Raskolnikov

Did a bit of violin playing cos I watched some of Violin Republic's videos and got in the mood to play amidst the chaos of the Neighbour Conflict (feat. the OTHER neighbour jumping off his balcony after a "FUCK SAKE!" - we suspect his door handle for the front door is broken again... he lifted himself back onto his balcony later. Impressive) Gorgeous, added to my playlist of things I want to learn now.

Beast in Black T-shirt and olive cargo trousers. Too hot for hoodie :3

Feeling contemplative.

"We'll see who'll have the last laff" -No. 6

Playing Mouthful of Shit by Chumbawamba

What is this skull cavity playing at now. -_-

Yes!

I'M ASEXUAL! I'M ASEXUAL. I'M ASEXUAL. I'M ASEXUA

Yeah, I didn't even realise the joke, I just thought it was joking about being drowned in notifications out of nowhere /derp

(Controversial opinion) Some games should just not have English dubs, I think. I cringe so hard when the Witcher is such a blatantly Polish game for example, then the voice acting sounds like a English village in a generic medieval fantasy game? Wot? Boring. It breaks my immersion so hard, I have been playing The Witcher in Polish with subs and it's an absolute delight. Foreign languages shouldn't be some spooky thing people shy away from but just another part of the game. Saying this cos I was shown a scene from Metro: Last Light and the "Hollywood" Russian accents in the English dub sounded so over the top...

Specifically got the intro riff of Daughter of the Moon by Insomnium stuck in my head.

Wrong. Emotions are an archaic ploy to distract from: career.

Delivery text: "it was left on the porch" CCTV: "it was him who took it" The neighbour HIMSELF in a note: "yeah it was me who took it" ??????? Dude you already have two noise complaints from two different flats, a council that is aware you are committing illegal activities of some kind AND which is aware of your tendencies to be aggressive... are you trying to fuck yourself over omfg there is just no higher activity going on between this guy's ears. I cannot believe how he just did that not thinking it's extremely incriminating there is multiple proof of him committing theft now.

"I am obsessed with misanthropy." -Acinonyx

If it makes you feel any better, I've never had anyone scream at me like that since leaving. Abusive parents have severe psychological issues that prevent them from seeing their own children as people (and in some cases, other people they think they have power over too). Life normally isn't this scary, not when normal people are involved... I don't imagine your principal will announce you as the person making the complaint unless you've noticed his doing that in the past, it'd be a stupid move on his part. I don't think you should have to deal with things making you deeply unhappy either if something can be done about it. Even if it's 'just' you bothered it's a very serious problem, you matter too...

Exactly, flashbacks are horrendous, and counterintuitive to learning to boot... You can't process information well in a state of panic and you shouldn't both have to deal with an abusive parent at home *and* flashbacks at school. That's just no breaks whatsoever :/ Normally I find children's mayhem delightful (loved when my class broke the monotony of public school!) but this is different when it causes serious distress. I do wonder if the school can get a bus monitor in on more days to prevent this occurence - they'll survive, there's other places for them to have fun. I feel tired and tipsy, lol. Done a long trail we've not done before and it involved a lovely woodland not far from the train station we stopped at, considering this is within a large national park I am keen to explore it more over the summer as this was more of an initial exploration :]

I'm so sorry, I know the feeling. Raised voices still make me feel frozen inside to this day from practically the same thing and it's over a decade since I last lived with mine. I don't imagine your 'mother' will be of any help with noise cancelling equipment, is your school principal halfway decent to consider a complaint about this? You don't have to mention negative experiences necessarily. They can mess around outside, there's no reason for them to trigger serious trauma over a laugh when they can do this somewhere where you're not stuck with them.

Neighbour has just played himself by admitting to taking our lamp package from the porch "on our behalf" (no one asked), in front of CCTV. An interesting development.

Ohhh Mutual Aid :] I own it too but I haven't read it yet, I've only read The Conquest of Bread. I do own a few ecology textbooks and want to compare his concepts with modern day ecology to see how his ideas hold up with modern understandings of ecology. He truly was a man after my own heart though. Wouldn't mind hearing your thoughts on the book if you read it and feel like sharing :]

Nice try FBI, we all know your real obsession is spying on my personal messages I'm obsessed with... hmm. Probably with checking metal albums out, though I'm mostly taking a listening break and sticking to what I know right now :p I am also obsessed with editing posts because I always either forget to add something before hitting Post (12k words) or I just don't proofread (and I'm a borderline-luddite who hates spellcheckers and autocorrect)

Fire brigade turns up and a fireman starts politely shouting at our balcony asking for me to tell me there's a gas leak and to let them in and also close all my doors and windows... and now they're knocking on the doors of a the flats on the block. Never a dull moment in this neighbourhood huh it's actually delightful lol

Making some tuna pesto pasta salad to pack up for tomorrow as we'll be going for a trail for the day. This and some beef jerky, honey peanuts, dark chocolate rice cakes, water and a thermos full of tea should be more than adequate to keep us going for a 3-hour trail and it'll be good to go out :]

Lemon and honey roasted porkchops with potatoes, seasoned with oregano. Always so filling.

Thank you for going the extra mile to care for our planet <3 I got this bad boy ordered As well as two LED bulbs for it, should be cool :] With some LED strips, a curtain over the kitchen doorway and a small table by the window, the room will be considered done finally, but this lamp will make it officially fully functional. I also should see if I can get a bow frame for my archery bow over my desk...