mega thread How are you feeling?

[Misty Rose 3,216]

My bones are filled with an ancient rage. 

 

 

I know exactly how you feel (well I can't say 100% exactly as I don't know the true reason why), I go through  something similar almost everyday. It's such an uncontrollable feeling, and you're always left wondering why it has to rear it's ugly head at the worst times. I feel as if everything I ever did was worthless and thus my life is worthless and that there is nothing I can do to amend it. I messed up and I can't go back and fix it, nor do I deserve to. I failed in the past, so why do I get to succeed in the future? I've done nothing but hurt people, so I deserve to be hurt. I don't deserve to bring anyone happiness, nor do I deserve to have someone bring me happiness. I'll cry myself to sleep, just hoping these feelings go away but they never truly do. 

 

I know none of these things should hold me down or define who I am, but it's such a hopeless feeling and I don't think I'm strong enough to cast it away. I know I have the power to make my future great but I always fall back and think there is no point, maybe I'm not as strong as I think I am. I'll beat myself down saying I'm not strong no matter what I think.

 

My life has stagnated because of this, and hasn't moved forward. I'm stuck in time running through and endless vicious cycle and I don't know how to escape. 

 

But, I still have hope and faith in the future, no matter how faint. I want to believe that one day, one day soon, that I can break free of these chains that bind me in this prison of hopelessness. That's because I know there are people that care about me and want me to better and do everything they can to encourage me, I can't let them down, I just can't.

 

I hope, and believe that you too can break free of the shackles of uncertainty, make a bright future for yourself and be happy. You deserve it, period.  

 

My problem is mainly that I'm actually physically unable to do anything with my life at the moment. I'm stuck and can't leave from this Hell I'm living This is why I feel so uncertain about what will become of me in the future, because really I have no future if I stay here

[companka 20]

Tired, yet energetic, but way to lazy to finish artwork i owe people   

Edited July 25, 2015 by companka

[JonasDarkmane 19,785]

I am feeling really confused and emotionally tired

[Petrus 696]

Sorry. Very sorry for someone I know.

[Iridescent Quill 70]

I'm feeling a lot of things currently: a bit bored, lonely, wanting to do something but can't figure out what, among other things. Hugs to anyone feeling down or having a rough time.

[LittleMac 3,085]

Terrible... Just terrible...

[StudioUAC 62]

have i already commented here? i feel i have ~~~~

[Sunwalker 981]

I feel mostly relaxed, but also a bit bored and sleepy.  -_-

[Tinkh_ 239]

Like an embarrassing human being. I would drink but I have work tomorrow, so instead I'll eat pickles.

[Tao 7,777]

Like a need a beer....but my throat is hurting and sore

[Wolf General Alpha 636]

I am very happy. My brother's girlfriend may be giving birth today. I might be an Uncle!!!!!!!

[Pucksterv 4,508]

I feel alone and I'm in need of hugs..

[Sunwalker 981]

I feel alone and I'm in need of hugs..

 

*hugs*

 

If you just want someone to talk with or just to chill out, feel free to PM me at any time

[The Professor...8D 823]

I feel hungry...........waiting for pizza........8D

[Wolf General Alpha 636]

I am excited!!!!!!

Minutes ago, my brother and his girlfriend had their first child!

I am officially an uncle now! :yay: :yay: :yay:

[Haruhi-chan 486]

Totally excited!!! I finally got accepted to join a birthday party group for our mascot! I'm happy because Baxter is amazing. He's our baseball mascot for the Arizona Diamondbacks! <3

[Pucksterv 4,508]

I feel very worried My dad is in the hospital because there is something wrong with his heart.

[Thuja 3,659]

I'm feeling better than I did this morning.

[Wolf General Alpha 636]

I am happy. I visited my neice for the very first time!

She is so cute!

[DeadAccount 4,604]

I feel very worried My dad is in the hospital because there is something wrong with his heart.

I hear you... My great uncle just had a heart attack and now he's in the hospital *Huggles and nommies* <3 I hope he will feel better soon <3

 

I'm also feeling weird. Like I am just a plain weirdo :T

Edited July 26, 2015 by TwilightAqua

[Pucksterv 4,508]

I feel hurt, ignored and unloved

[Guest]

Irritated... why do little kids feel like they have to scream all the time.

I feel hurt, ignored and unloved

This made me sad reading this... hope you're doing alright.

[Envy 6,169]

A bit unnerved. I'm all alone at home, and an earthquake happened... It felt pretty strong (understanding that I don't really know what strong is, I live in Oklahoma lol), and sure enough it was a 4.5! And of course, I'm all alone! Once again that "OMG is this going to be actually bad?" feeling came about.

 

Then not too long after that my neighbor's dogs (who are the type of dog - from how they were raised - who would bite people) got loose and one of my neighbors was outside and she came to my door yelling to let her in because the dog was coming after her. I did let her in and everything was fine, but that was scary! I don't know if they've been taken care of yet. =/

[Sunwalker 981]

I have just showered, and now I feel relaxed  .
 

A bit unnerved. I'm all alone at home, and an earthquake happened... It felt pretty strong (understanding that I don't really know what strong is, I live in Oklahoma lol), and sure enough it was a 4.5! And of course, I'm all alone! Once again that "OMG is this going to be actually bad?" feeling came about.

Back in 2008 one earthquake happened here São Paulo (Brazil), the news said it was a 5.2. As far I know, no buildings were destroyed and nobody got hurt. I wasn't scared, surprised is a better word for how I was. These stuff don't usually happen here, and all of sudden I saw stuff swinging a little. It lasted for only a few seconds, not enough time to get scared.

Anyways, I am glad you are fine

[Radiobolt 186]

I'm worried about school starting in almost a month, and I'm nervouscited for my birthday. (You guys should get the reference XD) It's on the 8th, so. Mom said she got me a mixture of awesome presents, XD