request shop I'm Not The Best, but I will Draw for You if You Want

[Daniel40k 103]

If you don't mind taking another request, a guy version of Fluttershy would be amazing! I don't care, just be creative! Don't rush yourself.

[Minath Khalsi 195]

Ummm, I was wondering if you could draw my ponysona Minath? Her link is in my signature and there's a whole bunch of references there. Please and thank you!

[whitewater lightning 19]

OH MY GOSH IS THAT EDWARD ELRIC! I LOVE YOU!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ITS EDWARD EDWARRRRDD!   sorry i got a bit carried away with that. :\ but seriously, one word: ilovefullmetalalchemist  *starts singing*  (edward elrics a pony, edward elrics a pony, edward elrics a ponyyyy, and it is awesome)

[zwade 0]

If you find time, i would like to see what you can do with Hazard Advices Way please.

E-mail me the result at zdwade98@gmail.com 

[UserNotFound 964]

Wow these are epic! I would love to see what you could do with JellyBean... Maybe an R63 style like the two ponies in your examples...

 

Here's Gummy Bear... My R63 pony

 

 

And jelly bean is like this... She's got the same eye colour as gummy bear

 

 

 

So yeah, thanks I'd love to see how creative you can be with these two

[Felix 1,363]

Wow! These are amazing! How would you feel about drawing Carter and Felix?

 

 

Carter:

 

 

Felix:

 

 

 

You don't have to do both. Go ahead if you'd like, but otherwise pick whoever you think you'd enjoy drawing!

[King Sejong 859]

   I think your drawings are very good, so I feel you can draw Star Streak, please and thank you.

[Guest]

http://mlpforums.com/page/roleplay-characters/_/skipper-skippy-r5647 my OC is a green earth pony she's simple so if you get time to draw her, id like it your art is cute!

[Sweet Pen 1,348]

Ya can do my OC, Blue Arctic?
His profile page is in my signature C:

[TheYoungestBrony 45]

I feel greedy for asking, but could you draw Hard Coded?

http://mlpforums.com/page/roleplay-characters/_/hard-coded-r5358

[Anagha 0]

Where to start..... I'm sorry? I guess that alone won't fix it and I know that. All right.. I really REALLY wanted to draw all of your requests and I was so happy and excited when I got them that I immediately began to draw out the rough sketches, then more came in and I sketched them. I had big plans for them all. I wanted them all to be finished, inked and colored. The more I drew though, the more words of my past came to the surface. "You're just wasting paper" "Why don't you do something more productive?" "Your art sucks" "What is that garbage?" You get the idea. If these came from peers or even my teachers, I don't think it would bother me today as much as it does, but these all came from my parents and is something I've dealt with my entire life. I'm not using that as an excuse either. My only real explanation for you all that most likely gave up on ever seeing even this much from me is that I let these comments get to me again and depression kicked in once more and only got worse if I tried to force myself to finish them, telling myself "they won't like them" "why are you bothering? There are way better artists out there." And if I didn't, I felt like I was a failure, a quitter, which angered and frustrated me to the point where I was too ashamed of myself to even come back here. I avoided this site in short I suppose and I hate myself for it. 

 

I don't expect you to forgive me or feel sorry for me. I don't expect you to like these so don't feel obligated to say "but they are so good" or "it's all right" if it's not what you want to say. I just wanted to post what I've got after a year of fighting with myself and hope that you'll forgive me. I don't really deserve it, but it is my hope. I'll be leaving here after this. I don't have a place in this community really. I'm sorry.

[Arcanel 3,041]

@@Anagha, I didn't make a request in your thread (though probably would if I had the chance to), but all I wanted to say is that I feel sorry, that you got attacked by your own thoughts... I know a thing or two about having something like that but...

 

What I wanted to say is that your art is really, really going on to something. AKA, it looks good. Really good. You have very good anatomy, nice coloring style and even your sketches look nice too! I know you're decision that leaving the site you've probably taken and aren't going back on it but... I wish you all the luck on your own way to feeling better. And that I'm probably not the only one that thinks your art is good.  

[Virgil 686]

@@Anagha, Your work is really good; the finished drawings really show a lot of the characters personality and well drawn, and even the ones that are unfinished demonstrate you have a very good understanding and ability of recreating the subjects anatomy. I personally know what it feels like to feel so inferior you just don't want to try to do anything, but I pray you don't let such things beat you and you continue to working to improve your artistic abilities. For I firmly believe you have a talent for art. I really mean these things.

 

And no one in this community is mad at you or upset with you. As most of the people on this site either have loved ones or they themselves have had major struggles at some point, so they understand. It's unfortunate you feel you must leave, but I hope you continue with your work as an artist and please take care of yourself.

[Anagha 0]

@Arcanel  Thank you for your very kind words. I do still keep up to date on this site from time to time, but I feel like I don't really fit in here. Everyone seems so dedicated and so talented and I bumbling around not really sure if what I'm doing is what I'm really good at, but I do enjoy it and I do love when others enjoy what I create. =)

 

@Virgil_Harris Thank you so much. Don't worry, I tried to stop drawing once, all it did was make things worse for me. I could never stop and I will continue to improve. I'm drawing right now actually. A little something for tumblr, but still something. I think it was just the large amount of guilt that it took a year to do just this that drove me to the point I was at last night. I am very sorry and quite frankly, embarrassed. 

 

Neither of you have to worry, so please don't. I can pick myself back up and collect the pieces once more and move on. I hope you both take care as well!  

[Arcanel 3,041]

@@Anagha, We still worry you know? Because WORRY MR. WORRYPANTS ARE HERE WOO! In all seriousness, glad to hear you're not stopping your drawing. Just remember, do what you like best, for better or for worse, and especially if other people like it too.