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PRETTY GLAD to be home :3 and filled with determination ^~^ i have noticed that I drink too many energy drinks so im gonna try to kick them with sparkling water :3

what a silly fish >w< I think we've all felt how that fish looks every now and then :3

omg hiii!! ^~^ welcome to the forum!!! ya i also made my account a while ago :3 i've started using it this past month or two and it's been a lot of fun, everypony is super awesome! you should totally share some of your artwork, id love to see some!!! Hope you enjoy your time here uwu

ive only been reading two fanfics lately! The first of which is Fallout Equestria: Uplift, which is a sequel to FoE Renewal! It's a fresh take on FoE, where it kinda reinterprets everything and rewrites it with the rest of the seasons to be included as context ^~^ The second is actually written by @SidewinderX! It's called The Reservist, and im rather enjoying it uwu

Oldest? Something from the 80's, probably. maybe 70's. depends on mileage :3

thinking about what i can get done when i get home today ^~^

surely i can slide in here with no consequences whatsoever ^~^

thinking about tomorrow :3 for some reason i always feel kinda resistant to letting tomorrow come. maybe it's some deep rooted fear of the future. no idea!! probably fine. probably. time to turn it into a friendship dungeon ^~^

one word responses or initiations :3 this is something i am an extraordinarily large offender of. i almost never care to capitalize or anything when im just typing casually ^~^

oofiess.. contemptuous groundhogs!!! >~< they're natural bushes though! that just means the berries are smaller, sweeter (imo uwu) and ill have to balance my gathering between the prime time for ripeness and when the bugs start to get at them >:3c ... because then I'll have to start a war of my own... on bugs.... :3

Blackberry bushes around my house are ripening :3 i think ill pick them in a week when more of them are ready ^~^

WHOLE MILK I also sometimes drink chocolate (milk) :3

NO it's NOT. i will now wallow with the knowledge of not being PRIME @~@

You know, this is the second time you've had a hard hitting introspective piece that's resonated with me, and I'm sure if I dug into it there'd be more. I don't really see myself as any of the above, either. I honestly think that humans are a spectrum of inconsistencies and flaws. We are who we are; walking contradictions, and a courtesy we extend to someone might be retracted from someone else -- even if that's someone who's quite deserving of it. I feel like putting on moral labels of good or bad can feel like getting put on a pedestal. Or worse. A cage. I think wearing good, bad, or neutral is limiting. I truly think it's irresponsible to try to define each other with these characteristics, so much so where using strictly those three qualifiers is putting less character retrospective than even a DnD character. I know there are days where I've helped people with no gain to myself, as well as there are days where I've just shut the world out and stopped caring. Does one outweigh the other? Is one inherently better? I don't know, but they're both definitely real. It's tricky, you know? Because it's kinda just human nature to try to quantify and qualify everything around us. Science theory, theology, mysticism, esotericism. People just want to understand and feel like the world is real to them. And they do that, in part, by labelling things. Categorizing things. Compartmentalizing what they can and focusing on it later. What really struck me was how you eluded to using kindness consciously. That it's something you can willfully retract as needed. As if it's being used in contrast to a darker world around you that maybe you can try to brighten up a bit. And, I think I try to behave similarly. I have my own past, my own reasons for the things I say and do. Obviously, right? I mean, we all kind of do at the end of the day. But the way you use kindness, it isn't performative. And that, to me, means choice. A choice to offer warmth even when it can be misunderstood or taken advantage of. A choice to give people a chance even when they can betray you and your trust, and maybe even hurt the people close to you. It's strength, not flawlessness. And yes, strength with limits because everyone has a threshold. Even the kindest among us will walk away at some point. I don't believe that anyone is inherently good just because they make that choice, the choice of kindness. Choosing kindness and love first is maturity. And I wouldn't say you're neutral, either. I'd say you're more in equilibrium. Someone who is aware of the scales they're balancing. Someone who knows what can tip it in either way, and chooses moment to moment, not to let it. And lastly, calling someone "good" shouldn't imply sainthood or divinity. To me, it just means they care. That they try. That they don't or try not to weaponize the pain of others against them. And you know what, honestly, if you don't accept the word or the title, I just wanna say... people who try like you do? They're rare, I think. Or maybe I just don't know where to find them. Whether that makes you "good" or not is irrelevant, because to me, it just.. matters. Thank you.

yes! sometimes! not often :3 it can be nice. sensitive teeth though so it's very hit or miss. ssssometimes.... >:3c depends. i had walking pneumonia not too long ago and the coughing really hurt my throat. hot water felt SO good to drink :3

gosh i already kinda said this on your other post but i REALLY like how you draw your lines. the outlines really pop, it adds a lot. very nice artwork, thank you for sharingg ^~^ (first image doesn't load for me though >~<)

GOTTA be the mischief >:3c it's very hungry work being mischievous. hungrier work than work!! ^~^

rlly sorry to hear.. I hope you're able to sleep and feel better soon. here to talk if you need <3 Im feeling cautiously optimistic about the coming week :3 i have been informed of a few things coming up and it has a chance to be awesome ^~^ ... but it also has a chance to be HORRIBLE AWFUL ACK ACK AAAAHHH we shall see uwu

ahh!! I love herrr!!! The lines are so pretty :3 i've made this disclaimer a few times but im definitely not an artist HOWEVER whenever I try to make ponies with turned heads they look like mutants. You did it super well here ^~^

i dunno. it's always something we talk about... things we'd do in the last minutes. but faced with the reality of it i have NO idea what I'd actually do. what do you do when all responsibility, sense of urgency and burden suddenly lift? :3 i might just run. run hard, far, and fast, bc I won't have to worry about being exhausted uwu

idk :3 i try to be patient. depends on the vibes. i can be very patient with someone who i feel isn't taking advantage of it. as for situations, i'm generally patient if i'm not rushed for time. i try to take life at the pace it's given to me uwu

HUNGRY!!!!!! ive spent all morning reading, looking for reference material, and helping a friend out with their story >w<. i shall obtain... s u s t e n e n c e.... momentarily....

youtube gives me random stuff. sometimes i watch it. sometimes i watch all of it. i watched all of it.