Damn homie thats some depressive shit right there, Like twiliscael said you are an interesting poster And no doubt a fun guy. Honestly now? Whats got you ll depressed and shit? Is it the winter talking? Cuz winter is fucking depressing. You stuck in a shitty routine?
Stupid dicks makin fun of you for being a brony?
I'm not gonna lie I'm not particularly good at anything, And my Iq is pretty high aswell. You are 15 Granted,I'm a year older than you but you need to look up man. Just start having fun, doing anything really.
You say you lack motivation cuz you're afraid of failure?
People seem to forget that failure is the only way to find the way to succeed. Take for instance snowboarding. What can you do on your board? Alot I'd bet given where you live. You had to get on that damn board for the first time didn't you? That was trying. I know for a fact when you first tried you fell on your ass at least a few times, And guess what you got back up and went down that slope again. Well guess what you down on your ass now and its time to get yourself back up! Just try! Dont Think like a Best buy greeter think like a beast! Not athletic? Work out! thats something you can't fail at! 'cause you go at your own pace!
And when you see that one buff prick dont think "Why can't I look like that guy?" think "Im gonna get there and look like that guy eventually!"
Life is an uphill climb and if you're gonna Make it to the top of that summit you gotta look up to see where your goin! Before you know it your at the top where no one can bring you down.
You aren't worthless, You Are worth more than you'll ever know to somebody! I can guaran-fucking-tee it! You owe it to yourself to show them what you can do!