I'm torn on my feelings of relationships. Most of the ones I've been made me really happy but they all came to an end. About 4 years ago I knew for sure I had found the one. We never once had one argument and ended up getting engaged. A few months later out of the blue she broke up with me out of nowhere, no arguments or anything and it was over the phone, I was crushed to say the least. Since that day it has killed me confidence and trust when it comes to women. As bad as I want a relationship it scared me to get crushed like that again. Not to mention my mom and step dad just got divorced after 17 years, As bad as I want that girl in my life it scares me knowing the odds that I could get crushed again...