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Dawnshine Wonder

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  1. Thanks, I don't forget my friends and individuals who helped me out when I was down. If you're feeling uneasy about something I am happy to comfort you about it, you know me, I came to your profile weeks ago wishing you to get well after you got back from hospital, that time when you were sick because of a problem with your digestive system, which you're still being treated for I'd imagine. We may not have the same opinions about everything, but I don't expect that, all I want is a friend, someone who won't judge others just because of an opinion about something they didn't like. and I believe you're one of the few people on here I can safely say, are. Sure, I've interacted with others outside my friend circle on this forum, but most people here would only see things about users of this website at surface level, that I don't blame them for, everyone's got their own lives to worry about and I'm not here for a popularity contest.
  2. I know, you got problems as well, sometimes it feels like we're in this life to be punished though, trial and tribulation that has no pay off does happen to people, not everyone, but there are a lot of cases where this does occur. I'd like to think positive, I'd like to free of stress like other people seem to be here much of the time on this forum, but how to get there has been difficult, with unstable relationships and what have you. It's like I said before I don't enjoy being negative about things, and who does? I wished more people understood that positivity sometimes requires encouragement. When I first came to this forum I wanted to discuss My Little Pony, fan fiction and other fictions, I did not come here to be a troll, I don't enjoy making others suffer.
  3. I wished friendships lasted forever, but the problem is they don't always, that's all I have to say on the matter, until I discuss it with my therapist on 18th of June. No clue how that is going to help though, maybe it will, maybe it won't.

  4. I did not ask to come into this world, my mother brought me here like with anybody else's mother. I've got a lump on my chest that needs checking out on 2nd of July, and knowing my luck it probably is cancer. But if it is, not my fault. I came into this world, to develop like anyone else, desiring companionship in a give and take relationship, not wanting anything that would lead to more pain, and yet that isn't good enough. So I don't know why I was even brought into this world.

  5. Believe me I know how the folklore goes, but due to lack of evidence of The Devil's existence I don't pursue such things. However if he came to me one night making that offer, sign a contract for X deal, I know what I'd give up my eternal essence for, I've become that desperate. Everything else I've tried goes wrong somehow.

     

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  6. No, but I would sell my soul to stop being hated on if I could. Unfortunately The Devil doesn't exist.
  7. I may go and watch My Little Pony Friendship is Magic in a moment, it's good to know I have a friend here like you who also watches it for the same reasons I do. Loveable characters, who are in active participation in making their world a better place, like we should be. You will always be a valued friend of mine Snoopy Fan, never forget that.

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    1. Snoopy Fan

      Snoopy Fan

      Thank you, Dawnshine Wonder.

  8. Thank you like I said I will try, I don't want anymore problems on this website while I'm going through that process or after it however, and I wrote this on my profile earlier "I see the light in others, and that is why I yearn for both a peaceful life and friendship, people have different ideas on achieving that goal but seeing the good in others is part of what made My Little Pony Friendship is Magic the success it was. Obviously some individuals are beyond reform and that is why Queen Chrysalis and Lord Tirek got sealed away in season 9, but for the most part, at least Mane Six try to reason with troubled souls, and there was good even in Discord, even though his behaviour is inappropriate sometimes, Fluttershy's influence clearly softened him to the point where he made less problems for Equestria than he otherwise would have done. And I would say Princess Luna became benign after part 2 of the debut episode of the show." That is what got me into My Little Pony Friendship is Magic from the start. Sometimes to take away others emotional pain, a hug helps, and even though you don't seem to be in any pain at the moment then again I am not a mind reader, I am giving you a hug emoji now.
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    I see the light in others, and that is why I yearn for both a peaceful life and friendship, people have different ideas on achieving that goal but seeing the good in others is part of what made My Little Pony Friendship is Magic the success it was. Obviously some individuals are beyond reform and that is why Queen Chrysalis and Lord Tirek got sealed away in season 9, but for the most part, at least Mane Six try to reason with troubled souls, and there was good even in Discord, even though his behaviour is inappropriate sometimes, Fluttershy's influence clearly softened him to the point where he made less problems for Equestria than he otherwise would have done. And I would say Princess Luna became benign after part 2 of the debut episode of the show.

    a group of ponies including pinkie pie rainbow dash twilight sparkle and fluttershy

  10. But if it leads to more pain, it would make all that effort pointless. I cannot seem to have one opinion about anything, without upsetting someone.
  11. After I get back from therapy on June 18th I don't want to be ostracized for my opinions, I cannot imagine that sort of situation being good for anybody, let alone me. Everyone has a complaint about something sometimes, but it does not make them bad people. I've known my friends to have opinions about different things and I never judged them for it, I do have limits to what I will tolerate as anybody would do, but as long as they respect boundaries I live and let live.

