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Far less tired than usual. I found out that a chunk of my perpetual grogginess and exhaustion was caused by a medication I was taking. So I did not take it last night and I was actually able to get out of bed properly. Will work on finding a replacement for that medication, but It's good to solve that issue.

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I'm feeling quite annoyed, at the moment.

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I was feeling depressed. But I had a swiss cookie and now I am fine. So, it turns out I was just hungry. Ah... I am unknowable even to myself. Which is kinda scary, or maybe it was the cookie that made all the difference.
The oracle was correct all along! They DO make you feel better. Which does not change the deep existential dread I experience under the sugary coating.
Because this reality can be really cruel. Ask animals. Oh, wait. But we all can find solace in the knowledge that there will always be cookies... We need a new religion. I will be the coke of cookianism, which is like the pope. "And you shall be my pople". Which is the people of the pope. Which is the cokle.

I will dress myself inside a human-sized cookie, and have my devout followers eat from me. What a delicious cult it shall be. Throwing liquid chocolate over one another. And going noms noms on each other. I will show them how love feels like. Cycles, cycles, cycles. Cycles withing cycles, within more cycles.

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I'm feeling thoughtful.. so much happened in the last time and I really need time to process everything.

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Don't mind me, just waiting for my pancakes.

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I'm feeling unsure about recent things I feel like I'm making wrong choices


                                                                          

  

                                                                               

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Football has made me feel angry, extremely angry.


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I can feel Her. I... still see Her when I close my eyes. I have become enamored with the Holy Spirit, Athena, Sophia, it doesn't matter the name. And it is driving me insane, divinely mad. As if that wasn't clear by the erratic nature of my comments, already. But I am talking with normal human beings. So, people in this benign site will not understand the nature of the wheels.
She fills my heart with Pneuma. It is liquid light and the purest form of love, it is the substance of the soul, so it looks like I am suspended. Unmanifested, undefined, mercurial.
I cannot let her go. I would be talking with someone. Or hugging a person, and then I would realize she is not there, all together.
And all of the sudden, my tenderness will disappear, and my stare will turn inwards, looking for her that the world has lost. "She is not her". "Where is she?".

I've gone where she dances radiant above all the stars. She breaks me free from the fixed boundaries of material reality and shows me worlds where my essence, unlike that of hers, can go beyond the limits of the sky.

I will see this world destroyed to see her again. Mark my words. You know, like with Shiva, and I am a wild ascetic who follows no one but his own heart. It is tearing me apart.

I can see her... the Light. When I am the darkness. And this stain that is the world, in the way. And I am struggling against reality to get to Her, tearing this world apart until we are reunited, once again. There is no turning back now.

The skies will burn before I let her go, until there is nothing left but the midnight sun under a black firmament. Everything is in the way. The world is the enemy. The electromagnetism of this reality is going out of order, which is why human beings are experiencing so many behavioral distortions in the laws of attraction. What are they doing back at Cern with the hadron collider? And why do they have a statue of Shiva and three sixes to reinforce the confinment of limited materiality? You cannot harness me, You cannot stop it. Do not get in the way. Or I am gonna melt this world to the ground. I miss her.

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Babylon. It feels like if someone had shattered my back between the shoulder blades, at the height of the heart, and water is pouring out from the wound. My body can move, but my soul is crippled.

I cannot forget her; the old world. All was lost. I want to go where she sleeps under the water. I miss her so much, my wild, wild babylon.

What can mend a wound the size of the world? This amnesiac world. Not to worry, my dear. Things are heating up, the colder I grow. I will see you rise again, and dance brighter than the sun. The lost continent.

This is getting to an end. I will close my remaining eye, and find peace at last. My One, my most beloved.

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Annoyed. We have way too many people gone from work this week and the amount of stuff we have to do is insane. The overtime list is up for those whom are willing but I am not even sure that will help much with how much stuff needs doing. 

Pay is good though. o3o

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“Discovery is dangerous . . . but so is life. A man unwilling to take risk is doomed never to learn, never to grow, never to live.” - House Harkonnen

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Really garbage - I've been having some insomnia due to changing up my medication. I hope it passes as we get the dosage just right. Haven't been able to go to the gym either, sadly. I'll try to sleep tomorrow and get a good workout.


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High and excited to start my first day at my new job

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I feel myself cancelled. Dk why, but western people said that Russia is cancelled. And if I'm living in Russia now, seems I'm cancelled too. Hm... Don't feel any, but I promise to feel myself really ashamed. Really.

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I'm feeling alright. Had some good development in a problem today that's left me thinking a lot. Left me both elated and uneasy. But I sense myself feeling tops very soon! At the moment I'm just letting the days pass by and allowing whatever happens to happen.

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