Raskolnikov

Well it SHOULD be an air filter but nothing's here. :|

Can't believe it's been almost a year and we're STILL cleaning up spots left by the old tennant... that woman didn't even try, good lord how did you live like that?!? If my surroundings aren't clean and tidy I legitimately lose my mind very quickly...

I'm asexual so it doesn't apply - infinite vengeance on the other hand...

The Dragon Prince I think, didn't realise it was meant to be the whole series finale as a whole so I wasn't upset until I looked up discussion online and people are ready to set fire to the studios lol Aaron fucked up cos the toxic fratboy culture at the workplace making lots of staff leave after S3 doomed this show I think, what an arrogant ass. Such a shame too, it's still one of the most fun fantasy show universes and this is how they treated it???

That residue is gonna be enough to make me stop eating pork completely

Depends how tall the trees in the region are so she can reach the leaves and stay fed and hydrated without trouble, otherwise she has to migrate to another part of the savannah. If she can't take control of her destiny she's not the one fellas.

Warning for abuse etc. Yeah, it wasn't a happy last memory lol. The abuse was related to the poor performance it was a whole thing for years. (I'm FAR far away from her for a decade now so it's fine.)

The real question is when don't I feel like I'm being watched. And the answer is... at home... with all blinds shut. And even then I may still get paranoid someone is going to break in. Hmm.

I want to practice adding some accents to this so it has more expressivity, think I gotta focus on that for now so pieces have more life into them

There is no such thing. IQ is based on racial eugenics and is pseudoscience.

Exactly this, and from observation and experience 99.9% of parents should never have had children, are incapable of unconditionally loving them and have too much baggage from their own childhoods that they just thoughtlessly pass on - commuting on places like buses can stress me out considerably simply from witnessing how horribly parents can interact with their kids, or give literal infants tablets... too many just enjoy being pathetic failed tyrants going on a power trip on the only human beings they can feel they have control over to make up for their weak personalities. It repulses me that they can just casually have children and our abuse-normalising society just gives them a pass to do as they wish. It also just sounds like a horrible time and money sink. I'll take my money and freedom to explore the world and my interests and figure myself out and if I ever somehow get old enough to need a "carer" you can take me out back and shoot me as I'd not be interested in living up to an age where my hypothetical child would have to take care of me anyway. I have zero interest in the "norm".

Even when you think you know yourself, no you don't.

Going to bed! Haha! Ha! Please?

Yes... 50 lashes.

Patience with all the goddamn bullshit I put up with in this life.

Been to one as a child, I think either some friend or relative of my dad was getting married? But I knew no one and it was rather dull. Don't care one bit for them but if a friend thought I'm important enough to have at a wedding I'd come... but only for their sake :p

Oh FINALLY a thread like these pertaining to music I may have an easier time to answer to!! I find it far easier to list albums than to list favourite songs lol Here are a few I can think of, though there are others I will forget to list lol, really trying to narrow it down because I could be listing a LOT of stuff I really like or otherwise find really interesting or just plain solid and this could be a gigantic post so I'm gonna restrict it a lot lol By Insomnium (melodic death metal): Winter's Gate One album-long song. Masterpiece. Iconic. Cancel melodic death metal as a genre we have peaked Swallow The Sun (melodic death/doom): The Morning Never Came, Hope, Plague of Butterflies, Songs of The North, When a Shadow is Forced into The Light, Moonflowers Nah I struggled here because I like all their eras for different reasons lol :] they're ok...... I guess........ such a shame Moonflowers was their last album and they didn't release anything again :////////// Draconian (gothic death/doom): Arcane Rain Fell, Sovran, Under a Godless Veil Draconian are just soooo consistently good. Kings of melodic doom atm imo Opeth (progressive death metal, prog rock): Ghost Reveries Love Opeth in general but this album is such a perfect blend of the prog and the metal. Strangely enough despite not liking Newpeth before, their latest really reminds me of this one... Shape of Despair (funeral doom): Monotony Fields Funeral doom at its best. Fuck My Dying Bride (melodic death/doom, gothic doom): Turn Loose The Swans This is literally a fucking 90's death/doom classic. Nooooo dude don't run at Arron's first attempts at cleans this is iconic death/doom songwriting I promise Agalloch (post metal, or whatever you want to call them idk): The Mantle This is what an autumn walk in the woods on a mountain sounds like. Etc etc if this was an "albums you find generally solid" we'd never see the end of this post

None, in fact I wish they would all stop and come up with new things - I don't think I can recall a single reboot that wasn't a mockery of the original... not the past decade at least.

Do people... not? o_o I did really like it even when I wasn't the best, I never liked math but science classes like biology/physics/chemistry at least had more context behind the math involved. And I loooove science even if schools aren't great at engaging students - they take wonderful subjects about the beauty of our world and then psychologically beat the curiosity and wonder out of students with our schooling model decontextualising subjects into dry equations and maths and memorisation and stressful worthless exams and all that doesn't engage anyone critically. Makes me sad that people end up not liking those subjects because of it ;A;

Spring cleaning :] feels much better now!

Finding nice shoe storage is kind of tricky when you only wear boots.

I want to practice today, need my energy back. :|

Man the more you know the more baffled you get at the sheer pseudoscience and outright nonsense people spew as fact dead serious fhdkfhskfh. Leaves me disconcerted about the state of things where you realise more and more how fake everything is and how you need to take everything with a grain of salt.

No, the thought of being left alone with everyone I knew having died is already enough to terrorise me. I already have excruciatingly tremendous difficulty dealing with multiple forms of loss so eternal life would be more akin to extreme psychological torture to me.

Nothing says "we DESPISE children!" more than this... I can't imagine this where I'm from, are you guys ok o_O?