mega thread How are you feeling?

[Kyoshi Frost Wolf 41,548]

Feeling waaaaaaaaaay better now that my stomach has calmed down. It was a train wreck for two days and that was terrible. >_< Doing a lot better now. 

[TheRockARooster 51,455]

I’m struggling to find places where I belong.

It’s really safe to say that I feel like crap.

[Yakamaru 3,127]

Been feeling like crap since yesterday. Feels like everything I do to improve backfires. 

I suppose it's just one of those days. 

[Vefka 1,499]

I feel melancholic because of the music popped out on YT recommendations and brought me back feelings about Background Pony

But it's a good melancholia, I like it

[Pastel Heart 6,466]

Hopeful. Hungry though.

[ExplosionMare 18,063]

Relaxed after finishing up work a couple of hours ago

[Splashee 28,564]

Feeling exhausted after animating for 14 hours. But I am an animator after all

[ExplosionMare 18,063]

Still a little stressed from school cause technology can’t just exist without having a problem. Mostly though I’m fine cause I’m just sitting here waiting for an assignment to get uploaded.

[AriaTheLovely 578]

Still mourning over the loss of my cousins dog sure he was her dog but we were close as well. Yesterday we picked up his ashes along with his paw print which of course I was happy about but there was still a sadness there knowing I will never see my saggy little friend again.

[Treeglow Flicker 13,679]

Pretty good. Currently on the precipice of change in regards to something.

[Splashee 28,564]

Had a nice stroll in the dark. Quite windy and disorienting with all the stars in the sky 

[Yakamaru 3,127]

Had to take half the day off yesterday due to everything that's piled up over the past two weeks. This week in particular have been nothing but a huge mess, and my boss no doubt have seen it with others too. 

Been quite a bit of chaos at work, suffice to say. Hopefully things get back to normal next week. 

Edited September 10, 2020 by Protomaru
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[Kyoshi Frost Wolf 41,548]

Feeling like a meaningless nobody. I'm better off dead and buried. At least then I would be food for the soil. That's far more worth than I could ever have in this life. There's billions of people in the world. I am not needed. I'll never be some rich celebrity. I'll never be wealthy. Hell, I'll never be even close to financially stable. So I may as well not exist. 

[ExplosionMare 18,063]

4 hours ago, Kyoshi said:

Feeling like a meaningless nobody. I'm better off dead and buried. At least then I would be food for the soil. That's far more worth than I could ever have in this life. There's billions of people in the world. I am not needed. I'll never be some rich celebrity. I'll never be wealthy. Hell, I'll never be even close to financially stable. So I may as well not exist. 

You don’t have to be rich and famous to be somebody. There’s plenty of ways to “be somebody” just by striving towards something. It doesn’t have to big or garner lots of attention on the news. It could be simple as being kind to somebody cause even small things like that matter greatly to people.

You are able to impact and influence lives without even knowing it. Could be people you know, could be some random stranger you walked past on the street. What I’m really trying to say is, your existence does matter even if it feels very dispensable to you right now. You have the ability to do something great, don’t let comparisons tell you otherwise. Wealth and status aren’t what determine your worth.

[Woohoo 34,222]

Feeling bloated from lunch... 

[Treeglow Flicker 13,679]

A little paranoid for someone reason but slowly riding it out before I go to bed.

[Splashee 28,564]

Feeling like I will be able to reach my dreams and goals this year! So far I have had everything going for me!

[ExplosionMare 18,063]

Pretty good but not excited to do homework later 

[~Chaos~ 3,967]

Feeling pretty chill right now 

[Kyoshi Frost Wolf 41,548]

12 hours ago, ExplosionMare said:

You don’t have to be rich and famous to be somebody. There’s plenty of ways to “be somebody” just by striving towards something. It doesn’t have to big or garner lots of attention on the news. It could be simple as being kind to somebody cause even small things like that matter greatly to people.

You are able to impact and influence lives without even knowing it. Could be people you know, could be some random stranger you walked past on the street. What I’m really trying to say is, your existence does matter even if it feels very dispensable to you right now. You have the ability to do something great, don’t let comparisons tell you otherwise. Wealth and status aren’t what determine your worth.

Living in the US makes that quite difficult. Often it feels like my actions and words impact absolutely nothing or if my words at least have an affect on someone, it doesn't last. People either hate me or abandon me eventually though I can't say I blame them. Everywhere I look at every minute there's some kind of hardcore celebrity worship going on. Seeing their lives being propped up endlessly eventually makes me feel like a miserable ant meant to consume and nothing more. 

I guess I am simply becoming more and more cynical as time goes on. My life feels even more meaningless with each passing day. 

[Prospekt 11,018]

I'm feeling like everything's gonna be okay. Don't think I've ever been quite this content, ever. Nor have I ever been so thankful to have someone in my life.

[Lucky Bolt 35,063]

I'm feeling as if I'm on cloud nine. The past month that has gone by has been...amazing. And things only keep getting better. 

[Splashee 28,564]

Feeling sleepy, but gotta go and take a shower

[ExplosionMare 18,063]

21 hours ago, Kyoshi said:

Living in the US makes that quite difficult. Often it feels like my actions and words impact absolutely nothing or if my words at least have an affect on someone, it doesn't last. People either hate me or abandon me eventually though I can't say I blame them. Everywhere I look at every minute there's some kind of hardcore celebrity worship going on. Seeing their lives being propped up endlessly eventually makes me feel like a miserable ant meant to consume and nothing more. 

I guess I am simply becoming more and more cynical as time goes on. My life feels even more meaningless with each passing day. 

America’s a strange country, that’s for sure.

Personally I’m not all up to date with the celebrity worship, but I can definitely see how it’s frustrating. Oftentimes there’s those celebrities that do questionable things but no one tries to stop them cause of their reputation or something like that. At least, maybe not the right people.

That’s just my thoughts, anyways.

[Emerald Claus 24,872]

Tired.

I should probably go to bed soon.