mega thread What are you thinking?

[Ice Princess Silky 10,826]

2 minutes ago, Sparklefan1234 said:

 

*Reads this in your feed without context, thinking* 

 

*gigglefits and rofl*

[Splashee 28,537]

28 minutes ago, Sparklefan1234 said:

"Breaking Bad Season 1 Best Moments". 

That is so -not you-.

 

Bad YouTube!

[Sparklefan1234 161,902]

47 minutes ago, Splashee said:

That is so -not you-.

 

Bad YouTube!

 

I clear everything and I think they're gone but the Breaking Bad stuff always manages to show up at some point. 

Edited November 14, 2022 by Sparklefan1234

[Dark Horse 12,799]

1 hour ago, Totally Roseluck said:

Why do I always salute the forum every time I scroll down to General Discussion?

General Discussion.

[Sparklefan1234 161,902]

 

I think  and I am, too. 

[Clawdeen 12,110]

I'm going to have a fun long walk after work ends tonight. I've never seen so many cars in the parking lot before.

[Splashee 28,537]

Trying to figure out how to proceed with one of my electronics projects. The problem is that I don't have enough documentation to come up with my own system to do the same thing as the original thing, and data is very hard to come by.

[Savygriffs 5,022]

I wonder if it's really supposed to snow later this week?

I hear it's MAYBE supposed to....

[Clawdeen 12,110]

Cool thanks for not telling me a vital part of my job 

[Woohoo 32,587]

What am I going to have for dinner tonight?

[Brony Number 42 9,935]

Planning the paperwork I have to do for getting more electrical licenses. 

[Clawdeen 12,110]

Why match with me on tinder just to not respond when I message you 

[Ice Princess Silky 10,826]

Wondering when the inspiration will strike to finish this design. 
I suppose I should just move to another project until further notice of my creativity.

[Clawdeen 12,110]

I have a lot of thoughts about work today.

[They call me Loyalty 1,941]

Trauma. There is a severe emotional disconnect between my mother and I since childhood. My endocrine system was damaged because of it. So, I also suffer from hormonal imbalance, like low testosterone which causes a myriad of problems of its own, besides the autism, erratic behaviour and anxiety I developed. All of which is the result of the narcissistic abuse and abandonment I experienced from my mother and father since childhood.

I am constantly regressing to a child-like state of mind. My family is very traumatized, especially my mother, who also suffers from parental neglect. I can actually see it in her eyes. The pain and the resentfulness against the world.

I am afraid that I am too damaged to fix my family. And that without their support. Well, I am emotionally stunted like the rest of them. It is just that I did not notice the severe damage until it was too late. The mental illness, the dissociation, the depression, the chronic stress disorder, the fatigue and the self-abandonment. All of which cascaded from generation to generation, because none of them were willing to deal with their problems, often passing them onto their children.

And because my mother neglected me, I neglected myself and her, to some degree. But now I feel guilt because of her current state. Even, if it is in part because of her actions. But I am too deteriorated to help her. And she rejects the idea of getting help.

It is like I woke up from a trauma induced coma, way too late.

[ZiggWheelsManning 7,376]

11 hours ago, Dark Horse said:

General Discussion.

We do as we're told  

[Sparklefan1234 161,902]

I just visited @Sovereign Leader Rarity's profile and now I'm thinking about them and wondering how they're doing.

[Savygriffs 5,022]

I'm thinking my notifications have been extremely silent today.... more than usual.

[ZiggWheelsManning 7,376]

(gives you a major wing hug)  

[Sparklefan1234 161,902]

21 minutes ago, Savygriffs said:

I'm thinking my notifications have been extremely silent today.... more than usual.

 

Current thought: I'm sorry?  

Additional thought: I REALLY miss seeing/knowing if I've made my friends laugh! 

[TheRockARooster 47,339]

I’m thinking of what food to eat tonight.

[ZiggWheelsManning 7,376]

10 minutes ago, TheRockARooster said:

I’m thinking of what food to eat tonight.

You should consider pizza to celebrate the NFL game that closed Week 10  

[TheRockARooster 47,339]

22 minutes ago, ZiggWheelsManning said:

You should consider pizza to celebrate the NFL game that closed Week 10  

I might, Zigg. ^^

[Clawdeen 12,110]

My pony rank really ruins my black and white aesthetic. 

[Sparklefan1234 161,902]

32 minutes ago, Clawdeen said:

My pony rank really ruins my black and white aesthetic. 

 

Think of your rank as the light of your spirit spreading joy to all of your friends here.