  12. Thinking about emotions we're all prone to, and sometimes they can lead to unintended consequences. After my therapy I am thinking of continuing on with my MLP fan fiction, it's all the comfort I really have in this world, other than the few friends I talk to online and family at home. I mean do people think I enjoy being negative about things? no, who does this? it's stressful and it's a self perpetuating cycle. The reason I talk about my fanfic is imagining being in a world where there was not much to feel negative emotions about. I yearn for a peaceful life, like some other people do, friendship and compassion are two things I value highly, because without that, there is no hope of peace.
  13. Everyone needs a hug once in a while.

  14. The thing is they're not magicians, they cannot undo what harm has been done and honestly it is an unrealistic expectation of anyone. Whether or not I take the therapy, bad memories still linger. and I don't know if I will ever be able to earn trust of people here ever again after what my pessimism has done. If all I ever do is push people away, what is the point? I do try, but sometimes it feels like a losing battle. I will go to therapy in a couple of days, but I am unsure how it is going to go.
  15. I assumed it was an issue with my browser, but if it's happening with other users it's a server problem, it's a minor issue though. I tried fixing it by deleting temporary files, clearing image cache, nothing helped, definitely not an issue from my end. At least everyone who does have a profile picture, it is working for them just fine.
  16. Steam is a good app, I don't know if they support Paypal, I use a card for my account on there. Steam is a reliable place to get our games though, with Steam guard you can add a layer of protection if you're worried about tampering. Just don't use a phone number, I found out the hard way that phone numbers are a bad way to secure accounts as with a deactivated SIM, which is possible if you have not used your SIM in 90 days, you can lose your phone number, and if you fail to get it back, you're out of luck, no one will help you recover your lost account. Right now I am faced with the choice of forgoing compatibility with certain PC games when I move over to Linux on my gaming PC. We can blame Microsoft's monopoly on the software market for that one. Game developers will support which ever OS is most popular, but popular =/= good. Most people go with Windows for convenience mostly, but there is a noticeable decline in the quality of their recent operating systems that has made people like me want to get away from it.
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    I hope I can get Black Ops II working on Linux, because I play it with a friend from time to time. This unicorn sight some adults on this website would be familiar with if they ever played Zombies mode of this game. I deliberately made sure there were no zombies in the screenshot of the video I am showing here, taken just as the round was changing.

    There are ways to get PC games working on Linux I am aware, I just have not figured them out yet as my gaming PC does not use any Linux OS, I need to choose one before I can settle on that decision. But after that fiasco with Gamebar with the screenshot attempt, I am officially done with Windows, it had its golden age, but now it is time to embrace the future. Support Linux community, and Microsoft will lose their monopoly. On my other system that does have Linux, I've had generally good experience with it, and screenshots are instantaneous as well, as they should be.

