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  1. Nila Bean
    I see humans as a very fragile species.. I don't actually think most people are "bad"per say, but certain things happen in life that cause people to act a particular way. Being hurt, betrayed maybe. I think deep down people just want peace and to be happy, and everyone has at least some compassion to a point. There are some just straight up cruel people, but they really aren't a majority like people think they are. A few bad apples shouldn't ruin the whole group. What is the most hypocritical thing you've ever heard someone say?
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    I would love to check out BronyCon this year, but I highly doubt my extremely paranoid mother will take me to any type of convention (or allow me to go myself), especially one where her perception of the said fandom is already negative. Hopefully they'll still be going on in a few years
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    Definitely not. The tap water where I am is very disgusting and taste like sewage water DX I'll just be thirsty if there's no more filtered or bottled water then.
  4. Nila Bean
    Other than needles and bugs, my biggest fear is losing the person that means everything to me. I can be a real screw up and there are some days when I even neglect her (never purposefully), and although she always reassures me that she still loves me, I feel like one days she's gonna get fed up with me and leave. That scares me even more than death. I can't function without her.
  5. Nila Bean
    I go straight to the kitchen. I'm always hungry when I get home. Then I change into my pajamas, lay in my room for a minute and contemplate the day.
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    Numb. Not really feeling anything. Emotionally drained, I think. Sometimes I wish I wasn't so connected to everything.
  7. Nila Bean
    Flurry already kinda stole my heart
  8. Nila Bean
    African Native American That's all I know of.... They balance each other out pretty well, you can see distinctive traits from both sides in my family line (although African traits are slightly more dominant....the uncontrollable kinky curls mainly give it away) We can trace our ancestors back to Africa, but all the specifics Idk.
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    Handled it well....I'm not gonna lie, things got a little physical -_-. Probably not the best way to handle it, I know. It was a impulsive, brash reaction. I'm just tired of people doing things like that. Walking around like they're untouchable. Spreading hate. There's too much of that as it is DX I am ashamed of what I did. But I don't particularly have regrets about it either. It does catch you off guard, that's for sure.
  10. Nila Bean
    Furious. Very infuriated. I'm getting so sick of some people's bigoted, retarded, pathetic mentalities. Why is racism even still a thing? It's 2016! I never thought I'd have to deal with someone like how I did today, it was ridiculous.
  11. Nila Bean
    Mainly my clutch, which has all the little things I need daily. Phone, hairbrush, lip stuff, gum, keys etc.
  12. Nila Bean
    I have fish. They're cool. Don't have to potty train them or clean crap from my carpet, clean up fur or feed them everyday. I like animals you can neglect for awhile and they won't die.
  13. Nila Bean
    Peaceful
  14. Nila Bean
    Intimidating...
  15. Nila Bean
    Eggs, I gotta always have eggs. Usually something egg related, some toast, rice, potatoes, and bacon.
  16. Nila Bean
    "Stop being so sensitive!". Now, this doesn't refer to people's personal opinions of me (that I could honestly not give any valuable attention to), but more so to my reactions to certain situations/people's feelings and needs. I know that for some people showing sensitivity is a "weakness" or a bit taboo, but I'm a freakin' EMPATH, which means I literally feel everything. Even a shift in someone's mood can throw me into a depressive state if I let it. So telling me to just "stop being sensitive" is stupid. It's probably just gonna make me feel sorry for you. Thus putting me in even more of a bad mood.
  17. Nila Bean
    Tired. Very mentally drained. Everyone was so depressed today, it was too much. They all just broke through my wall. I wouldn't trade being a empath in for the world, but it can be very painful at times.
  18. Nila Bean
    Less than 10 minutes, possibly sooner. Most nights I'm physically and mentally tired from all the things I do daily, so isn't too hard for me. I tend to get sleepy early naturally anyway.
  19. Nila Bean
    Chicken stir fry. Simple but filling ^^
  20. Nila Bean
    ~People watching/being in crowds. Picking up on people's energy and observing interactions is really peaceful to me. ~Sunrises/sunsets/clear sunny skies ^^ ~Meeting people. I love talking/exchanging friendly vibes to new, open people. ~Reading/writing ~Spending time with my special loved one <3 ~Bakiiiing And many more little things ^^
  21. Nila Bean
    Seeing my friends. Been sick so haven't seen them in awhile.
  22. Nila Bean
    Sick. Everything hurts and I can barely talk or eat thanks to my throat feeling like its closing up on me DX Had plans to go out today, but I guess not. Depressing day ahead.
  23. Nila Bean
    That smile alone tells me I'm dead DX
  24. Nila Bean
    That I don't want a boyfriend, or have any sort of interest in the opposite gender at all. Almost everyone at my school is in a relationship or looking for one, and I always get asked if I have/want a boyfriend. Nope, not at all. The boys at my school are all just ignorant, stupid, thug wannabes that think they're gods or something and walk around thinking everyone should "respect" them. They all make me want to set my hair on fire sometimes, I could never deal with that....I would go crazy.
  25. Nila Bean
    I don't argue over every single little thing people say like I use to XD. "Pick" your battles as they say. Yeah, I've definitely learned to do that more. Other than that, things haven't really changed. I still give people the benefit of the doubt even after being proven wrong, some basic trust even after being hurt, and believe deep down that everyone is inherently good, some people have just become hurt/misguided. I'm not naive. I just have a very bad habit of forgiving. Which can be good, but equally harmful in some situations. My mom tells me as I grow older and "get out here in this world" that view will change...but I have faith. Hope not. Already enough negative people as there is out here -_-.
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