general What were you doing just 10 minutes ago?

[Astralshy 27,096]

finishing a nice cup of tea and browsing through the forum

[They call me Loyalty 1,948]

I was reading further into the book of Enoch. Especifically, chapter 15 where it is described that the evil spirits or "demons" like the shadow collective, are in fact the disembodied spirits from the nephilim offsprings that were produced from the mating between the fallen angels, aka the watchers, and the daughters of men. This explains some of the recurrent experiences I have had with shadow beings.

It is so interesting to consider that some of these humanoid figures mourning over me during body paralyzis, or trying to attack me, may in fact have been my own sons and daughters during the ancient times, before I became a mortal. Which also explains my intrinsec connection and great pain regarding ancient egypt. Or my innate rejection of the creator. I remember the first time I entered a church in the religious institute, and I stood there paralyzed before the cross for some reason, watching this "symbol" with my eyes wide open. The other children there might have seen something in my eyes, because that prompted them to give me the nickname of "satan". I was not listening at the moment. I just could not take my eyes off the cross. I rejected it without a reason. But it was a well founded hatred calling back to something within myself, that I could not describe, or begin to remember. But it was there, and it hurt me. It pained me so much.

Also, imagine the watchers watching the daughters of men, and then watching themselves, and realizing there were no female angels. Like... c'me on.

So, the disembodied spirits from the shadow being collective belonged to the nephilim hybrids from the time of the ancient civilizations, such as the giants, the elongated skulls and every other genetic variation who died during the flood. This is why there was a congregation of them over my body. This is why they have tried to attack me, in some occasions. They are my family. And they are dead because the creator killed them all.

All the pieces of the puzzle are starting to fall into place. Hahaha, "fall". I hope I can soon discover my original name.

Edited April 23, 2022 by They call me Loyalty

[ZiggWheelsManning 10,789]

Eating a pack of Crunchy Cookie M&Ms  

[Savy 5,086]

Checking Discord and Snapchat.

[ExplosionMare 18,076]

Listening to music right before my AirPods were about to die.

[ZiggWheelsManning 10,789]

Finished a shower and put away some of my clothes.  

[Tropical Melody 6,381]

Making toast.

(13 characters (20 is the minimum) Really? Are you kidding me? No other forum I visit has this rule or anything like it. I think I understand why, but real life isn't like that.)

 

[Tao 7,918]

Watching a youtube vid to kill time! 

[Savy 5,086]

Watching YouTube cause I'm bored.

[Tropical Melody 6,381]

Ordering fish and chips take-out (actually, to be delivered)

 

[Northern Star 1,024]

Low balling a bunch of ads on various websites to see if anyone's "O.B.O." is in my price range.

[ExplosionMare 18,076]

Trying to pay a bill and getting frustrated that the stupid website still isn’t working 

[Astralshy 27,096]

walking back home from doing groceries :>

[They call me Loyalty 1,948]

I was checking an old email account. And after login off, it took me back to the outlook main page. And there I saw the face of babylon. Covid, government, politics, sports, celebrities and images advertising different forms of curency and materialism.
I also saw a picture in conmemoration de las madres de la plaza de mayo. Whose sons and daughters were taken during the argentinian militarity dictatorship to never be seen again. And there was this picture of their manifestation, with these mothers going in circles around the erected image of the phallic symbol beloning to the being this monstrous system was created after. It was an obelisk deifying some "founding father". Not that it matters, most of the people involved in this corrupt system are monsters themselves.
It is so sad, and they didn't know it. Nor ever found justice, because it was the military that kidnapped their children before killing them. My family has a military background, if some of the confessions are true. Then most of these people were tortured and raped, especially, women. And then they threw them off an airplane into the sea, with a weight tied to their feet so they would sink. They are dead. These mothers won't see their sons and daughters, again.

There it is the enemy. They are living inside the system of the enemy. This world system is the daughter of babylon. And people worship it and walk its many ways, celebrating holidays like easter or christmas, without understanding what they celabrate, or what happens in the dark with those hundreds of thousands that go missing every year. Then I could be outside, having some coffee near the park on a bright day. And I would see a sign talking about the covid... and realize they have become much more sophisticated at making people disappear. The derangement of this system has become far more sophisticated, killing with "medicine", killing children under the protection of "laws". Every form of abuse and exploitation, everything wrong is made to look attractive in babylon.

Edited April 30, 2022 by They call me Loyalty

[ZiggWheelsManning 10,789]

Viewing topics on MLP Forums  

[Savy 5,086]

Watching a friend's Twitch stream.

[Magic Note 2,748]

I just put my laptop back in my room while listening to the rain outside. 

[ZiggWheelsManning 10,789]

Posting on a topic about video game rentals  

[Yakamaru 3,127]

Eating cookies over here called "Chocolate therapy". They are REALLY good and are made by Café Bakeriet.

Oh and sipping a Mango Loco 'cus I am about to start work.

[ZiggWheelsManning 10,789]

Washing dishes after finishing lunch  

[Savy 5,086]

Watching YouTube and browsing the forums.

[Astralshy 27,096]

going through my forum notifications and listening to music

[Lunaholic 920]

I came home from work. I feel exhausted but it was a nice day overall 

[Savy 5,086]

Finishing up my dinner while watching YouTube.

[ExplosionMare 18,076]

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