; cause it's tearing me apart}

 

I'm so sorry you're having a difficult time, Bestie. 

[ZiggWheelsManning 10,023]

Can't stay in this heated room forever  

[Steve Piranha 29,419]

Anyone thought The Little Mermaid was going to be successful  ?

[Luna the Great of all the Russias 2,983]

On 2023-06-10 at 10:27 PM, Luna the Great of all the Russias said:

Last year (or some years ago?), there was a time when there were many ducks on the forums. There are currently no ducks on the forums.

There is currently duck on the forums.

[Savy 5,076]

(I think) Izzy Moonbow is very special to me. <3

[Cash In 22,230]

17 hours ago, Trot Shuffle said:

Aggressively recurring thoughts of "YOU SHOULD BINGE EVERY EPISODE OF SESAME STREET" 

DO IT! DO IT! DO IT!

[Sparklefan1234 169,871]

On 2023-06-17 at 3:10 PM, Sparklefan1234 said:

(I think) Della Duck is SO SPECIAL to me! 
 

 

1 hour ago, Savygriffs said:

(I think) Izzy Moonbow is very special to me. <3

 

I think my Bestie @Savygriffs and I share a similar brain. Scary. 

[Espy Vibe 4,254]

10 hours ago, Sparklefan1234 said:

I think that would take a while. A few years depending on how many episodes you watched in a day. 

I NEED TO LEARN MY EVERYTHINGS (This post is brought to you by the letter G and the number 24)

3 hours ago, Cash In said:

DO IT! DO IT! DO IT!

   my thoughts exactly

[Tao 7,585]

Why is wanting a simple life a bad thing..

[QTUnicorn 10]

Should I start another PS5 game and see how fast I can complete it?

[Sparklefan1234 169,871]

24 minutes ago, Trot Shuffle said:

I NEED TO LEARN MY EVERYTHINGS (This post is brought to you by the letter G and the number 24)

 

Thinking: "Shouldn't it be the letter "E" and the number "587"?" 

[Espy Vibe 4,254]

11 minutes ago, Sparklefan1234 said:

 

Thinking: "Shouldn't it be the letter "E" and the number "587"?" 

.... this pony doesnt know numbies and letties too good 

That's why Operation: Binge Sesame Street is a MUST!!!

29 minutes ago, QTUnicorn said:

Should I start another PS5 game and see how fast I can complete it?

DO IT! DO IT! DO IT! 

[Player the FNFL Boi 117]

Just thinking about videos that I like. Yes, that's it.

[They call me Loyalty 1,948]

Nothing much. I am here watching the stained walls, the dusty curtains and the bloated door frames. And I can see patterns everywhere. Like the one-eyed faces of a lion and its cub on the ceiling. They are smiling. But I am not. I wonder what was the point of this. Taking animals like us outside their natural environment and try to change what is written in their blood.

If only they had not interfered. There would be a sense of purpose now, like the cry of a child at birth. But the damage to our bond was already done. So, now we wait. And we count the days. And we wait again. With nothing else to say. Just this silence. Eerily comforting. The same way they are sleeping inside that mauseleum, now.

What a strange practice, don't you think? To build a house for your corpse. It goes to show how separated from the nature of reality were these people. And then they had the gall to call me hollow. ****ing hypocrites. Every single one of them. But that is fine. I dedicate their deaths to each one of my unborn children.

Edited June 19, 2023 by They call me Loyalty

[Sparklefan1234 169,871]

Current thought: Did @Woohoo join this forum thinking it was "nohomers.net"? 

[TBD 17,254]

Thinking about how it is now my pet peeve when either a worker or the manager  say “I’m just in a bad mood today” as an excuse to treat other people like shit. Look, do you really think that we all wanted to be here and work? No. Yet here we are. So suck it up because bitch, we’re all this same shithole together. I’m “grumpy” or in a bad mood every single day 24/7- yet I still managed to wear this facade smile for you just so you can have a nice fucking day. 
 

like seriously, I do not want to hear “sorry about my rude behavior because I’m just in a bad mood”. I rather have you not say anything at all. It’s just comes out bs to me really.

[ZiggWheelsManning 10,023]

Going to work and decisions afterwards.