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  18. I like this pink Unicorn sight on this weapon in Black Ops II, it's a sight on this gun I wanted to show people as it does look really nice. On an unrelated note, I told a friend I was going over to Linux on future PC builds. When I attempted to take a screenshot in Windows gamebar, for some stupid reason the magnifier app came up and caused me to go down as I was not able to turn it off in time. That incompetence in Windows operating systems is unacceptable. Why would anyone want the magnifier app when they are playing a video game in full screen? Microsoft have destroyed any chances of me upgrading to Windows 12 in future. Windows Gamebar would have been useful if it actually did what it was supposed to when commanded to by a user, but sometimes it does not, and sometimes it forces the game to self minimize as well which is another glitch I'm not fond of. Maybe advocating for an employee who coded this thing to be fired was harsh, but I was not happy at the time.
  19. Amazon is a useful place to get stuff from, you just got to be aware of the gotchas and other disadvantages of it to make an informed purchase decision on there. Generally speaking, good place to get music CD's from, and movie bluray discs. Physical copies I had mostly a good experience with them on and I can recommend them as long as you buy new or used like new. Eventually I will be getting a Bishoujo statue of Princess Luna from them, unfortunately will have to pay £200 for, which is far higher than the typical action figure set for My Little Pony. However as long as the statues don't bend on their stands, and are not damaged, it's worth it I suppose, being a Princess Luna fan why would I complain? a figurine of a fictional character I like sitting on my shelf collecting dust for who knows how many years, worth the one time purchase. I don't understand why the material at the base isn't metal though, call it a minor nitpick but I think a base made from stainless steel would've been more sturdy for an action figure like that. PVC is not a good material to make stands out of, as that was problem number one, it can still be bent or broken, but it takes more abuse for it to get to that point.
  20. I see what you mean, Amazon has its own share of problems people reported about like faulty or fake SD cards which Amazon staff don't even bother to check up on, but in some cases buying directly from company that makes them can be expensive, sometimes several times more, inflation does not help this either. Then there's the lousy quality control on other electronics which as customer reviews state, often fail before their warranty period is even expired. I've already had a headphone amplifier fail on me which I purchased from Amazon some time ago, the Sabaj a10d. So I am more cautious about electronics I buy from there, and there are better places to get headphone amps from.
  21. Amazon, though I regret purchasing that Princess Luna Bishoujo statue from Ebay, because the stand does not even hold the human version of her upright. I will be getting a replacement eventually, some things are worth full price for.
  22. Hoping nobody will take offence about what I wrote on the section of the forum asking people if they eat meat. I don't eat meat, but that's beside the point here. I also gave a well thought out topic about My Little Pony Friendship is Magic Real life horses are herbivores, and for some reason Ponies in MLP eat meat and use real leather. I think the show would have been more lighthearted without depicting Applejack's animal farming part. I'm not suggesting Equestria is a bad place to live, of course not, that claim would go against my fantasy in my fan fiction. However in an imaginary scenario other people and I did get our wish, I'd hope to be vegan there. Being raised to not steal and hurt other Ponies would be fine, but other creatures we share the world with matter just as much as we do in my opinion. I may need to go for a walk in a moment, I'm giving myself too much of a case load to think about and I really cannot discuss it in a lot of detail here. I was giving my opinions on a subject matter, hoping to bring about positive change if any could be done.
  23. That is pretty much the reason why I stopped eating meat and dairy many years back. Industrial farming of animals rubbed me the wrong way, and I knew something was wrong with it, and I know some friends who felt the same way who also stopped eating meat and dairy for the same reason. I'm not trying to make people feel guilty about this, I am mentioning something from our perspective. I never understood why Hasbro felt the need to depict this in My Little Pony Friendship is Magic either, it is one glaring flaw with the show I can pick out in an otherwise entertaining story. If Applejack makes a living off of farming apples, why does she need to keep an animal ranch? does not make sense to me. Not only that but it beggars belief that she would have the time to do all that when she struggled to farm apples by herself in Applebuck Season episode. Don't get me wrong here, it was a good episode, I actually found it funny regardless of the fact that there were mishaps in it like Applejack accidentally making Pinkie Pie and other Ponies sick from food poisoning. However, I cannot overlook one issue with the show that reflects something dark about our world.
  24. No, we do not need meat to survive, since all the nutrition we need exists in edible plants and fungi. Even with the vitamin B12 thing, that can be synthesized by microbes. Marmite may not taste good but it pretty much guarantees you supplement B12 what you don't get from fortified meals. If you're allergic to one type of food like peanuts, substitute it, protein including all of the required amino acids is abundant in plant based foods if you know what to look for, humans synthesize taurine, so that is a non issue, we are not cats. On an unrelated note, I'm surprised that Ponies in My Little Pony Friendship is Magic eat meat at all, since real life horses are herbivores. While it is understandable why Hasbro did not want MLP characters to have what most of us would consider a boring lifestyle, there are plenty of edible plant based foods out there. Quite frankly I find it lazy to have Ponies copy and paste the lifestyle of humans, instead of showing people a better way of doing things that is more ethical, and I don't mean by eating grass or other inedible plants that would either destroy our teeth or poison us.
  25. Hello Samurai Equine, it has been a while, how are you? I hope you're okay today. If there's anything you wish to speak to me about you're welcome to do so. I've just commented on a page somebody else set up about an annual festival for the two sisters of Canterlot. I mean, seems interesting, what is your take on it? seems like a good way to find out how many fans of Princess Celestia and Princess Luna there are I think. :kindness:

    1. Samurai Equine

      Samurai Equine

      Hello, @Dawnshine Wonder! I am good, thanks. You just caught be before I had to go to bed. So it'll be a while before you see my next reply. :derpytongue:

      Either way, I am glad to see you around again, and in better spirits! To answer your question, I have not seen this page, but I'd love to see it before I make a proper comment. :twi-thisisfine2:

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