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Some bullshit neuroscience book I bought a few years back but have since deemed to be mostly nonsense. I was more ignorant on psychiatry and couldn't detect the issues with it at the time. Also some cheesy poetry book I ordered recently and was very quickly regretful of lol - one poem in particular was so off the rails bad I questioned how it was allowed to be published in it. I need to give that damn thing to charity dbfbdmfnnd maybe someone else will have this peculiar preference for poetry Funny story actually, I was about 12 when Avatar came out and a friend of mine bought it from a DVD shop and we watched it together at the time - we found it both thoroughly unremarkable and she was so embarrassed by the purchase she essentially told me to keep it. That was a whole lot of flashy effects with 0 substance...
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food What was the last food you ate?
Raskolnikov replied to Member Berry's topic in General Discussion
Pork loin steak seasoned and fried with salt, pepper, olive oil and sumac and then simmered in oregano, rosemary, garlic and some butter, combined with air fried chips and a tomato, feta and olive salad with olive oil, balsamic, oregano and sumac :] Haven't made steak in quite a while and the timing of marinading the salad as well as cooking the chips timed with the steak was stressful but we did it and after covering and leaving the steak to settle for a little while while waiting for the chips to finish was fantastic. The steak sauce was super tasty and garlic-y to dip into with bread too The only loin pack at the shop was humongous so I expect there will be a few dinners using porkloin the next few days so they don't go bad... Brewing some cardamom tea now! -
What is the Worst City You've Visited and Why?
Raskolnikov replied to CC_Maud_Pie's topic in General Discussion
London. Overly expensive shithole, venues are so fucking paranoid with petty security expecting you to commit violent crime and METAL detectors (WTF?), and tbh I ALMOST can't blame them with the sheer amount of Londoners with neuroses on the streets. I grew up in the suburb of a capital and I never felt as unsafe as in that hellhole, what is in the WATER?! Besides copious amounts of cocaine... Baffles me why anyone visits that place lol... but I guess I didn't know either. The real mystery is when people willingly visit after the first experience... -
Which foods have your family never liked?
Raskolnikov replied to Reecejackox's topic in General Discussion
Anything with flavour or spice, apparently. Can't recall anything they hated but cooking variety was lacking, I found out once I left... It was no surprise I was kind of malnourished, I've been looking healthier since. I was kind of a picky eater compared to now though which also stretched thinner any potential variety, whoops... but I think it's also because a lot of the food was cooked very blandly which didn't help perceptions, I use a fair amount of veggies in cooking now in interesting sauces without thinking about it. I'm definitely on the boat of not touching animal organs at all myself, liver, intestines, all the sort, the smell alone makes me nauseous -
I swear this is something people do only because shows tell them people do it to sleep because who does that?? Just imagine a family gathering in your head and everyone's talking about jobs, you'll be asleep in no time
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My parents sold my grandfather's tractor without even telling me, asking me, or considering if I'd be okay with this when he died. My granddad letting me on it and driving with me on it (and when I was a teen, letting me drive it) was one part of my childhood I actually valued and they ruined it. Fuck you too. I'm sure there are other things I could mention in this thread but this one is the worst to come to mind.
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Oh FINE @Ice Princess Silky <3 PRINCESS! PRINCESS! I REQUIRE THE SAD ALCOHOL HORSE ON MY FLANK THIS INSTANT
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general Do you like dogs or cats more?
Raskolnikov replied to The Equestrian Brony's topic in General Discussion
Cats or dogs? Are we forgetting this is the internet? The answer is obvious -
Human pony Where's my badge of this manhorse?
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general Do you believe in Soulmates?
Raskolnikov replied to Changeling Neon's topic in General Discussion
No. Relationships are hard work that it seems too many shouldn't even be jumping into because they look at them as a means of escaping themselves or their lives rather than out of genuine love, even if they don't realise they're doing that. And some people may get along but if they can't work technical and/or emotional stuff out, well, it's not gonna work. *shrug* Thinking stuff is 'destiny' is just giving too much credit to a universe that honestly would have MUCH bigger problems than Steve's need for a partner if it were sentient, lol -
Naked jam? Ewww why is the jam naked?
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I understand, I feel this when I see wrong opinions online... 😔
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Sister's mum is sending me some New Age stuff... uh, I appreciate the thoughtfulness, but you don't want to get me started on this stuff...
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Day by Katatonia, go figure the biggest standout track from the album I had put on isn't even heavy... if more of their stuff sounded like gothic rock like this I'd like them a lot more, this is definitely worthy of being called catatonic.
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mega thread How are you feeling?
Raskolnikov replied to Rift enchanted's topic in General Discussion
If that's your wish, just know people will likely be receptive if you need to vent in the future. For the record you seem cool from what I've seen of you around here, I don't always have something to say to everyone but I do try and read everyone's posts even if I miss some sometimes. Hope tomorrow is a better day for you </3 -
What is most likely cozy glow's backstory?
