Indeed! There's just nobody to obsess over right now and I don't know where I'd even find anybody (and my parents would kill me if I tried online dating, not that it seems very safe anyways). I have also come to realize that I almost sort of dread the idea of romance since I'm one of those people that has to be practically best friends with a guy before I can even consider them attractive (even then, I have some close guy friends who I consider just friends. I might've been interested in at least one guy, but eh, I've overthought it so much that I'm probably not.).
 
 
	That's what I try to focus on, too!  I definitely appreciate your friendship and all the other friendships I have here and offline!
 
 
	It's one of those things I almost wish I didn't experience in some capacity before because once I had that sort of feeling, it's hard to not have it if it goes away. But I can live without it if I have to.