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Bored at best, I know that I probably won't be getting much done today besides staying at home.  I at least got the garbage out on time, the garbage truck showed up three minutes after I put out the garbage *does victory dance*.

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Muddled.  I took some ativan about half an hour ago to prepare for a surgery on my toe.  Needed to take the ativan to keep myself together.  I am supersensitve to pain and the numbing shot they give you is the worst pain I've ever felt.  SO the drugs before help me keep it totether.

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Muddled. I took some ativan about half an hour ago to prepare for a surgery on my toe. Needed to take the ativan to keep myself together. I am supersensitve to pain and the numbing shot they give you is the worst pain I've ever felt. SO the drugs before help me keep it totether.

I hope everything goes well for you!

 

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I feel really horrible like I do most days. This overwhelming feeling of despair and sadness just takes over me and I break down crying :( I just hate this uncertainity where I don't know what the hell is going to happen in my future :( You guys have no idea what it feels like to be unsure whether you'll ever be happy again, I feel like I'm in a cage and I don't know when I'll ever be released :( I don't know how much longer I can hang on....


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I am feeling fine at the moment right now. :)


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Exhausted and cold, cycling up a large hill in the rain is not how I imagined spending my day :lol:

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I'm feeling pretty decent at the moment. :) Talking with some lovely friends here and I just feel good about today overall, hopefully that sticks. Still laying down though, I need to get up. :P

 

I'm still feeling tired. I am also bored and somewhat lonely :sunny:

Loneliness is a rough feeling. Perhaps us here could alleviate this? :derp:

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I feel really horrible like I do most days. This overwhelming feeling of despair and sadness just takes over me and I break down crying :( I just hate this uncertainity where I don't know what the hell is going to happen in my future :( You guys have no idea what it feels like to be unsure whether you'll ever be happy again, I feel like I'm in a cage and I don't know when I'll ever be released :( I don't know how much longer I can hang on....

I don't know whether or not I should have replied to this... only because I don't give the best advice. It was hard to read this without saying anything or trying to offer some sort of support/encouragement. I'm sure many people here truly do not know what you're going through right now. But if I'll say anything hold onto your dreams of a better future and use that motivation to keep you going day to day one day at a time. It's sad to know your feeling like this though... if I didn't care I wouldn't have responded but for some reason I felt like I needed to say something. What I said may not impact or mean anything but try to keep your head up.

 

*I'm feeling neutral not happy nor sad but have been pondering all day about the following months.

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I feel really horrible like I do most days. This overwhelming feeling of despair and sadness just takes over me and I break down crying :( I just hate this uncertainity where I don't know what the hell is going to happen in my future :( You guys have no idea what it feels like to be unsure whether you'll ever be happy again, I feel like I'm in a cage and I don't know when I'll ever be released :( I don't know how much longer I can hang on....

 

I know exactly how you feel (well I can't say 100% exactly as I don't know the true reason why), I go through  something similar almost everyday. It's such an uncontrollable feeling, and you're always left wondering why it has to rear it's ugly head at the worst times. I feel as if everything I ever did was worthless and thus my life is worthless and that there is nothing I can do to amend it. I messed up and I can't go back and fix it, nor do I deserve to. I failed in the past, so why do I get to succeed in the future? I've done nothing but hurt people, so I deserve to be hurt. I don't deserve to bring anyone happiness, nor do I deserve to have someone bring me happiness. I'll cry myself to sleep, just hoping these feelings go away but they never truly do. 

 

I know none of these things should hold me down or define who I am, but it's such a hopeless feeling and I don't think I'm strong enough to cast it away. I know I have the power to make my future great but I always fall back and think there is no point, maybe I'm not as strong as I think I am. I'll beat myself down saying I'm not strong no matter what I think.

 

My life has stagnated because of this, and hasn't moved forward. I'm stuck in time running through and endless vicious cycle and I don't know how to escape. 

 

But, I still have hope and faith in the future, no matter how faint. I want to believe that one day, one day soon, that I can break free of these chains that bind me in this prison of hopelessness. That's because I know there are people that care about me and want me to better and do everything they can to encourage me, I can't let them down, I just can't.

 

I hope, and believe that you too can break free of the shackles of uncertainty, make a bright future for yourself and be happy. You deserve it, period.  

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