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Shattered. I know I am a "little" insane, already. But internally, it feels like my soul has been fractured and put back together. So, there are these edges where energy solidifies, clashing painfully like shards of broken glass against one another. That is my soul. It is crystalized and broken. And I am trying to put the pieces back together, but they keep falling apart. So, I have to create illusions and send my mind there, so I don't collapse under the stress of real life. In a way, I have to stay dissociated to not fall apart. If I could only know what happened that shattered my being like this. I believe it was something during the times of Babel. But since the story has been erased. Still, I can feel more at peace when I adopt a vegetative state.

People laugh about my "field of innocence". Some have even made songs, like Amy Lee from Evanescence. I like that girl. Or the guy from Nirvana with "heart-shaped box". I hope kurt is doing well. I bet he is alive. Much like Jim Morrison or David Bowie. I mean, your previous president. Was it trump? I think he gave a medal of freedom to some radio host. Fat and bald guy. Well, that was Jim Morrison. The whole thing is a stage in America. And most of your "stars" are manufactured at a factory in hollywood. It is like they tell them. "You are gonna look like this". "Act like that". "Say this, say the other". It is like really fake, and kinda creepy. But yeah.

True devotion and faith have been lost. God has left.

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2 minutes ago, Props ValRoa said:

@They call me Loyalty

I know that you probably may go on these spiels about things that nobody else may understand - but there is one thing that I feel like I am seeing here. It seems like you are in need of people to talk to. Don't be afraid to seek it. You are not alone. 

I wish you could understand what is like to be insane. Once, I used to know the secret to everything there was to be known. From the simplest equation, to love, to the atomic bomb.

Still, I hope you can have a good life, have love, people to care about. You are loved. I love this world. And you are awesome, I'm sure of that. But I need solace and faith to keep me safe from the nightmares.

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not good. my mom has gone on a short business trip, so i’m stuck being around my dad for a few days (well, my sister is here, but she’s busy). without my mom being here to stop him, he’s been getting black out drunk every night. i can’t wait for my mother to get back home :worry: would love some hugs rn 

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5 hours ago, Kn0xDaF0x said:

not good. my mom has gone on a short business trip, so i’m stuck being around my dad for a few days (well, my sister is here, but she’s busy). without my mom being here to stop him, he’s been getting black out drunk every night. i can’t wait for my mother to get back home :worry: would love some hugs rn 

I wish I could give a hug emoji, but I can't because MLP Forums CHANGED IT! So I will just do this *hugs*

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I’m feeling ok/alright, nothing much has changed.

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Feelin' pretty mellow and peaceful actually. I had a long week but I took a little day trip to see an exhibition of religious relics and it put everything into perspective. Now worldly things are just so much static and I’m at peace. Lots to be thankful for. 

 

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sad. got called a r*t*rd at school today by some asshole cuz i’m gay and cuz i got an answer right that he didn’t (it’s dumb and makes no sense, but whatevs)  :( all of my recent posts here seem negative, sorry.

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@Kn0xDaF0x Oh my dear sweet Celestia! I want to high five them.... in the face... with a chair... and laugh at them lying on the floor, crying. 

Homophobes disgust me, best of luck to you, buddy! Also the kid that took pictures of my friend and I got mad at me for accidentally stepping on his foot and yelled at me even when I said "Sorry, man!" like 5 times... Jeez, I hate my bus :okiedokieloki:

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I’m feeling happy, still feeling happy.

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17 hours ago, Kn0xDaF0x said:

sad. got called a r*t*rd at school today by some asshole cuz i’m gay and cuz i got an answer right that he didn’t (it’s dumb and makes no sense, but whatevs)  :( all of my recent posts here seem negative, sorry.

:(

Need a 'hugs' brohoof! And I mean right now! :angry:

 

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