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Seeing entrails being used as decoration or mentally ill ripping out parts of their body Scat Not using é or ö when it is absolutely necessary! Playing CS:GO on console And that's all I can think of

I'll detail several of my dreams in this post. Will try to keep it within the content lines and the most bitter ones are left out. Light Hearted Embarrassing Risqué Dark

I'm disconnected from your world :| It's all the same to me. I see them so little in my daily life that I don't realise they exist until I check out dank memes on Facebook

I don't think I'm afraid of them, no. But typically if any giant thing is crawling on me I'm going to bolt. Wouldn't anyone? If there was something larger than my head crawling around my room, I'd set the building on fire.

Pig brain. never again.. ever

Depends on how depressed I am or if I have school or something like that.. Normally I wake up after about 8 hours of sleep but I stay in bed to just relax in its comfort for another hour. On school days I'm up and out whenever I have to be.

My most ticklish area is my back. Specifically the neck-collarbone area. I cringe if anyone or anything touches it and that is a big nono. Otherwise I don't have many ticklish areas. Maybe my feet second. Underarms not really but then again no one's reached under my arms

I am very prone to anxiety attacks at night...mostly self-induced with my overthinking and other stuff that's 2dark4forums. I usually have to calm myself by meditation or just talking to myself about something pleasant. Can talk about my plans for the next day or imagining myself in some epic scenario or as a superhero or something.. it depends. I just have to take my mind off the thoughts that I already have because they go down bad roads. I'm more confident in a positive stance on the world now than I was a month ago but its still pretty shaky. I'm very very hesitant to talk about the things I'm concerned and heyy I'm doing it again. I need to sleep because its already way past my sleeping time

Imperialism and cultural degradation in favour of current trends/memes Memes Turning sex into a fiasco and dragging everyone for the drama ride

The sound of Styrofoam rubbing makes me homicidal. I literally want to shank someone right then and there. most likely whoever is causing it.

As long as I can understand, I'm not typically bothered by bad spelling or something. My only problems come with punctuation - that is to say, if people don't know how to use commas or paragraphs and type a novel, then I'm not going to read it. It's too hard to read run-on sentences for a single line with my poor eyesight let alone a page's worth. I mean obviously sometimes people do not even try to spell, and I just assume they're lazy. Unless I'm in a professional setting, where I'd be hesitant to show anything with improper spelling, then I'd just ignore it. I do not understand generally how to use a semicolon; only have used it when it feels right. But I don't have THAT much care for it. Again, if I can understand, it's all good.

Saint Petersburg Pretty at night too

Do you want to talk about it at all? I am deeply interested in some of the stories of those who grew up in Christian households. Was it easy to do for you? How did it all happen? Do your parents know? A lot of questions but all relevant

I fucking hate myself. Despite doing poorly in some academic fields this week was a total high for me, until tonight. I have a bad bad habit of not letting things go when I'm not satisfied with the answer, and I've beaten my brain to death once again over these topics that are either moot or that I just can't even process. The worst part is that I know I can't seek help for it. I know I can't because that requires asking help from people like you and people like you probably would not understand this situation or be offended how I think or that I hate them personally or anything like that when it's just not true. Sometimes it's better to just suffer in silence. I've felt my soul break a little more each time my loved one asks me what it is and I say 'nothing' because I want to avoid a repeat of like earlier days here in Debate Pit. I would so like to just shout out all the insecurities I have, all the fears coming my way, but to any normal person I know for a fact its too aberrant and for any super intelligent person they'd wonder how I don't have the answer already. I guess I feel like I have no allies in how I feel on some..things except some people that are a dying breed and that would hate me if they knew the rest of me anyway.

At this point I don't think I would have a strong reaction, just kind of internally nope™ away and shut off processing. Torture still makes me feel lightheaded and uneasy (ex: Cherilee's Garden) if I have to read that though.

Yes, my other two siblings were an older sister and brother, and both died before they got to live. I wish I had either of them, maybe they wouldn't hate me. Or maybe they would, but I'd still love them. Even if we would disagree on some things in the end they're still family.

Absolut Vodka Yes, I'm perfectly fine to drive

I'm ambi. What I'm rather pissed off at is any place assuming that you are one or the other. For example, dorms giving you a left-handed desk when your equipment (mouse, keyboard, writing utensils, layout) is all designed for right-handers. The hell guys? I had to deal with that all year. If I'm going to have a left-handed desk, I need the equipment to go with it, or it is annoying as hell to use. Is it that hard to just ask people if they are right handed or left? Same thing with classrooms. Why are there random numbers of left-handed desks? Can we not just ask who is and save someone the trouble that first day of being in a desk they can't write in? Usually I eat with my left hand and do all my electronic functions with the right, because most things are made for the right to begin with (and have no left-handed counterpart). Furthermore my left eye is not functional so I would be better off leaving that side to simpler tasks. For drawing, it depends on the position I'm in or what I need to draw. Usually I use both hands. And anything else... well, just a matter of quick thinking. I prefer tossing and throwing with left.

Yes, it depends on who it is targeted at and how its done. Calling someone stupid is an insult, so is framing them in some crime to perform character assassination. With most comments directed at you personally on sites like YT, it is probably easier for the majority to brush it off. When it comes to your family, your way of life, your style, or anything else that is personal and close to you and that you may have some insecurities about, then its really easy to hit. I've been on and off with how patriotic I can be, and that is influenced by what I get in my mailbox every week or so. It's amazing how I can feel so high and then I get a comment just going in depth about everything someone did that is rightfully wrong and bringing me back down to a state of uncertainty.

I think a quarter of the population would stop functioning properly, which is a sign they never did to begin with. Some people spend way too much time with tech and feel like its been forever if they don't touch an electronic in 30 minutes. I've sort of succumbed to this myself, but only because I wanted to talk to my girlfriend while I was in the hospital and I was not permitted to use my phone.

Watching stuff on YouTube or reading or developing some of my hobbies.