Raskolnikov replied to Rushing cash's topic in MLP:FiM Canon Discussion
In universe I agree that probably some kind of rough childhood is the most likely scenario as we were never given any indication of anything more outlandish and it seems the most 'grounded' scenario. Her being an adult in a child's body in reality is curious and fun as a theory but maybe too outlandish for something not alluded to in the show. (And honestly psychopathy IMO is itself traumatogenic - I think the reason why clinicians may not find trauma in those with diagnosed with ASPD is (outside of specific medical cases of brain damage) because they have a narrow view of trauma and do not see more invisible forms of emotional abuse/neglect/abandonment as severe enough. So Cozy Glow could hypothetically display 'psychopathic' traits but that's because of something in her past, or something ongoing.) The meta explanation I think is more boring in that they just didn't really think about her character that much. Perhaps I'm being harsh to feel justified in thinking as such just from that tweet alone because of course you won't think of every detail of characters you write, but from how absurd it was that she was shown to act so cartoonishly evil for no discernible reason, then she, a literal child, was deemed more irredeemable than e.g. the literal God of Chaos... something just isn't right. Her character made 0 sense and did not fit into the show's themes of friendship to have her punished the way she was when way worse villains were treated with more grace. Any fan explanations for her behaviour would be simply theories trying to patch up the show's lack of care regarding her writing. We just weren't given enough explanation.- 12 replies
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mega thread How are you feeling?
Raskolnikov replied to Rift enchanted's topic in General Discussion
I'm sorry to hear that. What's been going on with you, if you don't mind sharing? :/ -
The other night I dreamt I was in my hometown again and that an old real life friend of mine had another Deviantart account and I had apparently forgotten until now, and I got excited to talk to her again... I've since come to realise phones in dreams don't work the way they do in reality, the dream doesn't know how to organise proper functionality, so phone screens appear like somewhat surreal Google deep dreaming/genAI. So it was kinda hard to use the phone, but I was eager to walk to her old flat to see if she was in. Then I was woken up and was really confused as to where I was, then disappointed. :s Since then I can't stop thinking about it, it's not so common I dream of her anymore but when I do it makes me want to say something... our friendship didn't end amicably, we were in 'junior high' in US terms and I still wonder what she has been up to since those days. It feels weird to say sometimes I miss her even though knowing what a stubborn mule she was she might not take kindly to me trying to contact her, but I can't be bothered feeling too afraid and I at least want closure. I wouldn't mind having a casual chat. She still has her old Deviantart up, I wonder if I should post on it before she pulls the plug. She might not see my message for years until one day she feels nostalgic (or DA shuts down).
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What made you sad/ angry/ negative emotion today?
Raskolnikov replied to twiia's topic in General Discussion
Humidity drop has FLATTENED MY STRINGS FUCK YOU RAIN FUCK YOU!!! I'm calm. -
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Ohhhh are we shitting on Fluttershy's brother? ME TOO ME TOO!!! Gosh, it was hard to watch him act like this. I cannot believe his parents were so spineless as to never set a single boundary with him, but instead made him Fluttershy's problem. No wonder he was so out of control!! They clearly never were good role models if they are so diminished themselves. They seem to have their own mental issues that prevented them from raising strong, confident children: Fluttershy was so timid at the start of the show, and had to learn a lot on how to be confident in herself. That's not to let Zephyr off the hook. He's an adult responsible for his own choices and he still chose to never self reflect, and others enabled him and essentially blocked any possibility of him doing so. I get what they're going for - these kind of personalities tend to lack a lot of self esteem and their outward behaviour is a cover for that lack. But it didn't make it any easier to watch... I felt so bad for Fluttershy. My bad for double posting so soon, but could you remind me where and when he's being a creep to Rainbow Dash? Must have been a while... God, my reasons for hating him grow each day
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I missed this post, I see. Is the carer a family member... ughhhh. Yeah abusive family members are a surefire way to get anger issues 🙃
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She should be fired. Period. Abusive carers get no sympathy from me, especially ones infantilising the people in their care. Disgusting and dehumanising behaviour, you should not have to self-medicate to deal with the stress of someone who is supposed to be helping with your quality of life. I did wonder before as the carer profession is known to be full of abuse. Sorry you have to deal with that... :\ And by the way there is nothing wrong with needing a carer; people don't realise they are one accident away from disability, or that all it will take is time for them to need one in the future. There is no shame in it. Don't worry at all about bringing it up here, anyone having a problem with it can shove it.
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Playing through Pokemon White for the first time and N is probably the most interesting Pokemon antagonist... Can I join him? Or adopt him?