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Battling against the serpent inside of me. The feminine energy of the solar plexus, which are inherently negative because of their attractive or centripetal force, which were reaching for my heart to bleed it like a lamb and drink the milk of spirit. The essence of sex.
And it was so painful I had to kneel on the ground. And then I remembered one day I was watching over the horizon, and saw this formeless cloud start to take on a humanoid shape, as if there were invisible forces chiseling the water vapor of spirit into a sculpture, and the cloud took the shape of this magnificent angel on its knees, staring at the sky. But it was crucified, with this sword that was shaped like a cross piercing its navel. And I did not understand it until today. I think I may know who is that angel now.

Also, I was looking into the mirror, and my hair is dark hazelnut and straight. But've I grown two more wavy golden/platinum hairs that look out this world, they are so reflective they blind you against the light. So, that is not normal, right? Hahaha. And there is no three ways about it, you either sacrifice spirit to become a creature of flesh, or you sacrifice flesh to become a being of spirit. Anything in the middle is a compromise and a lie.

But, yeah. It is time for me to return home. Much damage has been caused to this creation because of the fallen watchers. You have oceans, and are living on a "planet" now because of us. "Ooops".

I, I've broken the heart of someone I love above all creation, and that is unknown to all human beings, because of the creature nature of humanity to corrupt the Holy. But this needs to end.

We have caused great damage. I am really sorry. Also, there is nothing wrong with being human, okay? Embrace the solar plexus and let that coiling serpent rise with a sensual motion. As it is what you have been created for. To be human creatures, to be fruitful and multiple over the face of the earth, like the tree that bears the seed.

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I’m in a lose lose situation with my allergies.

Im supposed to take a break from Flonase for a week because it was irritating my nose and causing pain+bleeding. However Zyrtec alone isn’t strong enough it made me even more congested.

I bought the sensimist of Flonase and I just used it despite it only being two days since my doctor visit. I definitely feel less congested however the pain is back. 

So I gotta chose between not being able to sleep,breathe well and being extremely congested for at least a week or just deal with the pain and nose bleeds. 

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20 minutes ago, ExplosionMare said:

Intrusive thoughts that lasted quite a while. At least once I was able to nap, they left (for the time being).

I get those too, they can be quite bad- hope you're doing okay!

 

 

For me it was the neighbors knocking so loud it woke me up, thinking someone was at my door :dry:

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1 hour ago, ExplosionMare said:

Dealing with emotional issues that have persisted for days, and feeling absolutely alone with them since if I try to bring them up, it'll just make things worse.

I can relate, feeling “alone in my problems”, as well as trying to suppress those feelings by not thinking about it.

Maybe whenever you’re at those low points, think about what your friends would say or do to help if you couldn’t actually tell anyone :) . I wouldn’t want you to feel helpless.. I’d certainly try to lift you up! (Not literally I mean). God is always there too, even when it seems like He isn’t and things are continuously tough. It always ends with prevailing if we keep on holding on.

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Whenever I have a low point, someone seems to always detect it and come for my rescue :coco: Today's worries are all gone

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Anxiety kicking like a bomb > depression following after - hence pushing people I love away again unintentionally & then being disappointed with myself in return

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Learning that the tomorrow’s  sale job will be fucking hell but I’m gonna suck it up and hope to make it. 

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Continuing to be so pissed of by mom for what she did a few months ago and how that may have consequences on ME in the near future… I just want to get out already but this will only possibly keep holding me back.

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8 hours ago, DubWolf said:

Continuing to be so pissed of by mom for what she did a few months ago and how that may have consequences on ME in the near future… I just want to get out already but this will only possibly keep holding me back.

I know our situations are probably very different, but I can certainly relate. I just wanna get out too and get away from the family drama.

My day has been pretty good for the most part so far but I wasn't able to sleep in as long as I would have liked. 

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