Raskolnikov

Sad, to be honest. :\

My band textile flags! :] Siege of Constantinople is up on display (ha, it's hard to see but I just noticed the album itself is on display on the lower shelf of the lamp... maybe I should consider another album to replace that now. Don't talk to me or my son ever again )

Kind of angry, my sister's mum showed me a photo of a "family friend""s house where they have in the background a whole amount of family belongings they stole with some inheritance bullshit a while back. If it were me I'd be in prison for setting their house on fire and would not regret it for a moment. You don't steal items of sentimental value from deceased loved ones.

I voted for Twilight and Fluttershy but between the two I'd pick Twilight since discussing books, magic or science sounds absolutely fascinating - I'm bad at small talk so a tea with Fluttershy would be very... very... quiet.

Your body seems to think otherwise, arguing with it may only make it worse :p Moving steadily will ironically get you there faster than making fast progress then burning out and having your body force you to stop... it's not kind to you. You'll get there :] I can tell you value being productive so I'll just share my experiences with feeling this way towards playing the violin: sometimes nothing sounds right, and I'm doing something over and over again, trying to force myself to be good, but no matter what, my sound is just bad. You know what helps me with that in the end? Putting it away for the day and trying again tomorrow! Your mind is processing new information in the background when you rest, it's still working - but if you overload it it never gets the chance to process new information. Sometimes even just doing something else for an hour or so and coming back to it can help and this is encouraged by teachers. Look at it this way: you are more productive when you rest well because you allow your mind to do its own work it needs to do and your body can rest to be ready for more things!

That and working hard I imagine, I do get worried you are overworking yourself ^^" maybe get some rest?

"Always remember, that everything is different."

Cereal in the morning does keep me going but these granola boxes are certainly small still...

I agree, and I actually really liked that they allowed her to be snappy than a more "warm" female Doctor. I just wish she had been given better scripts to work with, I feel totally cheated out of an actual emotional journey with her when that arc is a huge part of the excitement of a new Doctor :s Capaldi's arc was so good seeing him grow into himself after struggling with his identity and emotions and he has some of the most powerful and moving speeches to me ^ this shit. I miss this fucking shit. Amazing lines combined with amazing acting that reconnects you to your humanity. Everyone say THANK YOU CAPALDI!

So it sounds... I was already :| about bringing Tennant back since it just feels way too fanservice-y, it seems it only got far more absurd since the debut. Even before Davies' return Jodie's series left me struggling, too - I have had many conflicting feelings about Moffat's approach to DW but somehow I wish he'd come back instead... He had writing habits that frustrated me but when he wrote well he wrote VERY well, and characters felt more lively than they do now to me... I'm not sure what you think though because people are very opinionated on the different eras

Oh Jesus I shudder to even imagine, that's a group task... this is a small apartment so thankfully not so bad, but I still loathe to not be on top of it

Resting my back so the flareup goes away. :|

I could never resist a post-cleaning tea...

Dishes, vacuuming, dusting, mopping, wiping counters, dresser top cleared of dust and items on top organised, laundry put away, bin replaced. Council worker is coming over tomorrow and I go a bit crazy cleaning everything when there's gonna be guests... I can still think of things I could do but sciatica leaves me exhausted quicker than usual >_>"

Cleaning up, took fucking FOREVER but it's done...

Dawnshine, what's going on with you? You've been sounding extremely tense and sad today even before this :/

-Boiling hot showers (I didn't realise feeling dizzy while/after showering was a sign of me OVERHEATING until someone online mentioned it - WHOOPS! I have to burn in hell to be healed, apparently) -Cleaning and tidying up (chaotic environments are stressful to me) -Music (either listening to, or playing) -Visiting my home country -Travel in general tbh -Nature, hikes, etc - @Acinonyx :DD

If my hand won't falter! If my will won't hover! I will chain this werebeast! I will shackle her kin! 🎶 Thou shalt not let the witch live! 🎶 🎶 Thou shalt not let the witch live! 🎶 🎶 Thou shalt not mock the God's name! 🎶 🎶 Thou shalt not mock the God's name! 🎶 I need to give Anno a proper full relisten

I'M CRAZY I'M FUCKING EVIL I'M CRAZY

I! I DRIFT IN TWILIGHT! I STRAY INTO THE DUSK! I'M LOST IN HER EYEEEES

I've worn boots ever since I left home and could more freely choose my attire, usually hiking boots are my casual footwear but I also have black leather boots with steel toe caps for various mayhem that I wear occasionally. ;] They're great for any kind of situation so I feel at a disadvantage now whenever I don't wear them, the grip has left me endlessly grateful countless of times.

HaHA, the early bird gets the fish. Went to the shop right after work and found some mackerel, I WILL have my delightful roast for the summer

Omg what, I didn't even realise Zhabik meant on *this* forum at first, I thought it was some controversy on another platform by influencer types as I expect that more these days 😭 Appreciate the transparency on the subject as that is definitely serious and good to know. Abusers do love their secrecy... it reminds me of some drama I've experienced in the past, oh forums... I'm thinking I shouldn't have forgotten to wash the cloths, thankfully I have spares :|

Who's Starforce? I find a lot of psychology stuff on YT to be pop psychology nonsense (people talking about "dark empaths", for example - rubbish!) If there is one book I would consider a must-read for psychology if you had to pick just one book, it would be 'For Your Own Good: Hidden Cruelty in Child-Rearing and the Roots of Violence' by Alice Miller.

A family put up a "happy 30th birthday [name] daddy!" banner on a pedestrian bridge crossing. I guess the dad commutes past it on his way back, that's wholesome.